| [00:00.000] | 作词 : Aezzy |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : Aezzy |
| [00:05.920] | mix by:Youngz |
| [00:10.421] | 封面 by:St.B |
| [00:13.420] | Beat :youtube |
| [00:16.171] | 手机未读消息又多了两条 |
| [00:18.670] | 想戒掉烟它却又被点着 |
| [00:20.921] | 好像很久也没有回家 |
| [00:23.170] | 也好像昨天才过了十八 |
| [00:25.670] | 爸爸发来微信也不敢回复 |
| [00:26.921] | 只是看着又皱紧了眉目 |
| [00:29.420] | 简单的几句问候 莫名感到内疚 |
| [00:31.671] | 我没偷懒 我依然在奋斗 |
| [00:34.170] | 想给你们更好的生活 |
| [00:35.670] | 小心到每句话出口之前都得斟酌 |
| [00:37.921] | 想填补你的遗憾让你得到更多 |
| [00:40.171] | 所以受伤也只是缩进被窝 |
| [00:42.671] | 吵架摔房门确实是我不对 |
| [00:44.920] | 你没说过爱我 可表现那么纯粹 |
| [00:46.670] | 我明白我行为就像个混蛋你问我的问题我也想给答案 |
| [00:50.921] | 你脸上好像少了很多笑容 |
| [00:53.171] | 更多的换成了担忧 |
| [00:54.671] | 我没有成为你希望的英雄 |
| [00:56.921] | 也没给你唱你最爱的山丘 |
| [00:59.171] | 也很少会一起吃个早餐 |
| [01:01.172] | 也很少会对你说声晚安 |
| [01:03.420] | 也很少会给你过个生日 |
| [01:05.420] | 也还没有带你去次海滩 |
| [01:07.670] | 你说的对 这世界太过直白 |
| [01:10.170] | 我想要的东西他还是没来 |
| [01:12.172] | 但是我没放弃 没忘记走之前说给你买五十平的阳台 |
| [01:16.671] | 你送的麦克风带在身上 |
| [01:18.671] | 没有能力我只会玩说唱 |
| [01:21.082] | 我昨晚梦见了你 |
| [01:22.831] | 满脸的笑容加上拥抱说我真棒 |
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| [01:41.583] | Feeling myself 心里话不想去表达 |
| [01:44.331] | 镜子里的自己越来越狡猾 |
| [01:46.832] | 畏手畏脚工作又被我搞砸 |
| [01:48.832] | 想去的地方他何时能抵达 |
| [01:50.832] | 这世界总是在逼人逞强 |
| [01:53.081] | 情绪暂时放进冰箱冷藏 |
| [01:55.332] | 我过的怎么样 I'm ok |
| [01:57.331] | 其实看开了也都无所谓 |
| [01:59.581] | 我知道大部分人包括我遇到困难第一步是想着后退 |
| [02:03.582] | 或许是自身的能力不够吧 |
| [02:05.582] | 但是我从来都没有害怕 |
| [02:07.832] | 我明白想做屌想成功肯定是要付出不少代价 |
| [02:11.583] | 人前显贵就得背后受罪 结果怎么样都是我面对 |
| [02:16.081] | 人际关系处理的略显青涩 |
| [02:18.082] | 他面带微笑不一定是个听客 |
| [02:20.082] | 可能我依然会改不掉对人敞开心扉 |
| [02:22.831] | 可能这会造成我的世界一直天黑 |
| [02:25.581] | 没有指望你能理解 甚至同情 |
| [02:27.831] | 猪狗才会成群 狮子只会独行 |
| [02:29.832] | 所以没有人会比你自己更加懂你 对吗 |
| [02:33.332] | 我的状态可能没有办法接受新的挑战 |
| [02:35.332] | 为了保护自己学会了卑鄙的手段 |
| [02:38.082] | 但我的枪口只会瞄准伤害我的人 |
| [02:39.832] | 不想吃没必要的亏 所以关上我的门 |
| [02:41.893] | 我想睡个好觉 不借助酒精 他们对你说慢慢来 特别走心 |
| [02:46.643] | 言多必失 但经常再犯 解决不掉麻烦脑袋太乱 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : Aezzy |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : Aezzy |
| [00:05.920] | mix by: Youngz |
| [00:10.421] | feng mian by: St. B |
| [00:13.420] | Beat : youtube |
| [00:16.171] | shou ji wei du xiao xi you duo le liang tiao |
| [00:18.670] | xiang jie diao yan ta que you bei dian zhao |
| [00:20.921] | hao xiang hen jiu ye mei you hui jia |
| [00:23.170] | ye hao xiang zuo tian cai guo le shi ba |
| [00:25.670] | ba ba fa lai wei xin ye bu gan hui fu |
