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"I lost the last of my hope on that night |
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when the morning never came |
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Staring in the eye of all those ghosts of loss |
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And like the plague it crushed me |
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On the eve of a new moon" |
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I'm made of filth, of lies |
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No clean blood runs in me |
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I've turned to everything I hate |
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Black blood and dirt in a human shell |
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Leaving these trails of betrayal |
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Cold lifeless flesh, a so called man |
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Choking on the pain of others |
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In my own lies I drown |
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Happiness was all I reached for |
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But sure, no one deserves it |
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That dim light I still held, finally faded |
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There was so much in me that I trusted |
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But so little I knew |
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The weakness I held was stronger than anything |
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And it turned me into arrows for the ones I truly loved |
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Forgive me for falling |
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I know you all trusted in me |
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But I'm made of filth, of lies |
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No good blood runs in me |
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Forgive me all, no more hope |
