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This is only gonna make a mess of me |
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Soon enough you will have to see |
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This is only gonna make a mess of me |
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Every day pushing pulling and grinding |
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In every way defeated failing and breathless |
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Selling yourself so short |
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It's making a mockery of me |
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Your suicide salvation has only put a veil over your eyes |
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Though unworthy we can stand and fight |
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God, why do you feel dead? |
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It repeats in my head |
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Over and over again |
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The thoughts of you and I |
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I'd trade it all |
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Nostalgia only lasts so long |
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Before I forget |
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If it's not one thing it's another |
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The killing feeling that I can't save my brothers |
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The loneliness of my father |
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The abandonment of my mother |
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The confused thoughts of my sister |
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Raining on me |
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It's always raining on me |
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I'm gonna die in this undertow |
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I'll turn my back on you |
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You'll see |
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And everything that you wished for me |
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And all your hopes and dreams will fall |
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When you see how vile I've become |
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And if you love me then stay |
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Nostalgia seeds keep on growing |
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It's always raining on me |
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When the water starts to rise |
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Just remember who sent you. |