歌曲 | PTSD |
歌手 | Dreamville |
歌手 | Omen |
歌手 | Mereba |
歌手 | Deante' Hitchcock |
歌手 | St. Beauty |
专辑 | Revenge Of The Dreamers III |
[00:00.00] | 作词 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexe Belle/Isis Valentino/Cameron Osteen |
[00:01.00] | 作曲 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexe Belle/Isis Valentino/Cameron Osteen |
[00:19.42] | Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback |
[00:21.52] | You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact |
[00:24.17] | Q was in for me, never needed to ask that |
[00:26.46] | PTSD, now I'm having a flashback |
[00:28.97] | Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap |
[00:31.43] | Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat |
[00:33.94] | You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now |
[00:36.67] | Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now |
[00:39.11] | Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive |
[00:41.94] | You said you need to call me, be sure I tried |
[00:44.52] | I wish I didn't have a song to write |
[00:46.86] | I know you probably follow me with your light |
[00:49.53] | My mama told me faith is all that I need |
[00:51.55] | And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe |
[00:54.47] | I still do not, 'cause I want, 'cause I need to |
[00:56.43] | Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it |
[00:59.47] | So **** a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve |
[01:01.55] | Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen |
[01:04.18] | A lot of dead ****** livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal |
[01:07.16] | Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream |
[01:09.56] | The power of a higher entity entered me |
[01:11.71] | Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy |
[01:14.55] | **** the world, but I need you to remember me |
[01:16.65] | I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently |
[01:19.44] | If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same |
[01:22.47] | A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains |
[01:24.32] | Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain |
[01:27.11] | My life and the fame, done lost the game |
[01:29.15] | The gift, the shame, my skin, my veins |
[01:30.98] | My soul done rained so much on my heart |
[01:32.84] | Really I don't know where to start |
[01:34.66] | The irony of finding self in the dark |
[01:36.29] | My *****, truthfully, feel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark |
[01:39.45] | A love-hate relationship with my thoughts, I'm tryna shine in my own light |
[01:42.96] | The realest ***** left in my own right |
[01:44.92] | Helping you with your vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah |
[01:49.37] | I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs |
[01:52.44] | Spit up out my debut, gotta say I stay true |
[01:54.68] | Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase |
[01:57.15] | Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste? |
[01:59.88] | Off the beaten path like Blueface |
[02:01.77] | On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday |
[02:04.09] | Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day |
[02:06.68] | Way past midnight suddenly my mood change |
[02:09.14] | That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors |
[02:12.15] | My sister was homeless, convinced her to often |
[02:14.50] | Been years since we talked, number changed |
[02:17.05] | Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways |
[02:19.35] | I can't believe when I seen you, I knew **** was true |
[02:21.92] | Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you |
[02:24.49] | Skated off fast 'fore I could address it |
[02:26.75] | Hope I ran into you 'fore we both get to Heaven |
[02:29.17] | We 'ight, we 'ight |
[02:33.76] | You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light |
[02:37.95] | We 'ight, we 'ight |
[02:42.80] | You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy |
[02:49.68] | Yeah, hahahaha |
[02:53.57] | We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah |
[02:56.44] | I'm here with all my friends |
[02:59.08] | This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What? |
[03:04.41] | And the hoes |
[03:07.29] | Hahahaha, yeah |
[03:08.75] | Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? |
[03:13.99] | And the hoes |
[03:16.81] | Can't forget about the hoes, yeah |
[03:18.97] | For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What? |
[03:24.78] | And the hoes |
[03:27.63] | (Ayy, that **** sound tight) |
[03:28.41] | This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What? |
[03:34.63] | And the hoes |
[03:37.31] | Hahahaha, yeah |
[03:38.90] | Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? |
