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if you grew up with white boys |
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who only look at black and puerto rican porno |
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cause they want something that their dad don't got |
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then you know where you're at |
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mortaring your earholes shut in a rush with wet coke |
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in a starbucks bathroom with the door closed |
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on booze, i'm left in residue and confused |
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like the first time you used soft water |
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down on my luck, caught unaware |
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like houdini when the last fist struck |
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if i'm sinking and laughing at something sunken in, i am |
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sucking dick for drink tickets |
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at the free bar at my cousin's bat mitzvah |
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cutting the punch line and it ain't no joke |
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devoid of all hope circus mirrors and pot smoke |
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picking fights on dyke night |
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with shirlies and lokes and snatching purses |
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doing out on karaoke and forgetting all the verses |
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blowing kisses to disinterested bitches |
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playing lead lay in a bad way on broadway |
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sending sexy smses to my exes new man cause i can |
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on the road trying to break an old van |
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eating pussy for new fangs, i am what the hell |
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using purell till my hands bleed and swell |
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missing mail at a motel 6, i'm unwell |
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if i'm sinking and laughing at something sunken in, i am |
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it feels exciting touching your handwriting |
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getting horny by reading it and repeating poor me |
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intently staring at the picture of your feet on the sticker |
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at the r. crohn's exhibit, i wonder who's sicker |
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jerking off in an art museum john till my dick hurts |
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the kind of shit i won't admit to my head shrinker |
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not even in a whisper to my own little sister |
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i just act like a dick and talk shit when i'm with her |
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aught six i'll say the friday before easter |
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was not what i cried to myself in the pisser |
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and with you in the front row at the silver jews show |
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and you act like you didn't notice, my fear of the bear |
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at showbiz pizza when i saw six was overwhelming and not dissimilar to this |
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if i'm sinking and something sunken in, i am |
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at jacob han's on tour i wake up |
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hung over on a hardwood floor |
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from a dream about how your dress |
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hangs off of your little breasts |
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i'd rather be dead than call this song |
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how i lost your respect but god bless or get neglected |
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and i'll see you when the sun sets east, don't forget me |