| [00:03.00] | So long ago my days got lost |
| [00:06.66] | With all my strength that kept me alive |
| [00:10.05] | And I don't want to fight this dream |
| [00:13.50] | That keeps on disturbing the will to live inside me |
| [00:17.24] | Thoughts like knives embrace the pain |
| [00:20.26] | Until the night fades and dawn arrives |
| [00:24.14] | Please say am I not strong enough? |
| [00:27.13] | Oh - tell me do I have to shatter all my memories? |
| [00:31.05] | |
| [00:31.27] | Turning all the pages from the books that should dissolve my chains |
| [00:34.41] | But why do all these words blur out get tainted by my blood? |
| [00:37.62] | How am I supposed to save myself from this insanity |
| [00:41.16] | If all that I can sense is just that I'm not good enough? |
| [00:44.81] | |
| [00:44.91] | So far away I hear your cries |
| [00:47.78] | I know it's my fault giving you pain |
| [00:51.27] | But what is wrong or what is right? |
| [00:54.49] | I wish all your tears would just fade under this cold rain |
| [00:58.51] | |
| [00:58.64] | Turning up the white noise to get rid of screams inside my mind |
| [01:01.72] | At least I can escape from all the pain these voices cause |
| [01:05.07] | How am I supposed to raise my fists and cause a fight for life |
| [01:08.54] | If everything's distorted that I don't want to be lost |
| [01:12.02] | |
| [01:12.14] | I fear the pain the dawn the night |
| [01:15.15] | Within these days I'm trying to survive |
| [01:18.59] | I wish for rest I wish for dreams |
| [01:20.61] | I wish I knew reality |
| [01:22.16] | Inside this hell of mind I keep on wasting all my time |
| [01:25.97] | |
| [01:39.78] | I fear the day your hands won't guide |
| [01:41.25] | I fear the pain that will be left inside |
| [01:42.86] | All that's left for me to do is to |
| [01:44.34] | Ignore distort and break these binds |
| [01:46.39] | Strings attached to my mind and soul |
| [01:47.99] | Made me bleed cutting deep until pain wore off |
| [01:49.73] | Is my existence a joke to you? |
| [01:51.20] | You dare to prison me in solitude? |
| [01:53.15] | |
| [01:53.25] | Yet all my motives aren't ones that should be judged by your means |
| [01:56.15] | If you keep soiling all I am I'll be the one you shall fear |
| [01:59.54] | I'm not a saint nor am I righteous but I know how it feels |
| [02:03.00] | To be corrupted by the systems held-up narrowminded schemes |
| [02:06.20] | |
| [02:06.39] | Stop |
| [02:07.12] | Don't let your fear embrace your strength inside |
| [02:09.74] | For all that matters it is time to make our hopes align |
| [02:13.38] | To let shadows shatter |
| [02:14.00] | To make thorns surrender |
| [02:15.58] | That captivated your light inside |
| [02:17.01] | Have you forgotten? |
| [02:18.11] | These words are rotten |
| [02:18.95] | It's time to break and shatter all these lies |
| [02:21.44] | |
| [02:34.80] | Why can't I just be like the 'normal human' kind? |
| [02:40.96] | Dreaming of a future without these nightmares |
| [02:48.30] | What if I were able to go back to these days |
| [02:54.69] | Could I fight their faces their gloating stirrups? |
| [03:02.10] | Help is there an answer to questions that suffice? |
| [03:08.52] | Maybe I could let go if I try to fight? |
| [03:15.59] | Trapped in webs of past days in darkness locked with smiles |
| [03:22.12] | Tell me what you’re seeing as I open up |
| [03:29.56] | |
| [03:29.73] | Plythe cie feh mei nuh nihye |
| [03:32.92] | Waii mis echouv waii mis echah widhyé? |
| [03:36.36] | Lochar cie mih ien cet Tuchelhye |
| [03:39.67] | Cet ré mis crei screi chó yáhz allhyé? |
| [03:43.13] | Smaryé blihd ie mih ua chust eh |
| [03:46.56] | Whe is ré Puoa ah thyé mis swaé cha |
| [03:49.94] | Wheyé fyaertyé mis ecctrahae |
| [03:53.37] | Yé waii mis ellye nyeve sahyé? |
| [03:57.49] | |
| [04:12.00] | I live the pain all day and night |
| [04:13.80] | I feel the pain that’s burnt inside |
| [04:15.38] | All that's left for me to do is to |
| [04:16.33] | Stand up keep up **** up their might |
| [04:18.90] | Knives attached to my soul and heart |
| [04:20.60] | Made me bleed cutting deep until dusk till dawn |
| [04:22.30] | Just tell me was it all fun and games |
| [04:23.95] | To prison me in a made up cage? |
| [04:26.05] | |
| [04:26.15] | Yet I can say that all your words have weight quite heavy on me |
