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With you by my side |
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I feel intoxicated. |
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Your perfume invades my senses. |
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Each breath, like inhaling gas fumes, asphyxiates the inner voice that begs me to leave. |
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Angry acids lay siege upon my stomach, the mere thought of food repulsive to me. |
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When I force myself to eat, even my favorite dishes taste like |
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I'm feasting upon your cigarette ashes. |
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Withe you by my side, |
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I feel my heartbeat racing like |
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I'm fleeing dogs sent to attack. |
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Each breath, shoter than the last one, triggers thoughts of flat lines in emergency rooms. |
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Don't think my life has ever been so threatened. |
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My flesh crawls, wants to leap off this frame. |
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Cover you like a net so |
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I can claim you at last- no more nights wondering what you did with your ex-boyfriend. |
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Our first months together made me feel complete. |
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I thought |
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I'd finally found her- the woman of my dreams. |
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With you by my side, |
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I feel light as ether, my body begins to disappear. |
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A shot wakes me from my slumber- can't survive another day withe you by my side. |
