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You should have heard me sobbing |
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As I drove home that night |
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Got into bed and stayed there |
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For days I just laid there |
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Having been permanently changed |
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But we won't get into that now |
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Let's take it from the start |
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You should have seen me smiling |
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Like the world was mine |
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She used to call me baby |
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Softly, sometimes |
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But if I dwell on those days too long |
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I feel like my life is over |
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And that's no good |
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So let's move on |
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To the part where |
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I begin to sense |
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Her distance |
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I panic and hold on tighter |
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But that makes it worse |
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How am I supposed to take it |
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When she said: "This is something I'm going through, It's got nothing to do with you" |
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I had a special evening all planned out |
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Desperately determined to reignite |
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Some spark between us |
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She had to feel something for me |
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A love as strong as ours |
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Doesn't just go away |
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You can't just turn it off |
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Unless she was lying all those times |
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But I don't think so |
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I really don't think so |
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The way she used to look at me |
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Made me a thousand feet high |
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The meaning of the word cool |
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Not the same geek |
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Who fumbled through his words that night |
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The ugliest night |
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I said some pretty awkward things |
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I got the feeling that she felt sorry for me |
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I should have seen it was hopeless and left it alone |
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But I had to go on embarrassing myself "I miss what we had I need you so badly, I miss what we had I need you so badly" |
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I must have sounded pretty pathetic, |
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I know That's why |
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I don't blame her for what she said |
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But listen to me rambling |
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We don't know each other that well |
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But you're so easy to talk to |
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I feel like |
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I can tell you almost anything |
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I hope I haven't put you off |
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I have a tendency to do that |
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Why don't |
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I just be quiet? |