[00:21.430] | 从这一秒开始周围的一切完全静止 |
[00:23.450] | 我的思想不再受到任何外界的侵蚀 |
[00:26.290] | 根本就不需要有人听懂我的故事 |
[00:28.920] | 我要的只是所有人看到眼前的真实 |
[00:31.630] | 曾在某一天某一晚学会了失眠 |
[00:34.280] | 脑子里被塞满了正在倒数计时的炸弹 |
[00:37.540] | 随时可能爆炸原因很简单 我没钱 |
[00:40.550] | 舍不得自由所以得不到那糊口的饭碗 |
[00:42.830] | 有些喘不过气背着像坐山的压力 |
[00:45.610] | 这也许是场游戏但有几个人能玩的起 |
[00:48.450] | 一个又一个 一个接一个的倒下去 |
[00:51.130] | 游戏的目难道就是为了选择放弃么 |
[00:53.680] | 我不相信这是答案所以还在扛着 |
[00:56.480] | 心中质疑一直在逼问我那就来吧 |
[00:59.090] | 这条路是我选的不管别人说什么 |
[01:01.990] | 只有自己知道自己在为什么活着 |
[01:04.270] | |
[01:05.250] | 这是我的生活 我的选择 |
[01:08.170] | 跟任何人都无关所以别再啰嗦 |
[01:10.830] | 我听不见别人的想法 我就是我 |
[01:13.400] | 我比谁都清楚什么才是我的生活 |
[01:16.110] | 这是我的生活 我的选择 |
[01:18.930] | 你不用相信 我也懒得再去多说 |
[01:21.520] | 我听不见别人的想法 我就是我 |
[01:24.150] | 我比谁都清楚什么才是我的生活 |
[01:26.900] | 当我对这生活有了最基本的了解 |
[01:29.480] | 我慢慢收起愤怒开始对伤害说感谢 |
[01:32.210] | 有些看法改变了 但那不是妥协 |
[01:34.770] | 站在这里的我依旧选择自由职业 |
[01:37.970] | 只能说对游戏规则看的更加透彻 |
[01:40.610] | 为了尽量去避免那些该死的干涉 |
[01:43.240] | 我想做我自己找我自己要的快乐 |
[01:45.870] | 但前提还有一个我必须先得活着 |
[01:48.640] | 夜晚的霓虹灯让人如此着迷 |
[01:51.350] | 无尽的诱惑在逼我带上这小丑的面具 |
[01:55.100] | 很可惜我就是放不下这真实的游戏 |
[01:57.280] | 只能对浮华的生活说一句对不起 |
[01:59.920] | 也许会有那么一天真的开始后悔 |
[02:02.690] | 后悔怎么没在以前为说唱做准备 |
[02:05.200] | 也许几年之后身边已经物是人非 |
[02:08.190] | 可龙井说唱它会在这陪我喝上一杯 |
[02:10.810] | |
[02:11.260] | 这是我的生活 我的选择 |
[02:14.120] | 跟任何人都无关所以别再啰嗦 |
[02:16.620] | 我听不见别人的想法 我就是我 |
[02:19.580] | 我比谁都清楚什么才是我的生活 |
[02:22.630] | 这是我的生活 我的选择 |
[02:25.460] | 你不用相信 我也懒得再去多说 |
[02:28.020] | 我听不见别人的想法 我就是我 |
[02:30.690] | 我比谁都清楚什么才是我的生活 |
[02:33.380] | 很普通的我就在这儿拼了命的活着 |
[02:36.050] | 很庆幸我清楚的知道这么做很值得 |
[02:38.660] | 不用任何人在教我下一步该干什么 |
[02:41.250] | 我可以从平凡里找到最简单的快乐 |
[02:43.800] | 就这么一直走着不再犹豫不再质疑 |
[02:46.660] | 全部的过程都将成为不可代替的记忆 |
[02:49.310] | 当我随时翻开自己保留下来的回忆 |
[02:52.090] | 我一定会笑 所以现在不会放弃 |
[02:54.730] | 这是我的生活我相信自己的选择 |
[02:58.050] | 不会复制别人谁都喜欢最新鲜的 |
[03:00.790] | 明天会是怎样呢 又有谁能知道呢 |
[03:03.760] | 走自己的路找到那独一无二的景色 |
[03:06.240] | 前面等待我解决的问题还有很多 |
[03:08.850] | 自己给自己找的麻烦一个接一个 |
[03:11.850] | 也许这是我想要的 只是也许 |
[03:14.390] | 但我肯定这是我的生活不是你的 |
[03:17.280] | 这是我的生活 我的选择 |
[03:20.110] | 跟任何人都无关所以别再啰嗦 |
[03:22.640] | 我听不见别人的想法 我就是我 |
[03:25.240] | 我比谁都清楚什么才是我的生活 |
[03:27.920] | 这是我的生活 我的选择 |
[03:30.690] | 你不用相信 我也懒得再去多说 |
[03:33.310] | 我听不见别人的想法 我就是我 |
[03:35.990] | 我比谁都清楚什么才是我的生活 |
[03:38.750] | . |
[00:21.430] | cong zhe yi miao kai shi zhou wei de yi qie wan quan jing zhi |
[00:23.450] | wo de si xiang bu zai shou dao ren he wai jie de qin shi |
