| [00:24.12] | Clock is ticking, I just want it stop |
| [00:27.80] | Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch |
| [00:30.68] | Nah I'm kidding, I'm a broke kid, never was a **** kid |
| [00:34.48] | Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid |
| [00:37.86] | Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations |
| [00:40.62] | Thinking to myself like "Oh boy", the ends waiting |
| [00:44.06] | I gotta go, I'm sorry mama I didn't make it |
| [00:47.00] | You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting |
| [00:50.46] | Life is cruel in a beautiful way |
| [00:53.16] | Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay |
| [00:56.33] | Never thought that even heaven's skies could get so grey |
| [00:59.73] | And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague |
| [01:02.94] | Feel like it's not real, feel like I'm waking up |
| [01:05.57] | 19 years, when I go like did I take enough |
| [01:08.99] | Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up |
| [01:12.21] | Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can't make this up |
| [01:15.48] | Life is crazy and it's unexpected |
| [01:19.79] | And I'm just sick of learning every lesson |
| [01:23.16] | I'm scared of love that's only one confession |
| [01:27.00] | I miss the world before I lost my presence |
| [01:29.71] | I really question almost everything |
| [01:32.72] | Cause I just wanna know what's going on |
| [01:36.06] | Like is there something out there waiting for me |
| [01:39.08] | Whatever, I'll just put myself inside a countless song |
| [01:41.95] | Can you relate to this? Am I insane to you? |
| [01:45.09] | Did I just help you with a problem? Did I save you too? |
| [01:48.62] | Okay probably not, I shouldn't just assume |
| [01:51.65] | But I been looking for support, so what am I to do |
| [01:54.95] | I'm having flashbacks, of old-school hatchbacks |
| [01:57.77] | Whipping on the backroads, the matchbox had no gas |
| [02:01.01] | These random memories, invading me |
| [02:04.12] | They leave my mind empty, I been suffering from vacancy |
| [02:07.31] | In a house, but it's never been home |
| [02:10.09] | Like you alone cause you chose, and I'm alone like a ghost |
| [02:12.96] | These people see me and avoid me, I'm a joke I suppose |
| [02:16.00] | Maybe it's the way I talk, or how I'm wearing my clothes |
| [02:19.67] | I think I'm different, never listen if they calling me out |
| [02:22.75] | My mama told me not to worry, try reducing my doubts |
| [02:25.99] | It didn't work, I'm a mess, I see the tears in my eyes |
| [02:29.20] | It's time to go, always knew my biggest fear was goodbyes |
| [00:24.12] | Clock is ticking, I just want it stop |
| [00:27.80] | Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch |
| [00:30.68] | Nah I' m kidding, I' m a broke kid, never was a kid |
| [00:34.48] | Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid |
| [00:37.86] | Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations |
| [00:40.62] | Thinking to myself like " Oh boy", the ends waiting |
| [00:44.06] | I gotta go, I' m sorry mama I didn' t make it |
| [00:47.00] | You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting |
| [00:50.46] | Life is cruel in a beautiful way |
| [00:53.16] | Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay |
| [00:56.33] | Never thought that even heaven' s skies could get so grey |
| [00:59.73] | And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague |
| [01:02.94] | Feel like it' s not real, feel like I' m waking up |
| [01:05.57] | 19 years, when I go like did I take enough |
| [01:08.99] | Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up |
| [01:12.21] | Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can' t make this up |
| [01:15.48] | Life is crazy and it' s unexpected |
| [01:19.79] | And I' m just sick of learning every lesson |
| [01:23.16] | I' m scared of love that' s only one confession |
| [01:27.00] | I miss the world before I lost my presence |
| [01:29.71] | I really question almost everything |
| [01:32.72] | Cause I just wanna know what' s going on |
| [01:36.06] | Like is there something out there waiting for me |
| [01:39.08] | Whatever, I' ll just put myself inside a countless song |
| [01:41.95] | Can you relate to this? Am I insane to you? |
| [01:45.09] | Did I just help you with a problem? Did I save you too? |
| [01:48.62] | Okay probably not, I shouldn' t just assume |
| [01:51.65] | But I been looking for support, so what am I to do |
| [01:54.95] | I' m having flashbacks, of oldschool hatchbacks |
| [01:57.77] | Whipping on the backroads, the matchbox had no gas |
| [02:01.01] | These random memories, invading me |
