| [00:00.000] | 作词 : Reginald Williams/James Bairian/Louis Castle |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : Reginald Williams/James Bairian/Louis Castle |
| [00:08.305] | Melatonin doesn't work anymore |
| [00:10.197] | Tired, wired on my back on the floor |
| [00:12.301] | Over-thinking thoughts like never before |
| [00:14.269] | Analyzing shɪt that I should ignore |
| [00:16.469] | Everybody's gonna know you a fake |
| [00:18.419] | Make you think that you can be who you can't |
| [00:20.410] | Lay in wait until you make a mistake |
| [00:22.346] | Expose you as the fxxking phony you play |
| [00:24.420] | I don't want to spend my 20's tired, drunk and alone |
| [00:27.998] | Justifying why I keep you up all night on the phone |
| [00:31.944] | I know say it's cause I love to hear the sound of your voice |
| [00:35.957] | But it's more accurate to say it's just more clear than the noise |
| [00:39.993] | That I can always kinda hear in spite of all that I do |
| [00:44.145] | It's television static playing loud from another room |
| [00:48.092] | To which I've never found the door to go and just turn it off |
| [00:52.216] | But I can never stop looking for it |
| [00:55.812] | I'm making a choice |
| [00:56.940] | I will be, I will be, I will be |
| [01:00.126] | I'm making a choice (My strength) |
| [01:04.034] | I'm making a choice |
| [01:05.179] | I will be, I will be, I will be, my strength |
| [01:13.195] | Doesn't matter what you think that you learned |
| [01:15.283] | I don't think you get the way that this works |
| [01:17.290] | You too dark to ever be in the light |
| [01:19.353] | Born too wrong to ever hope to be right |
| [01:21.408] | No one gave you the permission to speak |
| [01:23.394] | You are not in a position to lead |
| [01:25.438] | What would make you think that you tell the truth? |
| [01:27.466] | What would make you think that it could be you? |
| [01:29.534] | I know I think a lot about my different fears and the shame |
| [01:32.860] | Whether I'm black or white enough to win approval or fame |
| [01:36.920] | And if I'm checking off the boxes keeping framily pleased |
| [01:41.090] | But still relaying things that let 'em know this really is me |
| [01:45.035] | If I get old will I think fondly of the things that I did? |
| [01:49.091] | Or will I wish that I had never made it out Bradenton |
| [01:53.255] | The only way I'll know is seeing this shɪt through to the end |
| [01:57.249] | And being sure to build a family from friends |
| [02:00.845] | I'm making a choice |
| [02:01.975] | I will be, I will be, I will be |
| [02:05.031] | I'm making a choice (My strength) |
| [02:09.251] | I'm making a choice |
| [02:10.171] | I will be, I will be, I will be, my strength |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : Reginald Williams James Bairian Louis Castle |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : Reginald Williams James Bairian Louis Castle |
| [00:08.305] | Melatonin doesn' t work anymore |
| [00:10.197] | Tired, wired on my back on the floor |
| [00:12.301] | Overthinking thoughts like never before |
| [00:14.269] | Analyzing sh t that I should ignore |
| [00:16.469] | Everybody' s gonna know you a fake |
| [00:18.419] | Make you think that you can be who you can' t |
| [00:20.410] | Lay in wait until you make a mistake |
| [00:22.346] | Expose you as the fxxking phony you play |
| [00:24.420] | I don' t want to spend my 20' s tired, drunk and alone |
| [00:27.998] | Justifying why I keep you up all night on the phone |
| [00:31.944] | I know say it' s cause I love to hear the sound of your voice |
| [00:35.957] | But it' s more accurate to say it' s just more clear than the noise |
| [00:39.993] | That I can always kinda hear in spite of all that I do |
| [00:44.145] | It' s television static playing loud from another room |
| [00:48.092] | To which I' ve never found the door to go and just turn it off |
| [00:52.216] | But I can never stop looking for it |
| [00:55.812] | I' m making a choice |
| [00:56.940] | I will be, I will be, I will be |
| [01:00.126] | I' m making a choice My strength |
| [01:04.034] | I' m making a choice |
| [01:05.179] | I will be, I will be, I will be, my strength |
| [01:13.195] | Doesn' t matter what you think that you learned |
| [01:15.283] | I don' t think you get the way that this works |
| [01:17.290] | You too dark to ever be in the light |
| [01:19.353] | Born too wrong to ever hope to be right |
| [01:21.408] | No one gave you the permission to speak |
| [01:23.394] | You are not in a position to lead |
| [01:25.438] | What would make you think that you tell the truth? |
| [01:27.466] | What would make you think that it could be you? |
| [01:29.534] | I know I think a lot about my different fears and the shame |
