| 歌曲 | A Question |
| 歌手 | Hotel Books |
| 专辑 | Equivalency II: Everything We Left Out |
| 下载 | Image LRC TXT |
| [00:00.000] | 作曲 : Cameron Smith/Karlin Weins |
| [00:00.300] | |
| [00:03.000] | Is it enough that you succeed or does someone else need to fail? |
| [00:07.000] | There's a lot that my soul still needs and my heart has left a bleeding trail |
| [00:13.000] | To balance out my order/chaos dynamic |
| [00:15.000] | I derive joy from anything that isn't panic |
| [00:19.000] | Because life doesn't get easier, but our strength moves like meteors |
| [00:24.000] | And lately, I'm not afraid of monsters as much as I'm afraid of becoming one |
| [00:29.000] | My mind has been hiding the imposters and the thought of revenge sometimes sounds like fun |
| [00:34.000] | So I begin to run so I don't get lost in what was |
| [00:38.000] | Removing my pride so I don't feel so undone |
| [00:42.000] | It's crazy what a soul can become |
| [00:44.000] | 'Cause you have to make your opponent seem reprehensible so you don't have to take them seriously |
| [00:50.000] | But freedom from the chains of depression are obtainable when I can talk to myself fearlessly |
| [00:55.000] | So, I turn to songs and music and bands that feel honest |
| [00:59.000] | Music where I'm finally not paying for the name, but I'm actually paying for the product |
| [01:06.000] | I promise that I'm echoing the message that I was taught when I was facing trauma |
| [01:10.000] | I wrote about the real stuff in my life and now I feel like I've lost it |
| [01:15.000] | That sense of comfort of knowing no one really knows me |
| [01:19.000] | Because I'm afraid of my mistakes and I don't like feeling lonely |
| [01:22.000] | So I ask, you don't need to stay, but before you leave, could you at least hold me? |
| [01:50.000] | I hate feeling this depression |
| [01:54.000] | I hate making first impressions |
| [01:57.000] | I hate digging my head in the sand |
| [02:00.000] | And I hate not having your attention |
| [02:02.000] | I hate that there's hate in my heart |
| [02:05.000] | And I promise that it'll someday leave me |
| [02:05.000] | But the moments I spend creating art are the only ones that I feel can still complete me |
| [02:10.998] | And I'll say "I love you" to my dad more often, now that my mom is living in heaven |
| [02:15.998] | I'll stop complaining about the past and I'll stop hoping things were just more even |
| [02:20.998] | And I won't complain about the rules, even when I feel that the game is not fair |
| [02:26.998] | Because life can end in one quick second and it's time that I begin to care |
| [02:30.998] | I want to pray more often and I want to talk less |
| [02:34.998] | I want to let love begin to blossom and stop living in mess |
| [02:38.998] | I want to focus on my physical health and stop indulging when I'm depressed |
| [02:42.998] | I want to make life less about fearing hell and more about the love we possess |
| [02:46.998] | And I want to feel beautiful even in the moments that I regret |
| [02:50.998] | I just want to feel beautiful |
| [00:00.000] | zuo qu : Cameron Smith Karlin Weins |
| [00:00.300] | |
| [00:03.000] | Is it enough that you succeed or does someone else need to fail? |
| [00:07.000] | There' s a lot that my soul still needs and my heart has left a bleeding trail |
| [00:13.000] | To balance out my order chaos dynamic |
| [00:15.000] | I derive joy from anything that isn' t panic |
