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We stumble and stare at the carnival lights that lit up |
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New York City, |
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From the rooftop in |
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Brooklyn that was covered in bad graffiti. |
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And then I let a thousand splinters pierce right through my spoiled liver, |
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Whatever that was left of it.' |
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Cuz I cursed my lonely memory with picture-perfect imagery. |
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Maybe I'm not dying |
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I'm just living in decaying cities, |
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But I'm still healthy, |
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I'm still fine, |
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I'll be spending all my time readin' the obituaries. |
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But I will fuck this up, |
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I fucking know it. |
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I will fuck this up, |
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I fucking know it. |
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I will fuck this up, |
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I fucking know it. |
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I will fuck this up, |
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I fucking know it.' |
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Cuz I am the shadow of the wax wing slave. |
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I felt the buzz issued from window panes. |
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I am just freaking out, yeah |
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I'll be fine. |
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But I will fuck this up, |
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I fucking know it. |
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I will fuck this up, |
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I fucking know it. |
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I will fuck this up, |
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I fucking know it. |
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I will fuck this up, |
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I fucking know it. |