| [00:26.921] | zhi shi kan zhe you zhou jin le mei mu |
| [00:29.420] | jian dan de ji ju wen hou mo ming gan dao nei jiu |
| [00:31.671] | wo mei tou lan wo yi ran zai fen dou |
| [00:34.170] | xiang gei ni men geng hao de sheng huo |
| [00:35.670] | xiao xin dao mei ju hua chu kou zhi qian dou de zhen zhuo |
| [00:37.921] | xiang tian bu ni de yi han rang ni de dao geng duo |
| [00:40.171] | suo yi shou shang ye zhi shi suo jin bei wo |
| [00:42.671] | chao jia shuai fang men que shi shi wo bu dui |
| [00:44.920] | ni mei shuo guo ai wo ke biao xian na me chun cui |
| [00:46.670] | wo ming bai wo xing wei jiu xiang ge hun dan ni wen wo de wen ti wo ye xiang gei da an |
| [00:50.921] | ni lian shang hao xiang shao le hen duo xiao rong |
| [00:53.171] | geng duo de huan cheng le dan you |
| [00:54.671] | wo mei you cheng wei ni xi wang de ying xiong |
| [00:56.921] | ye mei gei ni chang ni zui ai de shan qiu |
| [00:59.171] | ye hen shao hui yi qi chi ge zao can |
| [01:01.172] | ye hen shao hui dui ni shuo sheng wan an |
| [01:03.420] | ye hen shao hui gei ni guo ge sheng ri |
| [01:05.420] | ye hai mei you dai ni qu ci hai tan |
| [01:07.670] | ni shuo de dui zhe shi jie tai guo zhi bai |
| [01:10.170] | wo xiang yao de dong xi ta hai shi mei lai |
| [01:12.172] | dan shi wo mei fang qi mei wang ji zou zhi qian shuo gei ni mai wu shi ping de yang tai |
| [01:16.671] | ni song de mai ke feng dai zai shen shang |
| [01:18.671] | mei you neng li wo zhi hui wan shuo chang |
| [01:21.082] | wo zuo wan meng jian le ni |
| [01:22.831] | man lian de xiao rong jia shang yong bao shuo wo zhen bang |
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| [01:41.583] | Feeling myself xin li hua bu xiang qu biao da |
| [01:44.331] | jing zi li de zi ji yue lai yue jiao hua |
| [01:46.832] | wei shou wei jiao gong zuo you bei wo gao za |
| [01:48.832] | xiang qu de di fang ta he shi neng di da |
| [01:50.832] | zhe shi jie zong shi zai bi ren cheng qiang |
| [01:53.081] | qing xu zan shi fang jin bing xiang leng cang |
| [01:55.332] | wo guo de zen me yang I' m ok |
| [01:57.331] | qi shi kan kai le ye dou wu suo wei |
| [01:59.581] | wo zhi dao da bu fen ren bao kuo wo yu dao kun nan di yi bu shi xiang zhe hou tui |
| [02:03.582] | huo xu shi zi shen de neng li bu gou ba |
| [02:05.582] | dan shi wo cong lai dou mei you hai pa |
| [02:07.832] | wo ming bai xiang zuo diao xiang cheng gong ken ding shi yao fu chu bu shao dai jia |
| [02:11.583] | ren qian xian gui jiu de bei hou shou zui jie guo zen me yang dou shi wo mian dui |
