| [00:00.000] | 作词 : Tian |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : 无 |
| [00:02.413] | 作词:sst. |
| [00:05.412] | 作曲:youngkilla |
| [00:07.912] | 后期:赵梓睿 |
| [00:10.163] | 吴在小镇上面出生 |
| [00:11.913] | 母亲从小爱他至深 |
| [00:13.163] | 家里常常伴随酒精他不想回去 |
| [00:16.162] | 烂醉之后地上摔碎的物品 |
| [00:18.913] | 让他无法远离童年的悲剧 |
| [00:21.412] | 八年前的一天家里情况变得紧急 |
| [00:24.162] | 他还太小一直被家人蒙在鼓里 |
| [00:26.912] | 不懂妈妈那时是为了什么哭泣 |
| [00:29.162] | 桌上摆了一本翻开泛黄的日记 |
| [00:31.913] | 从此之后改变的事不止是生活 |
| [00:34.913] | 他把当天的情况进行反复的斟酌 |
| [00:37.414] | 吴和常人不同从小就有两个外婆 |
| [00:40.162] | 后来懂得了一切都是真相惹的祸 |
| [00:42.912] | 或许不是真相只是人心过于堕落 |
| [00:45.163] | 他不想那些琐事对妈妈造成冲击 |
| [00:47.913] | 那时她的状态早已是草木皆兵 |
| [00:50.163] | 因为吴还太小不能改变什么现状 |
| [00:53.412] | 只知道那时家庭氛围早已变了模样 |
| [00:55.413] | 对人好的真心怎会漂泊在外流浪 |
| [00:58.413] | 那死了的心不会再掀起层层波浪 |
| [01:01.412] | 谁也不想最后只剩会跳动的心脏 |
| [01:04.163] | |
| [01:14.413] | 随着时间推移吴觉得一切都会变好 |
| [01:17.164] | 事情还没发生就把结局想得过早 |
| [01:19.664] | 直到那天醉酒的话传到妈妈耳里 |
| [01:22.414] | 伤透了妈妈的心也无法回到过去 |
| [01:25.164] | 原来一切不是性格是早命中注定 |
| [01:27.914] | 但不识好人心也不要狗咬吕洞宾 |
| [01:30.664] | 早已看清你复杂的内心装的动机 |
| [01:32.914] | 把一切想得太好从不带心机思考 |
| [01:35.663] | 是否众生的最后都能被佛光普照 |
| [01:38.163] | 当初动机就不单纯吴怎么能出生 |
| [01:41.414] | 家庭情况复杂吴也不想惹祸上身 |
| [01:43.913] | 可妈妈难已摆脱那片泥泞的沼泽 |
| [01:46.663] | 让他无法逃避面对现实残忍的折磨 |
| [01:49.414] | 后来费尽心思只为达到一个目的 |
| [01:51.664] | 也不用功成名就把妈妈带离险境 |
| [01:54.164] | 吴没有多大能力曾经也会偷着哭泣 |
| [01:57.413] | 钱乃身外之物流通不会到你手里 |
| [01:59.414] | 做人讲究平和谦逊和善良就足矣 |
| [02:01.914] | 到了现在为止吴才明白一个真理 |
| [02:04.913] | 所有痛苦的顶点都只是平静而已 |
| [02:07.414] | |
| [02:17.915] | 有些人把头往上抬道理才咽进肚里 |
| [02:20.663] | 整天想着发财到最后才一贫如洗 |
| [02:23.414] | 他们像自然规律般被世人看在眼里 |
| [02:26.164] | 我把他们孤立从不会放进心里 |
| [02:28.663] | 但是要做好自己其实一点也不会难 |
| [02:31.165] | 照照镜子看看对自己的哪面厌烦 |
| [02:34.164] | 到了现在为止吴才明白了一个真理 |
| [02:38.914] | 所有痛苦的顶点都只是平静而已 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : Tian |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : wu |
| [00:02.413] | zuo ci: sst. |
| [00:05.412] | zuo qu: youngkilla |
| [00:07.912] | hou qi: zhao zi rui |
| [00:10.163] | wu zai xiao zhen shang mian chu sheng |
| [00:11.913] | mu qin cong xiao ai ta zhi shen |
| [00:13.163] | jia li chang chang ban sui jiu jing ta bu xiang hui qu |
| [00:16.162] | lan zui zhi hou di shang shuai sui de wu pin |
| [00:18.913] | rang ta wu fa yuan li tong nian de bei ju |
| [00:21.412] | ba nian qian de yi tian jia li qing kuang bian de jin ji |
| [00:24.162] | ta hai tai xiao yi zhi bei jia ren meng zai gu li |
| [00:26.912] | bu dong ma ma na shi shi wei le shen me ku qi |
| [00:29.162] | zhuo shang bai le yi ben fan kai fan huang de ri ji |
| [00:31.913] | cong ci zhi hou gai bian de shi bu zhi shi sheng huo |
| [00:34.913] | ta ba dang tian de qing kuang jin xing fan fu de zhen zhuo |
| [00:37.414] | wu he chang ren bu tong cong xiao jiu you liang ge wai po |
| [00:40.162] | hou lai dong de le yi qie dou shi zhen xiang re de huo |
| [00:42.912] | huo xu bu shi zhen xiang zhi shi ren xin guo yu duo luo |
| [00:45.163] | ta bu xiang nei xie suo shi dui ma ma zao cheng chong ji |
| [00:47.913] | na shi ta de zhuang tai zao yi shi cao mu jie bing |