[00:26.290] | gen ben jiu bu xu yao you ren ting dong wo de gu shi |
[00:28.920] | wo yao de zhi shi suo you ren kan dao yan qian di zhen shi |
[00:31.630] | ceng zai mou yi tian mou yi wan xue hui le shi mian |
[00:34.280] | nao zi li bei sai man le zheng zai dao shu ji shi de zha dan |
[00:37.540] | sui shi ke neng bao zha yuan yin hen jian dan wo mei qian |
[00:40.550] | she bu de zi you suo yi de bu dao na hu kou de fan wan |
[00:42.830] | you xie chuan bu guo qi bei zhe xiang zuo shan de ya li |
[00:45.610] | zhe ye xu shi chang you xi dan you ji ge ren neng wan de qi |
[00:48.450] | yi ge you yi ge yi ge jie yi ge de dao xia qu |
[00:51.130] | you xi de mu nan dao jiu shi wei le xuan ze fang qi me |
[00:53.680] | wo bu xiang xin zhe shi da an suo yi huan zai kang zhe |
[00:56.480] | xin zhong zhi yi yi zhi zai bi wen wo na jiu lai ba |
[00:59.090] | zhe tiao lu shi wo xuan de bu guan bie ren shuo shi mo |
[01:01.990] | zhi you zi ji zhi dao zi ji zai wei shi me huo zhe |
[01:04.270] | |
[01:05.250] | zhe shi wo de sheng huo wo de xuan ze |
[01:08.170] | gen ren he ren dou wu guan suo yi bie zai luo suo |
[01:10.830] | wo ting bu jian bie ren de xiang fa wo jiu shi wo |
[01:13.400] | wo bi shui dou qing chu shen me cai shi wo de sheng huo |
[01:16.110] | zhe shi wo de sheng huo wo de xuan ze |
[01:18.930] | ni bu yong xiang xin wo ye lan de zai qu duo shuo |
[01:21.520] | wo ting bu jian bie ren de xiang fa wo jiu shi wo |
[01:24.150] | wo bi shui dou qing chu shen me cai shi wo de sheng huo |
[01:26.900] | dang wo dui zhe sheng huo you le zui ji ben de liao jie |
[01:29.480] | wo man man shou qi fen nu kai shi dui shang hai shuo gan xie |
[01:32.210] | you xie kan fa gai bian le dan na bu shi tuo xie |
[01:34.770] | zhan zai zhe li de wo yi jiu xuan ze zi you zhi ye |
[01:37.970] | zhi neng shuo dui you xi gui ze kan de geng jia tou che |
[01:40.610] | wei le jin liang qu bi mian nei xie gai si de gan she |
[01:43.240] | wo xiang zuo wo zi ji zhao wo zi ji yao de kuai le |
[01:45.870] | dan qian ti hai you yi ge wo bi xu xian de huo zhe |
[01:48.640] | ye wan de ni hong deng rang ren ru ci zhao mi |
[01:51.350] | wu jin de you huo zai bi wo dai shang zhe xiao chou de mian ju |
[01:55.100] | hen ke xi wo jiu shi fang bu xia zhe zhen shi de you xi |
[01:57.280] | zhi neng dui fu hua de sheng huo shuo yi ju dui bu qi |
[01:59.920] | ye xu hui you na me yi tian zhen de kai shi hou hui |
[02:02.690] | hou hui zen me mei zai yi qian wei shuo chang zuo zhun bei |
