Hangman

歌曲 Hangman
歌手 Tom MacDonald
专辑 Hangman

歌词

[00:11.45] This a warnin' for the ones who say they aren't afraid
[00:14.53] Lately I've been comin' from a darker place
[00:17.51] I've been dealin' with depression, I'm more dangerous than ever
[00:20.08] I've been drinkin' again and never felt better
[00:22.27] I swear to God that I'ma burn a bridge and piss on the flames
[00:25.08] Mix the ash with some whiskey and spit it all in they face
[00:27.82] My new girl probably flip if you've got somethin' to say
[00:30.63] She reminds me of myself when I would drink everyday
[00:33.48] I used to feel like how I felt was just a temporary phase
[00:36.26] But now I feel like the feelings are ******' feeding off fame
[00:39.11] And I don't plan to slow down or give it a second to breathe
[00:41.86] I push the pedal past the breaking point, I'm pickin' up speed
[00:44.84] In 2016, swear I came apart at the seams
[00:47.62] I was scared of the dark and therefore afraid of my dreams
[00:50.43] But I rebuilt what came apart with iron alloy and beams
[00:53.28] Come fly a plane into my legs and I won't fall to my knees
[00:56.19] Haven't taken any pills to calm me down for a month
[00:58.85] I'm on the edge and I'm waiting for any reason to jump
[01:01.64] Don't take it lightly, I'm excited when they throwin' a punch
[01:04.45] I got a list of different strategies to bury these bums
[01:07.42] Very rarely do I carry all the weight of a grudge
[01:10.12] But I been barely ordinary since the prairies and drugs
[01:12.88] My imaginary friends in camouflage with some guns
[01:15.68] And I've been fairly military but my army is one
[01:18.73] They've been passive aggressive with how the deal with my message
[01:21.56] They lack the passion and reckless nature of truthful expression
[01:24.33] They ain't made of what I'm made from,
[01:25.91] They been bruised up and dented
[01:27.20] They don't understand the underhanded ruthless obsession
[01:30.11] That I was born with, slammed like the door sticks
[01:32.50] Closet full of skeletons,
[01:33.83] So heavy couldn't move them with a forklift
[01:35.95] Your ***** probably fell in love 'cause you forced it
[01:38.75] Now she bump my records while you deep inside a porn binge
[01:41.64] I woke up with a buzzin' in my head
[01:44.09] I don't wanna leave the comfort of my bed
[01:46.16] A dozen missed calls from a dozen of my friends
[01:49.07] And my day just started but it's comin' to an end
[01:51.99] Already gettin' dark, wake up with the stars
[01:55.00] I don't even know how I got home after I left the bar, yeah
[01:58.04] I did eight months sober, and I hate that it's over
[02:01.13] But the weight on my shoulder started breakin' my heart
[02:03.90] I started out with one or two, and then I moved to three or four
[02:06.98] And then I realized that I was back where I had been before
[02:09.93] Ativan's gone missin' from the bottle
[02:12.33] Tell my doctor they were stolen,
[02:13.81] But I know that they were swallowed
[02:15.34] Everything I ever did was always done with open throttles
[02:18.57] All the way or nothin', non-commitment is a broken promise
[02:21.46] And I know that that's a problem in itself
[02:23.84] But you're livin' or you're dyin' or you're cryin' out for help, yeah
[02:27.20] It's been a week since I've felt like me
[02:29.23] I've been starvin' but I just can't eat
[02:31.32] I'm exhausted but I can't find sleep,
[02:33.37] It's been harder than it's ever been
[02:35.40] The darkness hasn't ever dimmed, the light's so bleak
[02:37.69] I never understood what they meant when they said they were just
[02:41.07] The shadows of men that they had been before they were beat
[02:43.56] Now I know that everything I heard was for real
[02:46.26] When I'm lookin' in the mirror at a shell of myself
[02:49.22] I think that stress is a contributing factor
[02:52.00] The bein' 28 and feelin' older than dad does
[02:54.99] The wrinkles on my face spreadin' faster and faster
[02:57.80] If the good die young, I hope I'm one of the bad ones
[03:00.56] The day's long, stay strong and try again tomorrow though
[03:03.55] Even if you're runnin' out of reasons to ignore the phone
[03:06.37] Even if you're runnin' out of gas, go and borrow more
[03:09.24] Your demons knock the hardest
[03:10.44] When you finally chose to close the door
[03:12.19] This not the way my parents raised me
[03:14.80] I hope they realize they didn't fail one of their babies
[03:17.56] This is the result of a declining social climate
[03:20.40] That's original design was keepin' people trapped inside it
[03:23.24] Liquor and violence, we suffer in silence
[03:25.40] Until we embrace one another and find our collective defiance
[03:28.35] Will topple the giants, I just try to smile though the cryin'
[03:31.30] 'Cause I know that someone,
[03:32.55] Somewhere's, feelin' way worse than I am
[03:34.56] And that's true (that's true, that's true)