| [00:19.000] | Because life doesn' t get easier, but our strength moves like meteors |
| [00:24.000] | And lately, I' m not afraid of monsters as much as I' m afraid of becoming one |
| [00:29.000] | My mind has been hiding the imposters and the thought of revenge sometimes sounds like fun |
| [00:34.000] | So I begin to run so I don' t get lost in what was |
| [00:38.000] | Removing my pride so I don' t feel so undone |
| [00:42.000] | It' s crazy what a soul can become |
| [00:44.000] | ' Cause you have to make your opponent seem reprehensible so you don' t have to take them seriously |
| [00:50.000] | But freedom from the chains of depression are obtainable when I can talk to myself fearlessly |
| [00:55.000] | So, I turn to songs and music and bands that feel honest |
| [00:59.000] | Music where I' m finally not paying for the name, but I' m actually paying for the product |
| [01:06.000] | I promise that I' m echoing the message that I was taught when I was facing trauma |
| [01:10.000] | I wrote about the real stuff in my life and now I feel like I' ve lost it |
| [01:15.000] | That sense of comfort of knowing no one really knows me |
| [01:19.000] | Because I' m afraid of my mistakes and I don' t like feeling lonely |
| [01:22.000] | So I ask, you don' t need to stay, but before you leave, could you at least hold me? |
| [01:50.000] | I hate feeling this depression |
| [01:54.000] | I hate making first impressions |
| [01:57.000] | I hate digging my head in the sand |
| [02:00.000] | And I hate not having your attention |
| [02:02.000] | I hate that there' s hate in my heart |
| [02:05.000] | And I promise that it' ll someday leave me |
| [02:05.000] | But the moments I spend creating art are the only ones that I feel can still complete me |
| [02:10.998] | And I' ll say " I love you" to my dad more often, now that my mom is living in heaven |
| [02:15.998] | I' ll stop complaining about the past and I' ll stop hoping things were just more even |
| [02:20.998] | And I won' t complain about the rules, even when I feel that the game is not fair |
| [02:26.998] | Because life can end in one quick second and it' s time that I begin to care |
| [02:30.998] | I want to pray more often and I want to talk less |
| [02:34.998] | I want to let love begin to blossom and stop living in mess |
| [02:38.998] | I want to focus on my physical health and stop indulging when I' m depressed |
| [02:42.998] | I want to make life less about fearing hell and more about the love we possess |
| [02:46.998] | And I want to feel beautiful even in the moments that I regret |
| [02:50.998] | I just want to feel beautiful |
| [00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : Cameron Smith Karlin Weins |
| [00:00.300] | |
| [00:03.000] | Is it enough that you succeed or does someone else need to fail? |
| [00:07.000] | There' s a lot that my soul still needs and my heart has left a bleeding trail |
| [00:13.000] | To balance out my order chaos dynamic |
| [00:15.000] | I derive joy from anything that isn' t panic |
| [00:19.000] | Because life doesn' t get easier, but our strength moves like meteors |
| [00:24.000] | And lately, I' m not afraid of monsters as much as I' m afraid of becoming one |
| [00:29.000] | My mind has been hiding the imposters and the thought of revenge sometimes sounds like fun |
| [00:34.000] | So I begin to run so I don' t get lost in what was |
| [00:38.000] | Removing my pride so I don' t feel so undone |
