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You notice, you so focused on the things they don't do or don't do for you |
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You said they have not grown, not like you |
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but forgetting that you still got growing to do too |
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And simple fact, is you suppose have a future together so you work with that |
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I said you wasn't focused, but now look at you so focused |
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Somebody else seeing progress, 'cause they had patience |
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And I was tired of waiting, but you weren't tired of waiting |
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'Cause you put with me I should of put with you too |
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Now Im sitting here saying how much care for |
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sitting here sipping on something saying I'm missing you |
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And all the while you was you waiting full of frustration |
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Holding you at arms length for ages |
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I'm kind ashamed to say it, I gotta live with as payment |
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I never called |
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And you were my only |
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Wounds are raw |
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Now I'm lonely |
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I gave up sure for unsure |
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I was a fool for loosing you slowly |
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Letting you walk away from me |
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I gave up sure for unsure |
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Something had to give to you had to live |
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So you letting go was really the best thing |
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You did it for yourself I can see that yes |
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Thinking bout my own selfishness less |
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Would have been better for us, I brought nothing but fuss |
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We debated about were we taking this life |
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I lied to you now I cry for you |
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Cause my pride told me that I wanted more than you |
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But wanty wanty can't get and get and getty getty nah want it |
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Foundation wasn't strong that's I fell of it |
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The promise I made to you wasn't honest |
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Too smart for myself so I lost the profits of you |
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Things that I do make me question my sanity |
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Chasing the one that will never be right for me |
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I'm kinda of ashamed to say it |
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I gotta live with that as pain meant |
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I never called |
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And you were my only |
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Wounds are raw |
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Now I'm lonely |
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I gave up sure for unsure |
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I was a fool for loosing you slowly |
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Letting you walk away from me |
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I gave up sure for unsure |
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My ego's amazing |
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Always gets in situations |
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Like this cause I am fly |
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So I just let you walk by |
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Wasn't keen on staying |
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Now I ended with Nathan |
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And Nathan gives nothing |
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I get nothing from Nathan |