歌词大意

[00:11.45] zhè shì duì nèi xiē shuō tā men bù hài pà de rén de jǐng gào
[00:14.53] zuì jìn wǒ cóng yí gè gèng hēi àn de dì fāng lái
[00:17.51] wǒ yī zhí zài hé yì yù zuò dòu zhēng, wǒ bǐ yǐ qián gèng wēi xiǎn le
[00:20.08] wǒ yòu hē jiǔ le, gǎn jué hǎo jí le
[00:22.27] wǒ xiàng shàng dì fā shì, wǒ yào shāo huǐ yī zuò qiáo, zài huǒ yàn shàng sā niào
[00:25.08] bǎ yān huī hé yī xiē wēi shì jì hùn hé qǐ lái, tǔ zài tā men de liǎn shàng
[00:27.82] rú guǒ nǐ yǒu huà yào shuō, wǒ de xīn nǚ yǒu kě néng huì fā fēng
[00:30.63] tā ràng wǒ xiǎng qǐ wǒ měi tiān hē jiǔ de shí hòu
[00:33.48] wǒ céng jīng jué de wǒ de gǎn jué zhǐ shì yí gè zàn shí de jiē duàn
[00:36.26] dàn xiàn zài wǒ jué de zhè zhǒng gǎn jué shì zài kào míng shēng chī fàn
[00:39.11] wǒ bù dǎ suàn màn xià lái, yě bù dǎ suàn ràng tā chuǎn kǒu qì
[00:41.86] wǒ bǎ tà bǎn cǎi guò le jí xiàn, wǒ jiā sù le
[00:44.84] 2016 nián, wǒ fā shì wǒ bēng kuì le
[00:47.62] wǒ hài pà hēi àn, suǒ yǐ hài pà wǒ de mèng
[00:50.43] dàn wǒ yòng tiě hé jīn hé gāng liáng chóng jiàn le pò suì de bù fèn
[00:53.28] kāi fēi jī zhuàng wǒ de tuǐ, wǒ bú huì guì xià lái
[00:56.19] wǒ yǐ jīng yí gè yuè méi chī shén me yào le
[00:58.85] wǒ zài biān yuán, wǒ zài děng dài rèn hé tiào xià qù de lǐ yóu
[01:01.64] bié děng xián shì zhī, tā men yī huī quán wǒ jiù xīng fèn
[01:04.45] wǒ yǒu yī xì liè bù tóng de cè lüè lái mái zàng zhèi xiē hún dàn
[01:07.42] wǒ hěn shǎo huì huái hèn zài xīn
[01:10.12] dàn zì cóng dà cǎo yuán hé dú pǐn yǐ lái, wǒ jī hū bù shì gè pǔ tōng rén
[01:12.88] wǒ xiǎng xiàng zhōng de péng yǒu men yòng qiāng wěi zhuāng
[01:15.68] wǒ yī zhí dōu shì jūn rén, dàn wǒ de jūn duì jiù shì qí zhōng zhī yī
[01:18.73] tā men duì rú hé chǔ lǐ wǒ de xìn xī yī zhí hěn bèi dòng
[01:21.56] tā men quē fá zhēn chéng biǎo dá de jī qíng hé lǔ mǎng běn xìng
[01:24.33] tā men bú shì yòng wǒ de shēn tǐ zuò chéng de,
[01:25.91] tā men bèi dǎ dé shāng hén léi léi
[01:27.20] tā men bù lǐ jiě zhè zhǒng bēi bǐ wú qíng de chī mí
[01:30.11] wǒ shēng lái jiù yǒu de, jiù xiàng mén shàng de gùn zi yí yàng pēng dì yī shēng guān shàng le
[01:32.50] mǎn guì zi de kū lóu
[01:33.83] zhè me zhòng de dōng xī yòng chā chē dōu bān bù dòng
[01:35.95] nǐ de hěn kě néng yīn wèi nǐ de qiǎng pò ér zhuì rù ài hé
[01:38.75] xiàn zài tā zài nǐ chén mí yú sè qíng de shí hòu tōu wǒ de chàng piān
[01:41.64] wǒ xǐng lái shí nǎo zi lǐ wēng wēng zuò xiǎng
[01:44.09] wǒ bù xiǎng lí kāi wǒ shū shì de chuáng
[01:46.16] shí jǐ gè péng yǒu de diàn huà dōu méi jiē