| [00:50.163] | yin wei wu hai tai xiao bu neng gai bian shen me xian zhuang |
| [00:53.412] | zhi zhi dao na shi jia ting fen wei zao yi bian le mu yang |
| [00:55.413] | dui ren hao di zhen xin zen hui piao bo zai wai liu lang |
| [00:58.413] | na si le de xin bu hui zai xian qi ceng ceng bo lang |
| [01:01.412] | shui ye bu xiang zui hou zhi sheng hui tiao dong de xin zang |
| [01:04.163] | |
| [01:14.413] | sui zhe shi jian tui yi wu jue de yi qie dou hui bian hao |
| [01:17.164] | shi qing hai mei fa sheng jiu ba jie ju xiang de guo zao |
| [01:19.664] | zhi dao na tian zui jiu de hua chuan dao ma ma er li |
| [01:22.414] | shang tou le ma ma de xin ye wu fa hui dao guo qu |
| [01:25.164] | yuan lai yi qie bu shi xing ge shi zao ming zhong zhu ding |
| [01:27.914] | dan bu shi hao ren xin ye bu yao gou yao lv dong bin |
| [01:30.664] | zao yi kan qing ni fu za de nei xin zhuang de dong ji |
| [01:32.914] | ba yi qie xiang de tai hao cong bu dai xin ji si kao |
| [01:35.663] | shi fou zhong sheng de zui hou dou neng bei fo guang pu zhao |
| [01:38.163] | dang chu dong ji jiu bu dan chun wu zen me neng chu sheng |
| [01:41.414] | jia ting qing kuang fu za wu ye bu xiang re huo shang shen |
| [01:43.913] | ke ma ma nan yi bai tuo na pian ni ning de zhao ze |
| [01:46.663] | rang ta wu fa tao bi mian dui xian shi can ren de zhe mo |
| [01:49.414] | hou lai fei jin xin si zhi wei da dao yi ge mu di |
| [01:51.664] | ye bu yong gong cheng ming jiu ba ma ma dai li xian jing |
| [01:54.164] | wu mei you duo da neng li ceng jing ye hui tou zhe ku qi |
| [01:57.413] | qian nai shen wai zhi wu liu tong bu hui dao ni shou li |
| [01:59.414] | zuo ren jiang jiu ping he qian xun he shan liang jiu zu yi |
| [02:01.914] | dao le xian zai wei zhi wu cai ming bai yi ge zhen li |
| [02:04.913] | suo you tong ku de ding dian dou zhi shi ping jing er yi |
| [02:07.414] | |
| [02:17.915] | you xie ren ba tou wang shang tai dao li cai yan jin du li |
| [02:20.663] | zheng tian xiang zhe fa cai dao zui hou cai yi pin ru xi |
| [02:23.414] | ta men xiang zi ran gui lv ban bei shi ren kan zai yan li |
| [02:26.164] | wo ba ta men gu li cong bu hui fang jin xin li |
| [02:28.663] | dan shi yao zuo hao zi ji qi shi yi dian ye bu hui nan |
| [02:31.165] | zhao zhao jing zi kan kan dui zi ji de na mian yan fan |
| [02:34.164] | dao le xian zai wei zhi wu cai ming bai le yi ge zhen li |
| [02:38.914] | suo you tong ku de ding dian dou zhi shi ping jing er yi |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : Tian |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : wú |
| [00:02.413] | zuò cí: sst. |
| [00:05.412] | zuò qǔ: youngkilla |
| [00:07.912] | hòu qī: zhào zǐ ruì |
| [00:10.163] | wú zài xiǎo zhèn shàng miàn chū shēng |
| [00:11.913] | mǔ qīn cóng xiǎo ài tā zhì shēn |
| [00:13.163] | jiā lǐ cháng cháng bàn suí jiǔ jīng tā bù xiǎng huí qù |
| [00:16.162] | làn zuì zhī hòu dì shàng shuāi suì de wù pǐn |
| [00:18.913] | ràng tā wú fǎ yuǎn lí tóng nián de bēi jù |
| [00:21.412] | bā nián qián de yì tiān jiā lǐ qíng kuàng biàn de jǐn jí |
| [00:24.162] | tā hái tài xiǎo yī zhí bèi jiā rén méng zài gǔ lǐ |
