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I thought for a long time |
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That it began the day you left |
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Saying goodbye on mama's porch |
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Forsaking this troubled woman |
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Cause you thought you did your best |
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And couldn't give more |
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You never meant to let me down |
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But finally |
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I was alone |
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She's crazy its not her fault |
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But I paid for it anyway |
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You needed to save yourself |
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How come you didn't save me too? |
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Why did you leave me there? |
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It all began the day he left |
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It must be someone else's fault |
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Cause you gave all the love that you had |
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Talking about it with all your friends |
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Cause the phone is the only escape |
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From this apartment |
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You never wanted me to suffocate |
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But finally |
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I drowned with you |
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He's a rat, don't ever trust him |
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I don't trust anyone anyway |
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You nedded to save yourself |
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And I'm old enough to understand to understand |
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Why do I always have to understand? |
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You might not realize how it hurt |
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You always did what you could |
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I just waited for something that never came |
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Tried all the ways to kill the pain |
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I'm what I am cause of it all |
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I'm glad I chose to save myself |
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I never meant to be ungrateful |
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But you owe it to me |
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I never meant to be rude |
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But it was the only way to say it |
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I never meant to be mad at you |
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But I was angry anyway |
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And it never got me anywhere |
