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I wasted so much more than time |
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And the one with whom |
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I was as one |
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Has now undone what came to be known as our love |
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Which could not contain all that which she'd become |
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I was flat out wrong |
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And with both hands on the days gone by |
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I gripped my eyes wide open |
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Because I can't sleep at night |
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The world is much too cold |
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Without someone there to hold me or to hold |
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That's the way it goes |
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And I always thought that |
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I would die |
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If you ever told me goodbye |
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But it wasn't until tonight |
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Tonight, I found out |
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I was right |
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I wasted almost all my life |
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Being so afraid to fail |
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I hardly tried |
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I found a place to hide |
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I dove into you |
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I swam around, around inside |
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But I'm not the boy that you destroyed |
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I'm stronger than he was |
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I had to be to survive |
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I'm lucky to be alive |
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The me you left behind |
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Is still lying there |
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With his eyes froze open wide |
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And I always thought that |
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I would die |
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If you ever told me goodbye |
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But it wasn't until tonight |
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Tonight, I found out |
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I was right |