| [00:42.000] | It' s crazy what a soul can become |
| [00:44.000] | ' Cause you have to make your opponent seem reprehensible so you don' t have to take them seriously |
| [00:50.000] | But freedom from the chains of depression are obtainable when I can talk to myself fearlessly |
| [00:55.000] | So, I turn to songs and music and bands that feel honest |
| [00:59.000] | Music where I' m finally not paying for the name, but I' m actually paying for the product |
| [01:06.000] | I promise that I' m echoing the message that I was taught when I was facing trauma |
| [01:10.000] | I wrote about the real stuff in my life and now I feel like I' ve lost it |
| [01:15.000] | That sense of comfort of knowing no one really knows me |
| [01:19.000] | Because I' m afraid of my mistakes and I don' t like feeling lonely |
| [01:22.000] | So I ask, you don' t need to stay, but before you leave, could you at least hold me? |
| [01:50.000] | I hate feeling this depression |
| [01:54.000] | I hate making first impressions |
| [01:57.000] | I hate digging my head in the sand |
| [02:00.000] | And I hate not having your attention |
| [02:02.000] | I hate that there' s hate in my heart |
| [02:05.000] | And I promise that it' ll someday leave me |
| [02:05.000] | But the moments I spend creating art are the only ones that I feel can still complete me |
| [02:10.998] | And I' ll say " I love you" to my dad more often, now that my mom is living in heaven |
| [02:15.998] | I' ll stop complaining about the past and I' ll stop hoping things were just more even |
| [02:20.998] | And I won' t complain about the rules, even when I feel that the game is not fair |
| [02:26.998] | Because life can end in one quick second and it' s time that I begin to care |
| [02:30.998] | I want to pray more often and I want to talk less |
| [02:34.998] | I want to let love begin to blossom and stop living in mess |
| [02:38.998] | I want to focus on my physical health and stop indulging when I' m depressed |
| [02:42.998] | I want to make life less about fearing hell and more about the love we possess |
| [02:46.998] | And I want to feel beautiful even in the moments that I regret |
| [02:50.998] | I just want to feel beautiful |
| [00:00.300] | |
| [00:03.000] | 成功是自我的胜利,还是将他人踩在脚下? |
| [00:07.000] | 灵魂暴食而不知足,心脏的伤口仍流血不止 |
| [00:13.000] | 为在秩序与混乱中寻求动态平衡 |
| [00:15.000] | 我不再从围观恐慌乱象中获取快乐 |
| [00:19.000] | 人生举步维艰,而人的斗志只如流星转瞬即逝 |
| [00:24.000] | 如今我不再畏惧怪物,而是更担忧成为怪物 |
| [00:29.000] | 大脑藏起虚伪的邪念和乐趣驱使的复仇之火 |
| [00:34.000] | 我疯狂奔跑,只为不站在原地迷失 |
| [00:38.000] | 我抛弃傲气,只为欺骗自我并非一事无成 |
| [00:42.000] | 难以相信,灵魂竟能劣化到如此地步 |
| [00:44.000] | 你贬低对手的道德,从而说服自己可以轻敌 |
| [00:50.000] | 只有与自己坦诚对话,自由才能摆脱抑郁的镣铐 |
| [00:55.000] | 我转而投入歌曲,音乐和乐队寻求真诚 |
| [00:59.000] | 但音乐不再是它自己,而是包装好的商品 |
| [01:06.000] | 创伤带来的教训层层累加,但我屡教不改 |
| [01:10.000] | 我把生活写进歌里,但生活却离我渐远 |
| [01:15.000] | 无人关心我反而安心 |
| [01:19.000] | 因为我害怕一朝不慎就被他人抛弃 |
| [01:22.000] | 故我问,你离开之前,能否与我相拥? |
| [01:50.000] | 我厌恶每日颓丧 |
| [01:54.000] | 我厌恶刻意打造第一印象 |
| [01:57.000] | 我厌恶头埋进沙里麻痹自己 |
| [02:00.000] | 我厌恶得不到你的注意 |
| [02:02.000] | 我甚至厌恶这厌恶情绪 |
| [02:05.000] | 创造艺术尽管让我压抑,却也使我圆满 |
| [02:05.000] | 创造艺术尽管让我压抑,却也使我圆满 |
| [02:10.998] | 母亲已享天国之乐,我只好把爱都表达给父亲 |
| [02:15.998] | 我不再抱怨过去,不再奢望落定尘埃可以改变 |
| [02:20.998] | 人生游戏无论多不公平,我也不再抗议规则 |
| [02:26.998] | 生命可能在一刹那熄灭,我决意珍惜当下 |
| [02:30.998] | 多做祈祷,少说废话 |
| [02:34.998] | 我想让爱搬离腐臭淤泥,在阳光下开花 |
| [02:38.998] | 我想重获健康,而不在抑郁时越陷越深 |
| [02:42.998] | 我想让生活不再笼罩在阴影下,而是关心拥有的爱 |
| [02:46.998] | 即使在我懊悔万分时,我也想爱我自己 |
| [02:50.998] | 我只是想爱我自己啊 |