[03:44.05] | And the hoes |
[03:46.54] | Can't forget about the hoes, yeah |
[03:48.64] | For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What? |
[03:54.53] | And the hoes |
[00:00.00] | zuò cí : Marian Mereba Damon Coleman Deante' Van Hitchcock Alexe Belle Isis Valentino Cameron Osteen |
[00:01.00] | zuò qǔ : Marian Mereba Damon Coleman Deante' Van Hitchcock Alexe Belle Isis Valentino Cameron Osteen |
[00:19.42] | Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback |
[00:21.52] | You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact |
[00:24.17] | Q was in for me, never needed to ask that |
[00:26.46] | PTSD, now I' m having a flashback |
[00:28.97] | Told me I' m sweet, can' t sleep in the trap trap |
[00:31.43] | Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat |
[00:33.94] | You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now |
[00:36.67] | Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now |
[00:39.11] | Know I' ma miss you long as I' m alive |
[00:41.94] | You said you need to call me, be sure I tried |
[00:44.52] | I wish I didn' t have a song to write |
[00:46.86] | I know you probably follow me with your light |
[00:49.53] | My mama told me faith is all that I need |
[00:51.55] | And back in the day I would' ve agreed, but now it' s hard to believe |
[00:54.47] | I still do not, ' cause I want, ' cause I need to |
[00:56.43] | Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it |
[00:59.47] | So a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve |
[01:01.55] | Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen |
[01:04.18] | A lot of dead livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal |
[01:07.16] | Most ' em dead ' cause they ain' t follow they dream |
[01:09.56] | The power of a higher entity entered me |
[01:11.71] | Mentally, physically, spiritually, I' m on a whole different energy |
[01:14.55] | the world, but I need you to remember me |
[01:16.65] | I had doubt in myself ' cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently |
[01:19.44] | If I ever changed, I' m numb to it now, I don' t feel the same |
[01:22.47] | A slave to the feeling, I' m breaking the chains |
[01:24.32] | Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain |
[01:27.11] | My life and the fame, done lost the game |
[01:29.15] | The gift, the shame, my skin, my veins |
[01:30.98] | My soul done rained so much on my heart |
[01:32.84] | Really I don' t know where to start |
[01:34.66] | The irony of finding self in the dark |
[01:36.29] | My , truthfully, feel like it' s two of me, I should' ve been on that ark |
[01:39.45] | A lovehate relationship with my thoughts, I' m tryna shine in my own light |
[01:42.96] | The realest left in my own right |
[01:44.92] | Helping you with your vices but can' t seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah |
[01:49.37] | I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs |
[01:52.44] | Spit up out my debut, gotta say I stay true |
[01:54.68] | Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase |
[01:57.15] | Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste? |
[01:59.88] | Off the beaten path like Blueface |
[02:01.77] | On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday |
[02:04.09] | Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day |
[02:06.68] | Way past midnight suddenly my mood change |
[02:09.14] | That' s when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors |
[02:12.15] | My sister was homeless, convinced her to often |
[02:14.50] | Been years since we talked, number changed |
[02:17.05] | Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways |
[02:19.35] | I can' t believe when I seen you, I knew was true |
[02:21.92] | Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you |
[02:24.49] | Skated off fast ' fore I could address it |
[02:26.75] | Hope I ran into you ' fore we both get to Heaven |
[02:29.17] | We ' ight, we ' ight |
[02:33.76] | You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light |
[02:37.95] | We ' ight, we ' ight |
[02:42.80] | You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy |
[02:49.68] | Yeah, hahahaha |
[02:53.57] | We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah |
[02:56.44] | I' m here with all my friends |
[02:59.08] | This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What? |
[03:04.41] | And the hoes |
[03:07.29] | Hahahaha, yeah |
[03:08.75] | Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? |
[03:13.99] | And the hoes |
[03:16.81] | Can' t forget about the hoes, yeah |
[03:18.97] | For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What? |
[03:24.78] | And the hoes |
[03:27.63] | Ayy, that sound tight |
[03:28.41] | This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What? |
[03:34.63] | And the hoes |
[03:37.31] | Hahahaha, yeah |