| [02:16.081] | ren ji guan xi chu li de lue xian qing se |
| [02:18.082] | ta mian dai wei xiao bu yi ding shi ge ting ke |
| [02:20.082] | ke neng wo yi ran hui gai bu diao dui ren chang kai xin fei |
| [02:22.831] | ke neng zhe hui zao cheng wo de shi jie yi zhi tian hei |
| [02:25.581] | mei you zhi wang ni neng li jie shen zhi tong qing |
| [02:27.831] | zhu gou cai hui cheng qun shi zi zhi hui du xing |
| [02:29.832] | suo yi mei you ren hui bi ni zi ji geng jia dong ni dui ma |
| [02:33.332] | wo de zhuang tai ke neng mei you ban fa jie shou xin de tiao zhan |
| [02:35.332] | wei le bao hu zi ji xue hui le bei bi de shou duan |
| [02:38.082] | dan wo de qiang kou zhi hui miao zhun shang hai wo de ren |
| [02:39.832] | bu xiang chi mei bi yao de kui suo yi guan shang wo de men |
| [02:41.893] | wo xiang shui ge hao jue bu jie zhu jiu jing ta men dui ni shuo man man lai te bie zou xin |
| [02:46.643] | yan duo bi shi dan jing chang zai fan jie jue bu diao ma fan nao dai tai luan |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : Aezzy |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Aezzy |
| [00:05.920] | mix by: Youngz |
| [00:10.421] | fēng miàn by: St. B |
| [00:13.420] | Beat : youtube |
| [00:16.171] | shǒu jī wèi dú xiāo xī yòu duō le liǎng tiáo |
| [00:18.670] | xiǎng jiè diào yān tā què yòu bèi diǎn zháo |
| [00:20.921] | hǎo xiàng hěn jiǔ yě méi yǒu huí jiā |
| [00:23.170] | yě hǎo xiàng zuó tiān cái guò le shí bā |
| [00:25.670] | bà bà fā lái wēi xìn yě bù gǎn huí fù |
| [00:26.921] | zhǐ shì kàn zhe yòu zhòu jǐn le méi mù |
| [00:29.420] | jiǎn dān de jǐ jù wèn hòu mò míng gǎn dào nèi jiù |
| [00:31.671] | wǒ méi tōu lǎn wǒ yī rán zài fèn dòu |
| [00:34.170] | xiǎng gěi nǐ men gèng hǎo de shēng huó |
| [00:35.670] | xiǎo xīn dào měi jù huà chū kǒu zhī qián dōu dé zhēn zhuó |
| [00:37.921] | xiǎng tián bǔ nǐ de yí hàn ràng nǐ dé dào gèng duō |
| [00:40.171] | suǒ yǐ shòu shāng yě zhǐ shì suō jìn bèi wō |
| [00:42.671] | chǎo jià shuāi fáng mén què shí shì wǒ bú duì |
| [00:44.920] | nǐ méi shuō guò ài wǒ kě biǎo xiàn nà me chún cuì |
| [00:46.670] | wǒ míng bái wǒ xíng wéi jiù xiàng gè hún dàn nǐ wèn wǒ de wèn tí wǒ yě xiǎng gěi dá àn |
| [00:50.921] | nǐ liǎn shàng hǎo xiàng shǎo le hěn duō xiào róng |
| [00:53.171] | gèng duō de huàn chéng le dān yōu |
| [00:54.671] | wǒ méi yǒu chéng wéi nǐ xī wàng de yīng xióng |
| [00:56.921] | yě méi gěi nǐ chàng nǐ zuì ài de shān qiū |
| [00:59.171] | yě hěn shǎo huì yì qǐ chī gè zǎo cān |
| [01:01.172] | yě hěn shǎo huì duì nǐ shuō shēng wǎn ān |
