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Tossin turnin, dreams of murder someone's killin me |
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It changes there's night I'm on a killin spree |
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All done, cold blood, wakin up in cold sweats |
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This is such a cold world my conscience getting death threats |
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Shadows chokin me, my last breath, lets out my body, it's a conspiracy |
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My mind and my body's not really down with me |
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Me against the whole world, it's a little deeper |
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Me against myself, I fight the grim reaper |
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Swing sickle I got my glock bust rounds off demented |
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Schizophrenic, I know this sounds off to you |
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I do not lie, when I doze off spirits hope I die, whatever |
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Angels waste they time, they work together |
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Scheme, they plot on me, 'cause I'm son of man |
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I hear voices from a dog like Son of Sam |
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Don't give a damn if the bullets fill me |
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I don't wanna live, I hope they kill me |
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Put me out my misery, I live in misery |
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I kill all my enemies, 'cause I live comfortably |
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Those who seek me are called wise men |
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Or either wise guys I pray you comprehend |
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And realize I'm condemned |
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No rest, homicidal dreams |
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My cell mate, all he do is scream |
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Out loud how he wants to go home |
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That's funny, I'm here all alone |
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Locked, in a single cell |
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His back's bleedin, he's cold as hell |
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And I'm hopin, they turn on some heat |
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I call the C.O. to bring some extra sheets |
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Where he go he walk through walls one halls I pray he teach me |
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They don't see him at the health try to reach me |
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I say "please see how he feels" |
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They said "he's alright, but he's not real" |
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Evaluation say I suffer from depression |
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Hallucination, self-? What they guessin |
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I'm here doin years I'm stressin |
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Medicate me state me want me to rested |
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Don't take it cause he said that wont be bested |
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He said I need his help and he needs me |
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Nigga you walk through walls, go home you're free |
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Home, that was far and he was turned off |
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'Cause his wings were burned off |
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A lesson was learned, communicated with one |
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I was chosen 'cause I've got sun |
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(And I'm the retarded one!) |