[02:05.200] | ye xu ji nian zhi hou shen bian yi jing wu shi ren fei |
[02:08.190] | ke long jing shuo chang ta hui zai zhe pei wo he shang yi bei |
[02:10.810] | |
[02:11.260] | zhe shi wo de sheng huo wo de xuan ze |
[02:14.120] | gen ren he ren dou wu guan suo yi bie zai luo suo |
[02:16.620] | wo ting bu jian bie ren de xiang fa wo jiu shi wo |
[02:19.580] | wo bi shui dou qing chu shen me cai shi wo de sheng huo |
[02:22.630] | zhe shi wo de sheng huo wo de xuan ze |
[02:25.460] | ni bu yong xiang xin wo ye lan de zai qu duo shuo |
[02:28.020] | wo ting bu jian bie ren de xiang fa wo jiu shi wo |
[02:30.690] | wo bi shui dou qing chu shen me cai shi wo de sheng huo |
[02:33.380] | hen pu tong de wo jiu zai zhe er pin le ming de huo zhe |
[02:36.050] | hen qing xing wo qing chu de zhi dao zhe me zuo hen zhi de |
[02:38.660] | bu yong ren he ren zai jiao wo xia yi bu gai gan shen me |
[02:41.250] | wo ke yi cong ping fan li zhao dao zui jian dan de kuai le |
[02:43.800] | jiu zhe me yi zhi zou zhe bu zai you yu bu zai zhi yi |
[02:46.660] | quan bu de guo cheng dou jiang cheng wei bu ke dai ti de ji yi |
[02:49.310] | dang wo sui shi fan kai zi ji bao liu xia lai de hui yi |
[02:52.090] | wo yi ding hui xiao suo yi xian zai bu hui fang qi |
[02:54.730] | zhe shi wo de sheng huo wo xiang xin zi ji de xuan ze |
[02:58.050] | bu hui fu zhi bie ren shui dou xi huan zui xin xian de |
[03:00.790] | ming tian hui shi zen yang ne you you shui neng zhi dao ne |
[03:03.760] | zou zi ji de lu zhao dao na du yi wu er de jing se |
[03:06.240] | qian mian deng dai wo jie jue de wen ti hai you hen duo |
[03:08.850] | zi ji gei zi ji zhao de ma fan yi ge jie yi ge |
[03:11.850] | ye xu zhe shi wo xiang yao de zhi shi ye xu |
[03:14.390] | dan wo ken ding zhe shi wo de sheng huo bu shi ni de |
[03:17.280] | zhe shi wo de sheng huo wo de xuan ze |
[03:20.110] | gen ren he ren dou wu guan suo yi bie zai luo suo |
[03:22.640] | wo ting bu jian bie ren de xiang fa wo jiu shi wo |
[03:25.240] | wo bi shui dou qing chu shen me cai shi wo de sheng huo |
[03:27.920] | zhe shi wo de sheng huo wo de xuan ze |
[03:30.690] | ni bu yong xiang xin wo ye lan de zai qu duo shuo |
[03:33.310] | wo ting bu jian bie ren de xiang fa wo jiu shi wo |
[03:35.990] | wo bi shui dou qing chu shen me cai shi wo de sheng huo |
[03:38.750] | . |
[00:21.430] | cóng zhè yī miǎo kāi shǐ zhōu wéi de yī qiè wán quán jìng zhǐ |
