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"and I'm sorry I had a fucking mental breakdown, how many times did you...could you be normal if someone disrespected your dead father every chance they got?" |
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All This (all this)... |
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I cant remeber your face |
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All this... |
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No one can take your place |
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All this (all this)... |
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I cant remeber your face |
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All this pain and animosity |
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It's not everyday |
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I get to sit around and chat, |
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Sit down and think maybe even talk about, that shit just drives me crazy, |
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Fuckin' me up. |
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I'm outta luck like a slut with nobody to fuck, |
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Somebody talk to me, hear me out, lend me an ear, |
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Before I lose it on society and do it so |
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Violently |
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Fearer of fear, hands sweaty, losin' my breath, |
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I'm sittin' with death, somebody sittin' on my chest, |
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Best remedy's revenge on people who wouldn't listen, |
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Cheeks glisten 'cause |
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I'm cryin', my vision is so violent, |
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Didn't worry 'cause |
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I'm losin' it. |
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Abusin' anybody that's confusin this with lyin or me tryin to get attention, |
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Sention on my mind, all |
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I think about is dyin, |
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In spite of me livin' in |
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Hell, breakin' me down, |
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Outta touch with reality, fuck it |
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I'm out, Everybody in this motha fuckas hearin me now, |
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I don't wanna lose you, but |
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I lost you! |
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I Cant Remeber your face |
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Never gonna let go, never gonna back down |
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No One Can take your place |
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Why did you leave? where did you go? |
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I dont know, why did you just go away |
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And Leave me here with |
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All this pain and animosity? |
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I'm so lost without my loved ones can't seen to let go. |
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Why do I keep breathin? |
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Does God want me to die slow? |
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On the edge |
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I stand lookin at the past on wondering how long |
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I'm aloud to carry on so many left that was just to close. |
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At times I feel all alone and |
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I just cant cope. |
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Why did they have to go? |
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Why did they have to leave? |
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If its not family then its the homies from the streets. |
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My minds set not to take that shit, but |
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I gotta stay strong for the sake of my kids. (Hi daddy) |
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How close does the soul gotta get to make you want to slit your wrist after they heart quits? |
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Its so hard to you lose in life but even harder to recover, specially when memories start to smother, you cant run so just take that pain, cause |
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I'ma always gonna hold on to your name rememberin.... |
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I don't wanna lose you, but |
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I lost you! |
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I Cant Remeber your face |
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Never gonna let go, never gonna back down |
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No One Can take your place |
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Why did you leave, |
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Where did you go? |
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I dont know, why did you just go away |
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And Leave me here with |
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All this pain and animosity? |
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It's everyday that the anger seem's to be killing me off, |
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It's kinda nice to have a chance to talk, |
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Or rather have you, listen to me, |
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You always listen to me no matter what state of mind my apitimy visited, you were there for me |
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Even when i said i was outta my mind, |
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You were the one that said give it some time, |
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And i would find i could put the peices back together again, you were the one that trusted me til the end, |
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I cant pretend that i never had faith in you, |
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I was only afraid, |
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I knew what was going on, but didnt know what to say |
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I was so young, feeling like my soul was torn,coming to grips with the fact you ain't comin home no more, |
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All this madness, and all this pain, |
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Made something break inside brain, and all this hate, and all this time, |
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Made me reline my mind and |
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I find that... |
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I don't wanna lose you, but |
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I lost you! |
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I Cant Remeber your face |
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Never gonna let go, never gonna back down |
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No One Can take your place |
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Why did you leave? where did you go? |
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I dont know, why did you just go away |
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And Leave me here with |
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All this pain and animosity? |
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I don't wanna lose you, but |
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I lost you! |
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I Cant Remeber your face |
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Never gonna let go, never gonna back down |
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No One Can take your place |
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Why did you leave? where did you go? |
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I dont know, why did you just go away |
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And Leave me here with |
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All this pain and animosity? |