[03:38.90] | Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? |
[03:44.05] | And the hoes |
[03:46.54] | Can' t forget about the hoes, yeah |
[03:48.64] | For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What? |
[03:54.53] | And the hoes |
[00:19.42] | nǐ wèi wǒ wān yāo de yàng zi xiàng jí le hòu chē gài |
[00:21.52] | nǐ zhǎo wǒ wèn wèn tí xiàng jí le sì nián jí de xiǎo hái zi |
[00:24.17] | wèn de wèn tí zǒng shì wéi rào wǒ, bù guān yú qí tā |
[00:26.46] | nǎo hǎi lǐ shí bù shí fú xiàn wǒ de tòng kǔ jīng lì, xiàn zài wǒ zhèng zài huí bì |
[00:28.97] | gào sù nǐ wǒ shuì de hěn xiāng, dàn shì xuán lǜ ràng wǒ zhěng yè shuì bù zháo |
[00:31.43] | dí rén, chóu hèn, wǒ xiǎng ràng tā men cóng wǒ de nǎo hǎi lǐ liū zǒu |
[00:33.94] | nǐ bù zài le, wǒ de xīn yǒng yuǎn bù ān níng |
[00:36.67] | wǒ shì zhe lěng jìng, zhōng yú rù shuì le |
[00:39.11] | zhǐ yào nǐ huó zhe, wǒ hái huì ài nǐ |
[00:41.94] | nǐ shuō xū yào jiù dǎ diàn huà gěi nǐ, dàn shì dǎ bu tōng |
[00:44.52] | wǒ zhēn de xī wàng wǒ méi yǒu gē kě yǐ xiě |
[00:46.86] | wǒ zhī dào de, nǐ huì yǒng yuǎn gēn zhe wǒ |
[00:49.53] | mā mā gào sù wǒ, rén zhī jiān xū yào xìn rèn |
[00:51.55] | zhī qián wǒ huì tóng yì de, dàn shì xiàn zài bù yí yàng le |
[00:54.47] | yīn wèi wǒ xiǎng yào nǐ |
[00:56.43] | wǒ xiāng xìn yǒu gèng hǎo de dōng xī zài wǒ kàn dào tā zhī hòu |
[00:59.47] | rú tóng yí kuài shǒu biǎo, wǒ gěi wǒ de xīn lǐ dǎ le yī jì yù fáng zhēn |
[01:01.55] | méi yǒu rén zhī dào wǒ de bēi shāng, méi yǒu rén zhī dào wǒ de jīng lì |
[01:04.18] | xiōng dì men dōu shì kào zhe wǒ huó dào xiàn zài, dàn shì tā men bú shì zhēn xīn xǐ huān wǒ |
[01:07.16] | dà duō shù dōu fàng qì le, shì yīn wèi tā men méi yǒu jiān chí tā men de mèng xiǎng |
[01:09.56] | lì liàng chéng jiù le wǒ |
[01:11.71] | zài xīn lǐ shàng, shēn tǐ shàng, jīng shén shàng, wǒ hé bié rén wán quán bù tóng |
[01:14.55] | qù nǐ mā de shēng huó, dàn shì wǒ xiǎng ràng nǐ jì zhù wǒ de jīng lì |
[01:16.65] | wǒ duì zì jǐ xīn cún yí lǜ, yīn wèi wǒ céng jīng hài pà nǐ huì yǐ bù tóng de fāng shì kàn dài wǒ |
[01:19.44] | rú guǒ wǒ céng jīng fàng qì le, xiàn zài wǒ jiù méi yǒu zhèi xiē chéng jiù |
[01:22.47] | yuē shù de dǎ pò shǐ wǒ yuǎn lí le nú lì de gǎn jué |
[01:24.32] | shì zhe qù píng hé huān lè hé tòng kǔ, yáng guāng hé yǔ lù |
[01:27.11] | shēng huó de pīn bó cái néng yǒu wǒ xiàn zài zhè gè chéng jiù |
[01:29.15] | jiǎng lì, chǐ rǔ, wǒ de pí fū, wǒ de jìng mài |
[01:30.98] | wǒ de xīn lǐ xià le yī chǎng bào yǔ |
[01:32.84] | wǒ zhēn de bù zhī dào cóng nǎ lǐ kāi shǐ |
[01:34.66] | zài hēi àn zhōng xún zhǎo zì wǒ de fěng cì |
[01:36.29] | zhēn de, wǒ gǎn jué wǒ men liǎng gè jiù xiàng zài nuò yà de fāng zhōu shàng miàn |
[01:39.45] | yǔ wǒ de sī xiǎng zhī jiān de ài hèn jiāo jiā, wǒ yǐ zì jǐ de guāng máng shǎn yào |
[01:42.96] | dàn shì zhēn zhèng de yǒng yuǎn zài wǒ shēn biān |
[01:44.92] | bāng nǐ jiè diào è xí, dàn shì nǐ hái shì wú fǎ róng rù wǒ de shēng huó |
[01:49.37] | wǒ cháng shì zhe tū pò wǒ zì jǐ |
[01:52.44] | nà bù chǔ nǚ zuò, bǎo chí le wǒ de chū xīn |
[01:54.68] | yě xǔ wèi shí me wǒ yī zhí fà dāi, wǒ nǎo hǎi lǐ yī tuán luàn |
[01:57.15] | dāng tā men jiàn dào wǒ shí, huì wèi zhī jiāo ào, shì zhēn de ma? |
[01:59.88] | xiàng Blueface yí yàng rén jī hǎn zhì |
[02:01.77] | zài běi fāng, zhè lǐ shì xīng qī èr |
[02:04.09] | dài zhe nǐ de hái zi qù shàng xué |
[02:06.68] | wǔ yè guò hòu wǒ de xīn qíng tū rán gǎi biàn |
[02:09.14] | zài niǔ yuē de yáo yán bèi dǎ pò le |
[02:12.15] | wǒ jiě jie wú jiā kě guī, wǒ men shuō fú le tā |
[02:14.50] | wǒ men liáo le hǎo jǐ nián, zhōng yú yǒu le biàn huà |
[02:17.05] | kàn jiàn nǐ, wǒ xīn suì le xǔ duō |
[02:19.35] | wǒ kàn jiàn nǐ de shí hòu, wǒ dōu bù xiāng xìn nǐ shì zhēn de |
[02:21.92] | níng shì zhe nǐ de yǎn jīng, wǒ kàn dào le yǔ zhòng bù tóng de nǐ |
[02:24.49] | yào lí kāi, wǒ méi bàn fǎ |
[02:26.75] | xī wàng wǒ zài nǐ qù tiān táng zhī qián yù dào nǐ |
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[02:33.76] | nǐ ràng wǒ kàn jiàn le guāng míng |
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[02:42.80] | nǐ ràng wǒ kàn jiàn le guāng míng |
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[02:53.57] | wǒ men jiù zhǐ shì wán wán |
[02:56.44] | wǒ gào sù wǒ de péng yǒu |
[02:59.08] | zhè kě shì wèi le xiōng dì |
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[03:08.75] | zhè kě shì wèi le xiōng dì |
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[03:16.81] | bié wàng le |
[03:18.97] | zhè kě shì wèi le xiōng dì |
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[03:28.41] | zhè kě shì wèi le xiōng dì |
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[03:38.90] | zhè kě shì wèi le xiōng dì |
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[03:48.64] | zhè kě shì wèi le xiōng dì |
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