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"Our father, forgive us our trespasses |
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as we forgive those who trespass against us" |
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Woke up this morning, too depressed and shamed to leave my bed |
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Can't stand to see my own reflection, so I hang my head |
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Feel like a disappointment, like the scum of the earth |
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I'm so hurt, I know you see I can't cover my dirt |
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My soul's dying, heart's weak, I can't even cry |
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I'm supposed to run to you but why I'm such an evil guy |
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The sun's shinin', but for me it's the darkest of days |
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Try to pretend it never happened, but the guilt remains |
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I leave the house, it feels like everybody knows I did it |
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Feel like they readin' my mind and know the sin I committed |
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Through Your blood I'm acquitted, but my heart doesn't get it |
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Oh God I'm desperate for help 'cause I'm grieving Your spirit |
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I couldn't sing in Sunday service, Lord it felt fake |
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And when they started Communion, I just made an escape |
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I'm in need of Your grace feels like You hid Your face |
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Lord lead me back to the cross and show me my sin's erased |
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I'm so desperate |
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Can't believe I sinned against You |
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Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) |
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Your mercy is what I need |
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I'm waist deep in my pity, is Satan trying to trick me , and tell me You won't forgive me? |
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'Cause it's startin' to get me |
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Jesus help me quickly, I hate the wrong I done |
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I know we all fall but I feel like the only one |
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Feels like I should be shunned, should I punish myself? |
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I know it's dumb, 'cause by Your death all my sin has been dealt |
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But my sin has been felt - I didn't want to do it |
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But what I want to do I don't, I swear I'm goin' through it |
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I'm tryin' to open up my Bible, need to read Your pages |
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Need You Lord but my guilt has got me feelin' so faithless |
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Help me see where grace is take me to the basics |
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Help me find my joy in You and not people and places |
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My sin is ever before me, I turned my back on You |
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Oh Father break and restore me and bring me back to You |
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My sin is ever before me, I turned my back on You |
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God break and restore me and bring me back to You |
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I'm so desperate |
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Can't believe I sinned against You |
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Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) |
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Your mercy is what I need |
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Have mercy on me God according to Your steady love |
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Wipe away my transgressions and wash me in Your blood |
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Create in me a clean heart, renew a right spirit |
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Don't hide Your face from me God Your presence, keep me near it |
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I'm waiting patient on You, Lord I know You hear my cry |
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Restore Your joy in me for You alone I live and die |
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It's You I glorify 'cause You don't want my sacrifice |
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You want me broken and contrite and trusting in the Christ |
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I confess to You my sin and You show me mercy |
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I turn away from it demonstrating that You are worthy |
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Over lust, over pride, over all sin |
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is my affection for Jesus who died for all them |
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I was lost now I'm found, I was tossed to the ground |
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My sin weighed on me heavy but I'm no longer bound |
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As sure as Christ wear the crown I know that grace will abound |
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And even when I feel lost, I know in You I am found |
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I'm so desperate |
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Can't believe I sinned against You |
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Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) |
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Your mercy is what I need |