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Just starin' at these four walls closin' |
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In on me, feelin' like time's frozen |
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Fadin' in and out, noddin' and dozin' |
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Guilt tearin' up my brain like erosion |
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What I did to you was wrong, |
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I admit it |
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I regret that |
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I did it like a junkie when he's jonzin' |
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All alone in what used to be a home |
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But you packed up our joy in that bag you put your clothes in |
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The voice mail that you left me was scoldin' |
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Hot enough to burn a hole in a cauldron' |
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Cause it was all true, that's why we all through |
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Now your girl's pickin' up the cell when |
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I call you |
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Talkin' slick like she ain't here |
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She don't want you no more, punk disappear, click |
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I need to hit her with a brick |
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But that'll only lead me to a worse predicament |
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I hope your girlfriend ain't got you on a liquor binge |
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With her bitter attitude just 'cause she's sick of men |
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But I'ma keep on callin', fightin' 'til the end |
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On my knees 'til they bleed, to prove my love again |
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I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' rain |
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Whylin' out screamin' yo' name |
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And keepin' ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell |
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And call the po'-po', |
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I ain't afraid(Yeah, yeah) |
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You can get yo' folks and yo' cousins and them |
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And try to run me off yo' blocka |
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But I ain't scared, |
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I ain't goin' nowhere |
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And I ain't stoppin' 'til |
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I gotcha to show you |
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I changed shawty |
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I seen you at the movies with some tall cat |
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So I bust his headlights with a ball bat |
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When I was with you he would give me dap and all that |
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Now you in his arms in the mall, what you call that? |
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That's what |
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I get for creepin' and crawlin' |
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Every other weekend gone until the mornin' |
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Sneakin' out to my dirt, dead wrong |
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Comin' back past dawn with the guilty mask on |
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And I never counted the cost, took heed to warnings |
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Try to hurt a rose you get pricked by a thorn |
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And it don't feel nice, when you wake up nights |
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Shakin' in cold sweats and your whole life's a wreck |
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That was the old me, the one |
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I still regret |
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The one you couldn't respect, the one you should forget |
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But I'ma keep on callin', fightin' 'til the end |
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On my knees 'til they bleed, to prove my love again |
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I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' rain |
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Whylin' out screamin' yo' name |
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And keepin' ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell |
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And call the po'-po', |
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I ain't afraid(Yeah, yeah) |
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You can get yo' folks and yo' cousins and them |
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And try to run me off yo' blocka |
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But I ain't scared, |
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I ain't goin' nowhere |
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And I ain't stoppin' 'til |
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I gotcha to show you |
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I changed shawty |
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To show you |
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I changed shawty |
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I really did change shawty(I'm tellin' you I've changed) |
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I wanna show you |
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I changed shawty(I still love you) |
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I don't care if the cops got me surrounded |
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SWAT teams whatever, tell 'em to send the hounds in |
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My mind's in an altered state |
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Like I'm headed for a wall, top speed, foot off the brake |
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I make a fool of myself, girl whatever it takes |
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I already played the fool when |
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I let you escape |
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You're as, good as it gets, your friendship your sex |
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Everything about you and yours connects |
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From your, beautiful smile to the scent of your skin |
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The sheets smell different, this is not livin' |
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It feels like dyin', and |
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God knows |
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I'm tryin' |
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Ain't no sight sadder than a grown man cryin' |
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Please find it in your heart to forgive me |
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Realize only |
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God can convict me |
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We all make mistakes, so have you |
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If God show mercy on me, then you should too |
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I sit in front of yo' crib in the pourin' rain |
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Whylin' out screamin' yo' name |
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And keepin' ringin' yo' bell 'til you mad as hell |
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And call the po'-po', |
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I ain't afraid(Yeah, yeah) |
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You can get yo' folks and yo' cousins and them |
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And try to run me off yo' blocka |
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But I ain't scared, |
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I ain't goin' nowhere |
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And I ain't stoppin' 'til |
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I gotcha to show you |
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I changed shawty |
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To show you |
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I changed shawty |
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I really did change shawty(I'm tellin' you I've changed) |
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I wanna show you |
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I changed shawty(I still love you) |
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Oww(I'm tellin' you I've changed) |