| [01:32.860] | Whether I' m black or white enough to win approval or fame |
| [01:36.920] | And if I' m checking off the boxes keeping framily pleased |
| [01:41.090] | But still relaying things that let ' em know this really is me |
| [01:45.035] | If I get old will I think fondly of the things that I did? |
| [01:49.091] | Or will I wish that I had never made it out Bradenton |
| [01:53.255] | The only way I' ll know is seeing this sh t through to the end |
| [01:57.249] | And being sure to build a family from friends |
| [02:00.845] | I' m making a choice |
| [02:01.975] | I will be, I will be, I will be |
| [02:05.031] | I' m making a choice My strength |
| [02:09.251] | I' m making a choice |
| [02:10.171] | I will be, I will be, I will be, my strength |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : Reginald Williams James Bairian Louis Castle |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Reginald Williams James Bairian Louis Castle |
| [00:08.305] | Melatonin doesn' t work anymore |
| [00:10.197] | Tired, wired on my back on the floor |
| [00:12.301] | Overthinking thoughts like never before |
| [00:14.269] | Analyzing sh t that I should ignore |
| [00:16.469] | Everybody' s gonna know you a fake |
| [00:18.419] | Make you think that you can be who you can' t |
| [00:20.410] | Lay in wait until you make a mistake |
| [00:22.346] | Expose you as the fxxking phony you play |
| [00:24.420] | I don' t want to spend my 20' s tired, drunk and alone |
| [00:27.998] | Justifying why I keep you up all night on the phone |
| [00:31.944] | I know say it' s cause I love to hear the sound of your voice |
| [00:35.957] | But it' s more accurate to say it' s just more clear than the noise |
| [00:39.993] | That I can always kinda hear in spite of all that I do |
| [00:44.145] | It' s television static playing loud from another room |
| [00:48.092] | To which I' ve never found the door to go and just turn it off |
| [00:52.216] | But I can never stop looking for it |
| [00:55.812] | I' m making a choice |
| [00:56.940] | I will be, I will be, I will be |
| [01:00.126] | I' m making a choice My strength |
| [01:04.034] | I' m making a choice |
| [01:05.179] | I will be, I will be, I will be, my strength |
| [01:13.195] | Doesn' t matter what you think that you learned |
| [01:15.283] | I don' t think you get the way that this works |
| [01:17.290] | You too dark to ever be in the light |
| [01:19.353] | Born too wrong to ever hope to be right |
| [01:21.408] | No one gave you the permission to speak |
| [01:23.394] | You are not in a position to lead |
| [01:25.438] | What would make you think that you tell the truth? |
| [01:27.466] | What would make you think that it could be you? |
| [01:29.534] | I know I think a lot about my different fears and the shame |
| [01:32.860] | Whether I' m black or white enough to win approval or fame |
| [01:36.920] | And if I' m checking off the boxes keeping framily pleased |
| [01:41.090] | But still relaying things that let ' em know this really is me |
| [01:45.035] | If I get old will I think fondly of the things that I did? |
| [01:49.091] | Or will I wish that I had never made it out Bradenton |
| [01:53.255] | The only way I' ll know is seeing this sh t through to the end |
| [01:57.249] | And being sure to build a family from friends |
| [02:00.845] | I' m making a choice |
| [02:01.975] | I will be, I will be, I will be |
| [02:05.031] | I' m making a choice My strength |
| [02:09.251] | I' m making a choice |
| [02:10.171] | I will be, I will be, I will be, my strength |
| [00:08.305] | 褪黑素已不再奏效 |
| [00:10.197] | 疲惫又亢奋 仰躺在地板上 |
| [00:12.301] | 过度思考前所未有 |
| [00:14.269] | 反复分析本该忽略的破事 |
| [00:16.469] | 众人终将识破你的伪装 |
| [00:18.419] | 让你妄想成为不可能的自己 |
| [00:20.410] | 潜伏等待你犯错 |
| [00:22.346] | 揭穿你虚伪的假面 |
| [00:24.420] | 不愿二十多岁活得疲惫醉酒又孤独 |
| [00:27.998] | 整夜通话还要为借口找理由 |
| [00:31.944] | 虽说爱听你声音是部分缘由 |
| [00:35.957] | 但更准确说是比噪音清晰许多 |
| [00:39.993] | 那始终萦绕耳边的杂音 |
| [00:44.145] | 像隔壁房间传来的电视雪花声 |
| [00:48.092] | 找不到门去关掉 |
| [00:52.216] | 却从未停止寻找 |
| [00:55.812] | 我正做出选择 |
| [00:56.940] | 我要成为 我要成为 我要成为 |
| [01:00.126] | 我正做出选择(我的力量) |
| [01:04.034] | 我正做出选择 |
| [01:05.179] | 我要成为 我要成为 我要成为 我的力量 |
| [01:13.195] | 你自以为的领悟无关紧要 |
| [01:15.283] | 你根本不懂游戏规则 |
| [01:17.290] | 你太阴暗不配站在光里 |
| [01:19.353] | 生来谬误休想得到正确 |
| [01:21.408] | 无人授予你发言权 |
| [01:23.394] | 你根本没资格领导 |
| [01:25.438] | 凭什么认为你能说真话? |
| [01:27.466] | 凭什么觉得轮得到你? |
| [01:29.534] | 总在思虑各种恐惧与羞耻 |
| [01:32.860] | 肤色深浅能否赢得认可或名声 |
| [01:36.920] | 是否勾选取悦亲友的选项时 |
| [01:41.090] | 仍能传递真实自我的讯息 |
| [01:45.035] | 年老时会怀念过往吗? |
| [01:49.091] | 或后悔离开布雷登顿的选择 |
| [01:53.255] | 唯有坚持到底才能知晓答案 |
| [01:57.249] | 并确保从朋友中建立家庭 |
| [02:00.845] | 我正做出选择 |
| [02:01.975] | 我要成为 我要成为 我要成为 |
| [02:05.031] | 我正做出选择(我的力量) |
| [02:09.251] | 我正做出选择 |
| [02:10.171] | 我要成为 我要成为 我要成为 我的力量 |