[01:49.07] wǒ de yì tiān cái gāng gāng kāi shǐ, jiù yào jié shù le
[01:51.99] yǐ jīng rù yè, bàn zhe xīng xīng xǐng lái
[01:55.00] wǒ shèn zhì bù zhī dào lí kāi jiǔ bā hòu wǒ shì zěn me huí jiā de
[01:58.04] wǒ jiè jiǔ bā gè yuè le, wǒ hèn tā jié shù le
[02:01.13] dàn wǒ jiān shàng de zhòng liàng kāi shǐ ràng wǒ xīn suì
[02:03.90] yī kāi shǐ wǒ zhǐ yǒu yī liǎng gè, hòu lái wǒ fā zhǎn dào sān sì gè
[02:06.98] rán hòu wǒ yì shí dào wǒ yòu huí dào le yǐ qián de dì fāng
[02:09.93] Ativan cóng píng zi lǐ pǎo diào le
[02:12.33] gào sù wǒ de yī shēng shì tōu lái de
[02:13.81] dàn wǒ zhī dào tā men shì bèi tūn xià de
[02:15.34] wǒ zuò guò de měi jiàn shì dōu shì kāi zhe de
[02:18.57] wú lùn rú hé, bù chéng nuò jiù shì wéi bèi chéng nuò
[02:21.46] wǒ zhī dào zhè běn shēn jiù shì gè wèn tí
[02:23.84] dàn nǐ yào me huó zhe, yào me sǐ qù, yào me kū zhe xún qiú bāng zhù
[02:27.20] wǒ yǐ jīng yí gè xīng qī méi gǎn jué xiàng wǒ zì jǐ le
[02:29.23] wǒ è le, dàn jiù shì chī bù xià
[02:31.32] wǒ hěn lèi, dàn wǒ wú fǎ rù shuì,
[02:33.37] zhè bǐ yǐ wǎng rèn hé shí hòu dōu yào kùn nán
[02:35.40] hēi àn cóng wèi àn dàn, guāng míng rú cǐ àn dàn
[02:37.69] wǒ cóng lái bù míng bái tā men shuō tā men gōng zhèng shì shén me yì sī
[02:41.07] tā men bèi dǎ bài zhī qián de yǐng zi
[02:43.56] xiàn zài wǒ zhī dào wǒ tīng dào de yī qiè dōu shì zhēn de
[02:46.26] dāng wǒ kàn zhe jìng zi lǐ de zì jǐ shí
[02:49.22] wǒ rèn wéi yā lì shì yí gè cù chéng yīn sù
[02:52.00] 28 suì, gǎn jué bǐ bà bà lǎo
[02:54.99] wǒ liǎn shàng de zhòu wén màn yán dé yuè lái yuè kuài
[02:57.80] rú guǒ hǎo rén yīng nián zǎo shì, wǒ xī wàng wǒ shì huài rén zhī yī
[03:00.56] jīn tiān hěn zhǎng, bǎo chí jiān qiáng, míng tiān zài shì yī cì
[03:03.55] jí shǐ nǐ zhǎo bu dào hū lüè diàn huà de lǐ yóu
[03:06.37] jí shǐ nǐ kuài méi yóu le, yě yào qù jiè gèng duō de yóu
[03:09.24] nǐ de xīn mó shì zuì lì hài de
[03:10.44] dāng nǐ zuì zhōng xuǎn zé guān shàng mén de shí hòu
[03:12.19] zhè bú shì wǒ fù mǔ yǎng yù wǒ de fāng shì
[03:14.80] wǒ xī wàng tā men yì shí dào tā men méi yǒu ràng tā men de yí gè hái zi shī wàng
[03:17.56] zhè shì shè huì fēng qì xià jiàng de jié guǒ
[03:20.40] yuán lái de shè jì shì bǎ rén kùn zài lǐ miàn
[03:23.24] xù jiǔ hé bào lì, wǒ men mò mò chéng shòu
[03:25.40] zhí dào wǒ men yōng bào bǐ cǐ, zhǎo dào gòng tóng de tiǎo zhàn
[03:28.35] jiāng jù rén tuī dǎo, wǒ zhǐ shì shì zhe zài kū qì zhōng wēi xiào
[03:31.30] yīn wèi wǒ zhī dào yǒu rén
[03:32.55] zài mǒu gè dì fāng, gǎn jué bǐ wǒ hái zāo
[03:34.56] zhè shì zhēn de zhè shì zhēn de, zhè shì zhēn de