[00:23.450] | wǒ de sī xiǎng bù zài shòu dào rèn hé wài jiè de qīn shí |
[00:26.290] | gēn běn jiù bù xū yào yǒu rén tīng dǒng wǒ de gù shì |
[00:28.920] | wǒ yào de zhǐ shì suǒ yǒu rén kàn dào yǎn qián dí zhēn shí |
[00:31.630] | céng zài mǒu yì tiān mǒu yī wǎn xué huì le shī mián |
[00:34.280] | nǎo zi lǐ bèi sāi mǎn le zhèng zài dào shǔ jì shí de zhà dàn |
[00:37.540] | suí shí kě néng bào zhà yuán yīn hěn jiǎn dān wǒ méi qián |
[00:40.550] | shě bù dé zì yóu suǒ yǐ dé bú dào nà hú kǒu de fàn wǎn |
[00:42.830] | yǒu xiē chuǎn bu guò qì bēi zhe xiàng zuò shān de yā lì |
[00:45.610] | zhè yě xǔ shì chǎng yóu xì dàn yǒu jǐ gè rén néng wán de qǐ |
[00:48.450] | yí gè yòu yí gè yí gè jiē yí gè de dǎo xià qù |
[00:51.130] | yóu xì de mù nán dào jiù shì wèi le xuǎn zé fàng qì me |
[00:53.680] | wǒ bù xiāng xìn zhè shì dá àn suǒ yǐ huán zài káng zhe |
[00:56.480] | xīn zhōng zhì yí yī zhí zài bī wèn wǒ nà jiù lái ba |
[00:59.090] | zhè tiáo lù shì wǒ xuǎn de bù guǎn bié rén shuō shí mǒ |
[01:01.990] | zhǐ yǒu zì jǐ zhī dào zì jǐ zài wèi shí me huó zhe |
[01:04.270] | |
[01:05.250] | zhè shì wǒ de shēng huó wǒ de xuǎn zé |
[01:08.170] | gēn rèn hé rén dōu wú guān suǒ yǐ bié zài luō suo |
[01:10.830] | wǒ tīng bu jiàn bié rén de xiǎng fǎ wǒ jiù shì wǒ |
[01:13.400] | wǒ bǐ shuí dōu qīng chǔ shén me cái shì wǒ de shēng huó |
[01:16.110] | zhè shì wǒ de shēng huó wǒ de xuǎn zé |
[01:18.930] | nǐ bù yòng xiāng xìn wǒ yě lǎn de zài qù duō shuō |
[01:21.520] | wǒ tīng bu jiàn bié rén de xiǎng fǎ wǒ jiù shì wǒ |
[01:24.150] | wǒ bǐ shuí dōu qīng chǔ shén me cái shì wǒ de shēng huó |
[01:26.900] | dāng wǒ duì zhè shēng huó yǒu le zuì jī běn de liǎo jiě |
[01:29.480] | wǒ màn màn shōu qǐ fèn nù kāi shǐ duì shāng hài shuō gǎn xiè |
[01:32.210] | yǒu xiē kàn fǎ gǎi biàn le dàn nà bú shì tuǒ xié |
[01:34.770] | zhàn zài zhè lǐ de wǒ yī jiù xuǎn zé zì yóu zhí yè |
[01:37.970] | zhǐ néng shuō duì yóu xì guī zé kàn de gèng jiā tòu chè |
[01:40.610] | wèi le jǐn liàng qù bì miǎn nèi xiē gāi sǐ de gān shè |
[01:43.240] | wǒ xiǎng zuò wǒ zì jǐ zhǎo wǒ zì jǐ yào de kuài lè |
[01:45.870] | dàn qián tí hái yǒu yí gè wǒ bì xū xiān dé huó zhe |
[01:48.640] | yè wǎn de ní hóng dēng ràng rén rú cǐ zháo mí |
[01:51.350] | wú jìn de yòu huò zài bī wǒ dài shàng zhè xiǎo chǒu de miàn jù |
[01:55.100] | hěn kě xī wǒ jiù shì fàng bù xià zhè zhēn shí de yóu xì |
[01:57.280] | zhǐ néng duì fú huá de shēng huó shuō yī jù duì bù qǐ |
