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We were best friends, destined to learn each others lessons |
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You called with a question and I ignored your message |
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Tension sets in and I can say that since then |
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At 10:14 PM I finally regret this. |
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Cried for your attention. |
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Blew out your birthday candles. |
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Threw my toys when I was mad. |
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The worst way to handle it. |
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When you told me the dog died. |
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But I let him out without a leash |
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And didn't tell you to avoid being hogtied and beat with reeds. |
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I told you the wrong lies. |
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Said the truth too often. |
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Though the other boys were good |
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I never threw caution. |
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I locked you out of your bedroom. |
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And hid the key under the door. |
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Thought I was smartest guy, |
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And never really wanted more. |
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I drew disfigured pictures of you |
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In odd and screwed up ways. |
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With the same blue markers on the wall |
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Where I drew my name. |
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Cheated in board games. |
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Never liked to play fair. |
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Made fun of you at daycare. |
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And told you I can't Share. |
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I forgot to get a gift. |
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Never called on Christmas. |
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Made jokes at funerals. |
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Never sweated the little shit. |
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Tore pages out of your journal. |
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By the way, I unlocked your journal. |
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Now there's a bit of an awkward turtle. |
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Disobeyed the doctors orders. |
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I punched holes in your walls. |
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Shattered your painted windows. |
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Hid in the shower for several hours |
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Till you made the amends grow. |
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I walked all over you. |
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Told you that you weren't pretty. |
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Of course, I'll be damned if I ordered you |
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To stand where you were sitting. |
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I peer pressured you, |
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Even though I wasn't your peer. |
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Pulled down your curtains |
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So respect would disappear. |
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Said I was going one way |
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But then I'd go another. |
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Turned my back on you when you |
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Acted like my own mother. |
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Promised I'd quit smoking. |
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You asked me to quit joking. |
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Told you you were adopted |
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You cried, and told me to stop it. |
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I made your computer crash. |
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Deleted your photographs. |
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Scratched all your records |
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Never paid you back for the load of cash. |
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I took off without you. |
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Constantly pushed you away. |
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Kept secrets to myself, |
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But then I'd ask you to stay |
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I put As on the back of your shirt |
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So you can see where it actually hurts. |
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Blamed you for attacking me first. |
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Told you that you're asking for worse |
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Things to come. |
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I bleed your blood |
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I need your love. |
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I keyed your truck. |
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Wasn't afraid to fight back. |
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Never got on the right track. |
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Turned your eyes black |
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When I gave you a hard slap. |
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I dragged your ass on the carpet |
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And gave you bad rug-burn. |
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Showed the skies would darken when I |
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Said I don't love her. |
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We were best friends, destined to learn each others lessons. |
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You called with a question and I ignored your message |
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Tension sets in and I can say that since then |
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At 10:14 PM I finally regret this. |
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I decided to steal your money. |
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Gamble it all away for good. |
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Then I had you bail me out. |
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Just because I knew that you could. |
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Vandalized your village. |
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Tantalized you and pillaged. |
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Slowly ripped out your wallpaper. |
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And Turned the water to spillage. |
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Smashed your mirrors in. |
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Then I Crashed your American |
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Car, that I borrowed without asking |
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For your parenting. |
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Cut off your hair while you slept |
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Slashed your clothes into nets. |
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Sold your house and your belongings |
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Till you had nothing left. |
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Everything was your fault. |
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Cause I didn't carry a heart. |
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Then you took the blame |
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I didn't know where to start. |
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Constantly called you stupid. |
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Even though you were always smart. |
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Stopped calling you by your name. |
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We were only falling apart. |
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I ignored you on one condition. |
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To further my own position. |
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Avoided eye contact to put |
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You in a cold submission. |
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I tripped you until you fell. |
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Bruised your arms and legs. |
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Held you down and tied you up |
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And made you fall again. |
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I cut off your air supply |
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Kept you underwater. |
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Held you back, and weighed you down |
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So now the space is larger |
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I spit in your face and called you a whore. |
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Chose to hang out with a girl |
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Instead of you, so I guess you have the right to say that now it's war. |
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Tortured you with a lighter. |
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Pushed you off the roof |
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I stabbed you with a box-cutter. |
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Buried you with the truth. |
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Pretended it never happened. |
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Wiped my hands clean. |
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Gave it the cold shoulder |
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Cause I don't owe a damn thing. |
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Stuck to my resolutions. |
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Smiled everyday. |
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Read the paper in the morning |
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Survived in many ways. |
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Stole your identity, |
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And achieved serenity. |
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I left the rest of me |
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Deep inside your memory. |
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Started a new life, |
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And forgot what you meant to me. |
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