| 歌曲 | To Feel Normal |
| 歌手 | September Stories |
| 专辑 | This House Was Never Home. |
| 下载 | Image LRC TXT |
| [00:00.000] | 作曲 : Andrew Nicholas Baughman |
| [00:31.289] | He's worked an 8 to 5 for the past 25 years |
| [00:34.911] | Knocking on the doors of every one of his peers to try make ends meet |
| [00:39.285] | But yet he spends nights awake hating himself as he walls in the self-pity defeat that he's associated as normal |
| [00:46.438] | And how does it feel to be normal? |
| [00:48.819] | It's an expression that's lost its meaning over time |
| [00:51.167] | When you spend each and every morning asking you to finally feel right |
| [00:54.792] | You eventually lose sight of everything that made you feel that way |
| [00:58.370] | Everything that made you feel human |
| [01:00.429] | He's become accustom to his days like trance that he's been living in |
| [01:04.544] | And maybe it's a form of comfort or an equal torment |
| [01:08.796] | But he won't help himself, he only lies dormant |
| [01:12.095] | Does your heart not feel complete |
| [01:22.327] | Does it feel love |
| [01:27.343] | Feel like anything |
| [01:37.910] | He's tired of living like his life is second to all |
| [01:41.826] | Like he has to deal with the world before himself |
| [01:45.510] | He's tired of coming home too late to an apartment too small |
| [01:49.723] | While this financial wall does a number on his back |
| [01:52.933] | And he could hear a faint snap as the days continue to move |
| [01:57.246] | There's a hole in the rug in the outer hall from pacing back and forth contemplating if any and all of his decisions have come back to haunt him |
| [02:05.007] | But if anything, it at least taught him choices he's made has led him to now |
| [02:09.633] | He'd trade anything to be able to go back to when he felt satisfied |
| [02:13.832] | And that his room was his only sanctuary to where he could run and hide |
| [02:19.047] | Does your heart not feel complete |
| [02:29.145] | Does it feel love |
| [02:34.141] | Feel like anything |
| [03:00.979] | He's been bitter and he's been broken |
| [03:02.737] | He gave his life for an empty purpose that never gave anything back |
| [03:07.484] | He's been told that what he socially lacks is made up for by his ability to care |
| [03:14.068] | That's not what he ever wanted |
| [03:16.310] | He just wanted to be aware |
| [00:00.000] | zuo qu : Andrew Nicholas Baughman |
| [00:31.289] | He' s worked an 8 to 5 for the past 25 years |
| [00:34.911] | Knocking on the doors of every one of his peers to try make ends meet |
| [00:39.285] | But yet he spends nights awake hating himself as he walls in the selfpity defeat that he' s associated as normal |
| [00:46.438] | And how does it feel to be normal? |
| [00:48.819] | It' s an expression that' s lost its meaning over time |
| [00:51.167] | When you spend each and every morning asking you to finally feel right |
| [00:54.792] | You eventually lose sight of everything that made you feel that way |
| [00:58.370] | Everything that made you feel human |
| [01:00.429] | He' s become accustom to his days like trance that he' s been living in |
| [01:04.544] | And maybe it' s a form of comfort or an equal torment |
| [01:08.796] | But he won' t help himself, he only lies dormant |
| [01:12.095] | Does your heart not feel complete |
| [01:22.327] | Does it feel love |
| [01:27.343] | Feel like anything |
| [01:37.910] | He' s tired of living like his life is second to all |
| [01:41.826] | Like he has to deal with the world before himself |
| [01:45.510] | He' s tired of coming home too late to an apartment too small |
| [01:49.723] | While this financial wall does a number on his back |
| [01:52.933] | And he could hear a faint snap as the days continue to move |
| [01:57.246] | There' s a hole in the rug in the outer hall from pacing back and forth contemplating if any and all of his decisions have come back to haunt him |
| [02:05.007] | But if anything, it at least taught him choices he' s made has led him to now |
| [02:09.633] | He' d trade anything to be able to go back to when he felt satisfied |
