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I can't believe |
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I'm not over you. |
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Now I don't know what to do, so |
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I guess I'll get fucked up and hopefully fall asleep soon. |
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Now there's nothing left for me to do but sit alone in my room. |
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The restraining order won't let me get close to you. |
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I had a different way of loving you. |
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You wouldn't answer your phone so |
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I'd burn my fingers, but |
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I knew the next time |
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I'd try calling you that you'd be home. |
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I'd ask the reasons why you love me, and why did you ever want to be with me. |
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Was I just there to piss off daddy? |
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Just please don't go until |
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I figure out what's wrong with me. |
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But that was such a long fucking time ago. |
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You might think it would get old rehashing things in my life, but |
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I don't have a say in it. |
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I realize that |
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I'm a selfish, mean, sad excuse of a human being, and it dawns on me that you don't deserve me anyway. |