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Tired of impressing, tired of proving |
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Myself to people that I tought already knew me |
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Tired of nights with none of us sleeping |
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I'm tired in the mornings, tired in the evenings |
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Tired of impressing, tired of proving |
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Myself to people that I tought already knew me |
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Tired of showing off, tired of trying |
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Nothing's for sure and nothing's for granted |
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Tired of taking back instead of having |
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Tired of giving with you never sharing |
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Tired of coming home after working |
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To an empty house with no one to talk to |
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Tired of nights with none of that sleeping |
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I'm tired in the mornings tired, in the evenings |
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Tired of telling myself \"you can do it\" |
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Talking to myself just as if I knew things |
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Tired of spending time with my cellphone |
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And messages you sent me ages ago |
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Nostalgia strikes with strange powers |
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Step by step and hour by hour |
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Things I used to know ain't easy no more |
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Step by step is how I go on |
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I try to remember how I thought |
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How I did when I was on top of things |
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Relieved to see another morning sun |
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Day by day is how I go on |
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Night by night they come to me |
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The demons to remind me of great grief |
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Of how I earned all this |
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Of how the reason to all this is me, me, me |
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Even if I never disagree |
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Sometimes it's more than I can take |
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And I break and I break and I fall apart |
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After night comes light then another night |
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It starts again, the poisoning of my mind |
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It starts again, the slowing of time |
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The ease of things just happening |
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It's gone, gone, gone |
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It's never been more gone |
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Giving up, giving up, really giving up |
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Could stop all this but I can't |
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No matter how many you tell me |
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No matter how hard you try to convince me |
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I can't stop, I can't stop, I can't stop, I can't |
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Oh tears, tears, tears, more worthless tears |
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They do nothing but tear down what I've built |
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I've always seen the end of all bad things |
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But this time is the first time |
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Oh yeah this time is the first time |
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That I've been thinking of giving up on life |
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Oh yeah this time is the first time |
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That I've been thinking of giving up on life |
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But I can't! |