| [02:13.832] | And that his room was his only sanctuary to where he could run and hide |
| [02:19.047] | Does your heart not feel complete |
| [02:29.145] | Does it feel love |
| [02:34.141] | Feel like anything |
| [03:00.979] | He' s been bitter and he' s been broken |
| [03:02.737] | He gave his life for an empty purpose that never gave anything back |
| [03:07.484] | He' s been told that what he socially lacks is made up for by his ability to care |
| [03:14.068] | That' s not what he ever wanted |
| [03:16.310] | He just wanted to be aware |
| [00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : Andrew Nicholas Baughman |
| [00:31.289] | He' s worked an 8 to 5 for the past 25 years |
| [00:34.911] | Knocking on the doors of every one of his peers to try make ends meet |
| [00:39.285] | But yet he spends nights awake hating himself as he walls in the selfpity defeat that he' s associated as normal |
| [00:46.438] | And how does it feel to be normal? |
| [00:48.819] | It' s an expression that' s lost its meaning over time |
| [00:51.167] | When you spend each and every morning asking you to finally feel right |
| [00:54.792] | You eventually lose sight of everything that made you feel that way |
| [00:58.370] | Everything that made you feel human |
| [01:00.429] | He' s become accustom to his days like trance that he' s been living in |
| [01:04.544] | And maybe it' s a form of comfort or an equal torment |
| [01:08.796] | But he won' t help himself, he only lies dormant |
| [01:12.095] | Does your heart not feel complete |
| [01:22.327] | Does it feel love |
| [01:27.343] | Feel like anything |
| [01:37.910] | He' s tired of living like his life is second to all |
| [01:41.826] | Like he has to deal with the world before himself |
| [01:45.510] | He' s tired of coming home too late to an apartment too small |
| [01:49.723] | While this financial wall does a number on his back |
| [01:52.933] | And he could hear a faint snap as the days continue to move |
| [01:57.246] | There' s a hole in the rug in the outer hall from pacing back and forth contemplating if any and all of his decisions have come back to haunt him |
| [02:05.007] | But if anything, it at least taught him choices he' s made has led him to now |
| [02:09.633] | He' d trade anything to be able to go back to when he felt satisfied |
| [02:13.832] | And that his room was his only sanctuary to where he could run and hide |
| [02:19.047] | Does your heart not feel complete |
| [02:29.145] | Does it feel love |
| [02:34.141] | Feel like anything |
| [03:00.979] | He' s been bitter and he' s been broken |
| [03:02.737] | He gave his life for an empty purpose that never gave anything back |
| [03:07.484] | He' s been told that what he socially lacks is made up for by his ability to care |
| [03:14.068] | That' s not what he ever wanted |
| [03:16.310] | He just wanted to be aware |
| [00:31.289] | 过去25年里,他一直过着朝八晚五的生活。 |
| [00:34.911] | 为了勉强度日,他挨个敲响每位同行的门,四处奔走。 |
| [00:39.285] | 可到了夜里,他却常辗转反侧,一边厌恶着自己,一边深陷在自怨自艾的挫败感中,而他早已把这种状态当成了常态。 |
| [00:46.438] | 过着“正常”的生活,究竟是什么滋味? |
| [00:48.819] | 这个词的含义,早已随着时间变得模糊不清。 |
| [00:51.167] | 当你每天清晨都在质问自己“感觉好些了吗”, |
| [00:54.792] | 终有一天,你会忘记那些曾让你感动的瞬间, |
| [00:58.370] | 忘记那些让你真切感受到“自己还是个人”的时刻。 |
| [01:00.429] | 他早已习惯了这样的日子,终日活在恍惚之中。 |
| [01:04.544] | 或许这是一种慰藉,也可能是一种同等的折磨。 |
| [01:08.796] | 可他不愿自救,只是一味地麻木度日。 |
| [01:12.095] | 你的心,是否从未感到完整? |
| [01:22.327] | 是否感受过爱? |
| [01:27.343] | 是否还能感知到任何真切的情绪? |
| [01:37.910] | 他厌倦了这样的生活,仿佛自己的人生不值一提, |
| [01:41.826] | 总要先应付外界的种种,才能顾及自己。 |
| [01:45.510] | 他厌倦了每次回家都已是深夜,面对的却是一间狭小的公寓; |
| [01:49.723] | 而那座经济高墙,正重重地压在他的肩上。 |
| [01:52.933] | 日子一天天过去,他仿佛能听到自己内心某处传来微弱的崩裂声。 |
| [01:57.246] | 玄关的地毯上,早已被他来回踱步踏出了一个洞,正如他思考着,自己过去做的那些决定,是不是全都反过来成了困扰他的梦魇。 |
| [02:05.007] | 可至少,这些经历让他明白:是过去的每一个选择,把他带到了如今的境地。 |
| [02:09.633] | 他愿意付出一切,只为回到那个还能感受到满足的自己; |
| [02:13.832] | 回到那个房间,那曾是他唯一能逃避、能躲藏的避风港。 |
| [02:19.047] | 你的心,是否从未感到完整? |
| [02:29.145] | 是否感受过爱? |
| [02:34.141] | 是否还能感知到任何真切的情绪? |
| [03:00.979] | 他曾满心苦涩,也曾身心俱疲。 |
| [03:02.737] | 他把自己的人生耗在了一个毫无意义的目标上,而这个目标,从未给予他任何回报。 |
| [03:07.484] | 有人告诉他,他在社交上的不足,早已被他“懂得关心他人”的能力所弥补。 |
| [03:14.068] | 可这从来都不是他想要的。 |
| [03:16.310] | 他只是想被看见,想被理解。 |