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I feel her touch like a cold breeze tickled my neck |
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She here to show me more ways of the dark |
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I would expect her to know by now, |
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I won't bend or |
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Be afraid of anything she shows me or anything she say |
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She want me to be scared 'cause she feeds on fear |
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And show me horrible things so |
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I don't see so clear |
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My vision is so distorted and coming with new eyes |
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That show me people covered in blood and ready to die |
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I'm afraid of my own self and it won't help me none |
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To get a gun and put it to my dome |
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I know that you're alone and |
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I figured we could talk |
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If she don't get under my head then |
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I'm blowing my shit off |
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She's calling on me every night, she's scratching the walls |
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To keep me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity |
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Unbarring now it's become so mundane |
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Becoming insane, |
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I won't be afraid |
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She didn't know |
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I was use to it, flash backs |
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Trigger my brain and shoot through it like fireworks again and again |
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And if I'm going insane then |
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I'm taking somebody with me |
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Out the window of the glass house you been living |
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And if I'm just another page that you can turn and get away from |
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Then please do me a favor and turn it before the day comes |
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And hopefully it's sooner then later 'cause |
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I'm feeling |
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My patience growing thin in this relationship |
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And they'll cradle you in the grave all the hate into my mind state |
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There's only one way to retaliate |
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Grab the thirty eight and hold it to my temple |
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Waiting on the word and now it all seems so simple it's absurd |
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Maybe it'll stop when she sees me holding the gun |
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Or a suicidalist is what |
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I'm going to become |
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I'm hoping you can learn from my past and what |
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I've doneAnd in the long run maybe you gonna know how to use a gun |
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She's calling me (she keeps calling me) |
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I'm afraid, |
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I'm afraid, |
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I'm afraid |
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Why are things so wicked when |
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I sing of evil spells |
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And hidden incognations to open the gates of hell |
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What if style were wicked, would |
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I wear human skin |
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With magic tongue rings and cane, display the skeleton |
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What if hell were heaven and heaven were irreversed |
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Would it really change the balance here on earth |
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Care to think about it, |
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I don't, got too many problems of my own |
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Insanity it's a crypt that |
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I'm trying to keep a hold on |
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I just want to be left alone |
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So everybody please just go away |
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Inside of my mind is where she calls home |
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And I just can't take another word she say |
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What if the rose was wicked, would it have teeth |
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Would it bite all who smelling it, leave a hole in they cheek |
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What if blood was wicked, would it make me want to fight' |
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Til I drew blood stained in my teeth like bliss white |
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What if art was wicked, would |
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I paint with blood |
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Would I sculpt with guts, would |
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I mount human heads to the wall with love |
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Probably all of the above and then some |
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Spend a little time on these streets, son |
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She's calling me (she keeps calling me) |
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I'm afraid, |
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I'm afraid, |
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I'm afraid |
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She's calling on me every night, she's scratching the walls |
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To keep me afraid everyday, she keeps tearing at my sanity |
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Unbarring now it's become so mundane |
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Becoming insane, |
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I won't be afraid |