[01:59.920] | yě xǔ huì yǒu nà me yì tiān zhēn de kāi shǐ hòu huǐ |
[02:02.690] | hòu huǐ zěn me méi zài yǐ qián wèi shuō chàng zuò zhǔn bèi |
[02:05.200] | yě xǔ jǐ nián zhī hòu shēn biān yǐ jīng wù shì rén fēi |
[02:08.190] | kě lóng jǐng shuō chàng tā huì zài zhè péi wǒ hē shàng yī bēi |
[02:10.810] | |
[02:11.260] | zhè shì wǒ de shēng huó wǒ de xuǎn zé |
[02:14.120] | gēn rèn hé rén dōu wú guān suǒ yǐ bié zài luō suo |
[02:16.620] | wǒ tīng bu jiàn bié rén de xiǎng fǎ wǒ jiù shì wǒ |
[02:19.580] | wǒ bǐ shuí dōu qīng chǔ shén me cái shì wǒ de shēng huó |
[02:22.630] | zhè shì wǒ de shēng huó wǒ de xuǎn zé |
[02:25.460] | nǐ bù yòng xiāng xìn wǒ yě lǎn de zài qù duō shuō |
[02:28.020] | wǒ tīng bu jiàn bié rén de xiǎng fǎ wǒ jiù shì wǒ |
[02:30.690] | wǒ bǐ shuí dōu qīng chǔ shén me cái shì wǒ de shēng huó |
[02:33.380] | hěn pǔ tōng de wǒ jiù zài zhè ér pīn le mìng de huó zhe |
[02:36.050] | hěn qìng xìng wǒ qīng chǔ de zhī dào zhè me zuò hěn zhí de |
[02:38.660] | bù yòng rèn hé rén zài jiào wǒ xià yī bù gāi gàn shén me |
[02:41.250] | wǒ kě yǐ cóng píng fán lǐ zhǎo dào zuì jiǎn dān de kuài lè |
[02:43.800] | jiù zhè me yī zhí zǒu zhe bù zài yóu yù bù zài zhì yí |
[02:46.660] | quán bù de guò chéng dōu jiāng chéng wéi bù kě dài tì de jì yì |
[02:49.310] | dāng wǒ suí shí fān kāi zì jǐ bǎo liú xià lái de huí yì |
[02:52.090] | wǒ yí dìng huì xiào suǒ yǐ xiàn zài bú huì fàng qì |
[02:54.730] | zhè shì wǒ de shēng huó wǒ xiāng xìn zì jǐ de xuǎn zé |
[02:58.050] | bú huì fù zhì bié rén shuí dōu xǐ huān zuì xīn xiān de |
[03:00.790] | míng tiān huì shì zěn yàng ne yòu yǒu shuí néng zhī dào ne |
[03:03.760] | zǒu zì jǐ de lù zhǎo dào nà dú yī wú èr de jǐng sè |
[03:06.240] | qián miàn děng dài wǒ jiě jué de wèn tí hái yǒu hěn duō |
[03:08.850] | zì jǐ gěi zì jǐ zhǎo de má fán yí gè jiē yí gè |
[03:11.850] | yě xǔ zhè shì wǒ xiǎng yào de zhǐ shì yě xǔ |
[03:14.390] | dàn wǒ kěn dìng zhè shì wǒ de shēng huó bú shì nǐ de |
[03:17.280] | zhè shì wǒ de shēng huó wǒ de xuǎn zé |
[03:20.110] | gēn rèn hé rén dōu wú guān suǒ yǐ bié zài luō suo |
[03:22.640] | wǒ tīng bu jiàn bié rén de xiǎng fǎ wǒ jiù shì wǒ |
[03:25.240] | wǒ bǐ shuí dōu qīng chǔ shén me cái shì wǒ de shēng huó |
[03:27.920] | zhè shì wǒ de shēng huó wǒ de xuǎn zé |
[03:30.690] | nǐ bù yòng xiāng xìn wǒ yě lǎn de zài qù duō shuō |
[03:33.310] | wǒ tīng bu jiàn bié rén de xiǎng fǎ wǒ jiù shì wǒ |
[03:35.990] | wǒ bǐ shuí dōu qīng chǔ shén me cái shì wǒ de shēng huó |
[03:38.750] | . |