| [01:03.420] | yě hěn shǎo huì gěi nǐ guò gè shēng rì |
| [01:05.420] | yě hái méi yǒu dài nǐ qù cì hǎi tān |
| [01:07.670] | nǐ shuō de duì zhè shì jiè tài guò zhí bái |
| [01:10.170] | wǒ xiǎng yào de dōng xī tā hái shì méi lái |
| [01:12.172] | dàn shì wǒ méi fàng qì méi wàng jì zǒu zhī qián shuō gěi nǐ mǎi wǔ shí píng de yáng tái |
| [01:16.671] | nǐ sòng de mài kè fēng dài zài shēn shàng |
| [01:18.671] | méi yǒu néng lì wǒ zhǐ huì wán shuō chàng |
| [01:21.082] | wǒ zuó wǎn mèng jiàn le nǐ |
| [01:22.831] | mǎn liǎn de xiào róng jiā shang yōng bào shuō wǒ zhēn bàng |
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| [01:41.583] | Feeling myself xīn lǐ huà bù xiǎng qù biǎo dá |
| [01:44.331] | jìng zi lǐ de zì jǐ yuè lái yuè jiǎo huá |
| [01:46.832] | wèi shǒu wèi jiǎo gōng zuò yòu bèi wǒ gǎo zá |
| [01:48.832] | xiǎng qù de dì fāng tā hé shí néng dǐ dá |
| [01:50.832] | zhè shì jiè zǒng shì zài bī rén chěng qiáng |
| [01:53.081] | qíng xù zàn shí fàng jìn bīng xiāng lěng cáng |
| [01:55.332] | wǒ guò de zěn me yàng I' m ok |
| [01:57.331] | qí shí kàn kāi le yě dōu wú suǒ wèi |
| [01:59.581] | wǒ zhī dào dà bù fèn rén bāo kuò wǒ yù dào kùn nán dì yī bù shì xiǎng zhe hòu tuì |
| [02:03.582] | huò xǔ shì zì shēn de néng lì bù gòu ba |
| [02:05.582] | dàn shì wǒ cóng lái dōu méi yǒu hài pà |
| [02:07.832] | wǒ míng bái xiǎng zuò diǎo xiǎng chéng gōng kěn dìng shì yào fù chū bù shǎo dài jià |
| [02:11.583] | rén qián xiǎn guì jiù dé bèi hòu shòu zuì jié guǒ zěn me yàng dōu shì wǒ miàn duì |
| [02:16.081] | rén jì guān xì chǔ lǐ de lüè xiǎn qīng sè |
| [02:18.082] | tā miàn dài wēi xiào bù yí dìng shì gè tīng kè |
| [02:20.082] | kě néng wǒ yī rán huì gǎi bù diào duì rén chǎng kāi xīn fēi |
| [02:22.831] | kě néng zhè huì zào chéng wǒ de shì jiè yī zhí tiān hēi |
| [02:25.581] | méi yǒu zhǐ wàng nǐ néng lǐ jiě shèn zhì tóng qíng |
| [02:27.831] | zhū gǒu cái huì chéng qún shī zi zhǐ huì dú xíng |
| [02:29.832] | suǒ yǐ méi yǒu rén huì bǐ nǐ zì jǐ gèng jiā dǒng nǐ duì ma |
| [02:33.332] | wǒ de zhuàng tài kě néng méi yǒu bàn fǎ jiē shòu xīn de tiǎo zhàn |
| [02:35.332] | wèi le bǎo hù zì jǐ xué huì le bēi bǐ de shǒu duàn |
| [02:38.082] | dàn wǒ de qiāng kǒu zhǐ huì miáo zhǔn shāng hài wǒ de rén |
| [02:39.832] | bù xiǎng chī méi bì yào de kuī suǒ yǐ guān shàng wǒ de mén |
| [02:41.893] | wǒ xiǎng shuì gè hǎo jué bù jiè zhù jiǔ jīng tā men duì nǐ shuō màn màn lái tè bié zǒu xīn |
| [02:46.643] | yán duō bì shī dàn jīng cháng zài fàn jiě jué bù diào má fán nǎo dài tài luàn |