| [00:26.912] | bù dǒng mā mā nà shí shì wèi le shén me kū qì |
| [00:29.162] | zhuō shàng bǎi le yī běn fān kāi fàn huáng de rì jì |
| [00:31.913] | cóng cǐ zhī hòu gǎi biàn de shì bù zhǐ shì shēng huó |
| [00:34.913] | tā bǎ dàng tiān de qíng kuàng jìn xíng fǎn fù de zhēn zhuó |
| [00:37.414] | wú hé cháng rén bù tóng cóng xiǎo jiù yǒu liǎng gè wài pó |
| [00:40.162] | hòu lái dǒng de le yī qiè dōu shì zhēn xiàng rě de huò |
| [00:42.912] | huò xǔ bú shì zhēn xiàng zhǐ shì rén xīn guò yú duò luò |
| [00:45.163] | tā bù xiǎng nèi xiē suǒ shì duì mā mā zào chéng chōng jī |
| [00:47.913] | nà shí tā de zhuàng tài zǎo yǐ shì cǎo mù jiē bīng |
| [00:50.163] | yīn wèi wú hái tài xiǎo bù néng gǎi biàn shén me xiàn zhuàng |
| [00:53.412] | zhǐ zhī dào nà shí jiā tíng fēn wéi zǎo yǐ biàn le mú yàng |
| [00:55.413] | duì rén hǎo dí zhēn xīn zěn huì piāo bó zài wài liú làng |
| [00:58.413] | nà sǐ le de xīn bú huì zài xiān qǐ céng céng bō làng |
| [01:01.412] | shuí yě bù xiǎng zuì hòu zhǐ shèng huì tiào dòng de xīn zàng |
| [01:04.163] | |
| [01:14.413] | suí zhe shí jiān tuī yí wú jué de yī qiè dōu huì biàn hǎo |
| [01:17.164] | shì qíng hái méi fā shēng jiù bǎ jié jú xiǎng dé guò zǎo |
| [01:19.664] | zhí dào nà tiān zuì jiǔ de huà chuán dào mā mā ěr lǐ |
| [01:22.414] | shāng tòu le mā mā de xīn yě wú fǎ huí dào guò qù |
| [01:25.164] | yuán lái yī qiè bú shì xìng gé shì zǎo mìng zhòng zhù dìng |
| [01:27.914] | dàn bù shí hǎo rén xīn yě bú yào gǒu yǎo lǚ dòng bīn |
| [01:30.664] | zǎo yǐ kàn qīng nǐ fù zá de nèi xīn zhuāng de dòng jī |
| [01:32.914] | bǎ yī qiè xiǎng dé tài hǎo cóng bù dài xīn jī sī kǎo |
| [01:35.663] | shì fǒu zhòng shēng de zuì hòu dōu néng bèi fó guāng pǔ zhào |
| [01:38.163] | dāng chū dòng jī jiù bù dān chún wú zěn me néng chū shēng |
| [01:41.414] | jiā tíng qíng kuàng fù zá wú yě bù xiǎng rě huò shàng shēn |
| [01:43.913] | kě mā mā nán yǐ bǎi tuō nà piàn ní nìng de zhǎo zé |
| [01:46.663] | ràng tā wú fǎ táo bì miàn duì xiàn shí cán rěn de zhé mó |
| [01:49.414] | hòu lái fèi jìn xīn si zhǐ wèi dá dào yí gè mù dì |
| [01:51.664] | yě bù yòng gōng chéng míng jiù bǎ mā mā dài lí xiǎn jìng |
| [01:54.164] | wú méi yǒu duō dà néng lì céng jīng yě huì tōu zhe kū qì |
| [01:57.413] | qián nǎi shēn wài zhī wù liú tōng bú huì dào nǐ shǒu lǐ |
| [01:59.414] | zuò rén jiǎng jiū píng hé qiān xùn hé shàn liáng jiù zú yǐ |
| [02:01.914] | dào le xiàn zài wéi zhǐ wú cái míng bái yí gè zhēn lǐ |
| [02:04.913] | suǒ yǒu tòng kǔ de dǐng diǎn dōu zhǐ shì píng jìng ér yǐ |
| [02:07.414] | |
| [02:17.915] | yǒu xiē rén bǎ tóu wǎng shàng tái dào lǐ cái yàn jìn dù lǐ |
| [02:20.663] | zhěng tiān xiǎng zhe fā cái dào zuì hòu cái yī pín rú xǐ |
| [02:23.414] | tā men xiàng zì rán guī lǜ bān bèi shì rén kàn zài yǎn li |
| [02:26.164] | wǒ bǎ tā men gū lì cóng bú huì fàng jìn xīn lǐ |
| [02:28.663] | dàn shì yào zuò hǎo zì jǐ qí shí yì diǎn yě bú huì nán |
| [02:31.165] | zhào zhào jìng zi kàn kàn duì zì jǐ de nǎ miàn yàn fán |
| [02:34.164] | dào le xiàn zài wéi zhǐ wú cái míng bái le yí gè zhēn lǐ |
| [02:38.914] | suǒ yǒu tòng kǔ de dǐng diǎn dōu zhǐ shì píng jìng ér yǐ |