| [02:04.12] | They leave my mind empty, I been suffering from vacancy |
| [02:07.31] | In a house, but it' s never been home |
| [02:10.09] | Like you alone cause you chose, and I' m alone like a ghost |
| [02:12.96] | These people see me and avoid me, I' m a joke I suppose |
| [02:16.00] | Maybe it' s the way I talk, or how I' m wearing my clothes |
| [02:19.67] | I think I' m different, never listen if they calling me out |
| [02:22.75] | My mama told me not to worry, try reducing my doubts |
| [02:25.99] | It didn' t work, I' m a mess, I see the tears in my eyes |
| [02:29.20] | It' s time to go, always knew my biggest fear was goodbyes |
| [00:24.12] | Clock is ticking, I just want it stop |
| [00:27.80] | Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch |
| [00:30.68] | Nah I' m kidding, I' m a broke kid, never was a kid |
| [00:34.48] | Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid |
| [00:37.86] | Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations |
| [00:40.62] | Thinking to myself like " Oh boy", the ends waiting |
| [00:44.06] | I gotta go, I' m sorry mama I didn' t make it |
| [00:47.00] | You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting |
| [00:50.46] | Life is cruel in a beautiful way |
| [00:53.16] | Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay |
| [00:56.33] | Never thought that even heaven' s skies could get so grey |
| [00:59.73] | And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague |
| [01:02.94] | Feel like it' s not real, feel like I' m waking up |
| [01:05.57] | 19 years, when I go like did I take enough |
| [01:08.99] | Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up |
| [01:12.21] | Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can' t make this up |
| [01:15.48] | Life is crazy and it' s unexpected |
| [01:19.79] | And I' m just sick of learning every lesson |
| [01:23.16] | I' m scared of love that' s only one confession |
| [01:27.00] | I miss the world before I lost my presence |
| [01:29.71] | I really question almost everything |
| [01:32.72] | Cause I just wanna know what' s going on |
| [01:36.06] | Like is there something out there waiting for me |
| [01:39.08] | Whatever, I' ll just put myself inside a countless song |
| [01:41.95] | Can you relate to this? Am I insane to you? |
| [01:45.09] | Did I just help you with a problem? Did I save you too? |
| [01:48.62] | Okay probably not, I shouldn' t just assume |
| [01:51.65] | But I been looking for support, so what am I to do |
| [01:54.95] | I' m having flashbacks, of oldschool hatchbacks |
| [01:57.77] | Whipping on the backroads, the matchbox had no gas |
| [02:01.01] | These random memories, invading me |
| [02:04.12] | They leave my mind empty, I been suffering from vacancy |
| [02:07.31] | In a house, but it' s never been home |
| [02:10.09] | Like you alone cause you chose, and I' m alone like a ghost |
| [02:12.96] | These people see me and avoid me, I' m a joke I suppose |
| [02:16.00] | Maybe it' s the way I talk, or how I' m wearing my clothes |
| [02:19.67] | I think I' m different, never listen if they calling me out |
| [02:22.75] | My mama told me not to worry, try reducing my doubts |
| [02:25.99] | It didn' t work, I' m a mess, I see the tears in my eyes |
| [02:29.20] | It' s time to go, always knew my biggest fear was goodbyes |
| [00:24.12] | 钟表转动 我希望它能停下 |
| [00:27.80] | 逝者如斯夫 不舍昼夜 |
| [00:30.68] | 开个玩笑 我只是个内心支离破碎的人 没什么好炫耀的 |
| [00:34.48] | 安排好一切 准备赴死 |
| [00:37.86] | 我以为这就是全部了 四肢麻木 失去知觉 |
| [00:40.62] | 我告诉自己 天哪 死亡在等我呢 |
| [00:44.06] | 抱歉啊妈妈 我得走了 我还是辜负了你 |
| [00:47.00] | 你想立刻见到我 但是我只能让你等着了 |
| [00:50.46] | 生活残酷而美好 |
| [00:53.16] | 希望我拥有珍贵的友情 这样会不会有人愿意挽留我 |
| [00:56.33] | 从没想过 向往着的天堂也不能救我了 |
| [00:59.73] | 你能否告诉我“美好”的界限为何如此暧昧不清 |
| [01:02.94] | 感觉虚空 处于半梦半醒之间 |
| [01:05.57] | 活了十九年 我认为已经足够 |
| [01:08.99] | 我和她结束了 这真的令我震惊 |
| [01:12.21] | 她骗了我三次 并非编造 |
| [01:15.48] | 生活总是疯狂 出乎你的意料 |
| [01:19.79] | 厌倦了现实给我的教导 |
| [01:23.16] | 我害怕陷入爱情了 这是我的忏悔 |
| [01:27.00] | 失去存在感之前 我仍旧对这个世界存留爱意 |
| [01:29.71] | 我几乎质疑所有事情 |
| [01:32.72] | 因为我想看见事态会如何发展 |
| [01:36.06] | 好像有一条出路在等待我发现 |
| [01:39.08] | 无论如何 我能做的只有把真实的自己藏在无数首歌里 |
| [01:41.95] | 你能理解吗？是我疯了吗？ |
| [01:45.09] | 我解决了你的疑惑吗？我拯救你了吗？ |
| [01:48.62] | 或许没有吧 我不该妄自假设 |
| [01:51.65] | 但是我一直在寻找和我想法一致的人 我要怎么做 |
| [01:54.95] | 故事倒叙 像老派的掀背式汽车 |
| [01:57.77] | 在公路上颠簸 不需要汽油 |
| [02:01.01] | 这些随机出现的记忆侵占我的意识 |
| [02:04.12] | 它们使我头脑空荡 忍受虚无 |
| [02:07.31] | 在这座房子里 但我无家可归 |
| [02:10.09] | 就像你独自一人只是因为你选择如此 我却没有选择的权利 不过是身无所属的幽灵 |
| [02:12.96] | 人们对我避之不及 我想我就是个笑话 |
| [02:16.00] | 或许是我的说话或者穿衣方式让他们觉得可笑 |
| [02:19.67] | 我认为我与众不同 不理会他们的邀请 |
| [02:22.75] | 妈妈宽慰我别这么焦虑 试着减少对人心的猜疑 |
| [02:25.99] | 但这不管用 我仍然很糟糕 我感受到了眼里的泪水 |
| [02:29.20] | 该走了 我总是害怕道别啊 害怕一念之间 我又舍不得这个世界了 |
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