| [04:28.54] | But you kept messing with emotions that you couldn’t foresee |
| [04:31.85] | I'm not a saint nor am I god but that’s the point where it ends |
| [04:35.54] | This is your last advice to run and hide as fast as you can |
| [04:39.12] | |
| [04:39.23] | I won’t let them take again what is supposed to be mine |
| [04:42.34] | For all that matters it is time to make our lights ignite |
| [04:45.75] | To let shadows shatter |
| [04:47.24] | To make thorns surrender |
| [04:48.05] | From days you tried so long to hide |
| [04:49.12] | Have you forgotten? |
| [04:50.24] | These words are rotten |
| [04:51.44] | It's time to break and shatter all their lies |
| [00:03.00] | So long ago my days got lost |
| [00:06.66] | With all my strength that kept me alive |
| [00:10.05] | And I don' t want to fight this dream |
| [00:13.50] | That keeps on disturbing the will to live inside me |
| [00:17.24] | Thoughts like knives embrace the pain |
| [00:20.26] | Until the night fades and dawn arrives |
| [00:24.14] | Please say am I not strong enough? |
| [00:27.13] | Oh tell me do I have to shatter all my memories? |
| [00:31.05] | |
| [00:31.27] | Turning all the pages from the books that should dissolve my chains |
| [00:34.41] | But why do all these words blur out get tainted by my blood? |
| [00:37.62] | How am I supposed to save myself from this insanity |
| [00:41.16] | If all that I can sense is just that I' m not good enough? |
| [00:44.81] | |
| [00:44.91] | So far away I hear your cries |
| [00:47.78] | I know it' s my fault giving you pain |
| [00:51.27] | But what is wrong or what is right? |
| [00:54.49] | I wish all your tears would just fade under this cold rain |
| [00:58.51] | |
| [00:58.64] | Turning up the white noise to get rid of screams inside my mind |
| [01:01.72] | At least I can escape from all the pain these voices cause |
| [01:05.07] | How am I supposed to raise my fists and cause a fight for life |
| [01:08.54] | If everything' s distorted that I don' t want to be lost |
| [01:12.02] | |
| [01:12.14] | I fear the pain the dawn the night |
| [01:15.15] | Within these days I' m trying to survive |
| [01:18.59] | I wish for rest I wish for dreams |
| [01:20.61] | I wish I knew reality |
| [01:22.16] | Inside this hell of mind I keep on wasting all my time |
| [01:25.97] | |
| [01:39.78] | I fear the day your hands won' t guide |
| [01:41.25] | I fear the pain that will be left inside |
| [01:42.86] | All that' s left for me to do is to |
| [01:44.34] | Ignore distort and break these binds |
| [01:46.39] | Strings attached to my mind and soul |
| [01:47.99] | Made me bleed cutting deep until pain wore off |
| [01:49.73] | Is my existence a joke to you? |
| [01:51.20] | You dare to prison me in solitude? |
| [01:53.15] | |
| [01:53.25] | Yet all my motives aren' t ones that should be judged by your means |
| [01:56.15] | If you keep soiling all I am I' ll be the one you shall fear |
| [01:59.54] | I' m not a saint nor am I righteous but I know how it feels |
| [02:03.00] | To be corrupted by the systems heldup narrowminded schemes |
| [02:06.20] | |
| [02:06.39] | Stop |
| [02:07.12] | Don' t let your fear embrace your strength inside |
| [02:09.74] | For all that matters it is time to make our hopes align |
| [02:13.38] | To let shadows shatter |
| [02:14.00] | To make thorns surrender |
| [02:15.58] | That captivated your light inside |
| [02:17.01] | Have you forgotten? |
| [02:18.11] | These words are rotten |
| [02:18.95] | It' s time to break and shatter all these lies |
| [02:21.44] | |
| [02:34.80] | Why can' t I just be like the ' normal human' kind? |
| [02:40.96] | Dreaming of a future without these nightmares |
| [02:48.30] | What if I were able to go back to these days |
| [02:54.69] | Could I fight their faces their gloating stirrups? |
| [03:02.10] | Help is there an answer to questions that suffice? |
| [03:08.52] | Maybe I could let go if I try to fight? |
| [03:15.59] | Trapped in webs of past days in darkness locked with smiles |
| [03:22.12] | Tell me what you' re seeing as I open up |
| [03:29.56] | |
| [03:29.73] | Plythe cie feh mei nuh nihye |
| [03:32.92] | Waii mis echouv waii mis echah widhye? |
| [03:36.36] | Lochar cie mih ien cet Tuchelhye |
| [03:39.67] | Cet re mis crei screi cho ya hz allhye? |
| [03:43.13] | Smarye blihd ie mih ua chust eh |
| [03:46.56] | Whe is re Puoa ah thye mis swae cha |
| [03:49.94] | Wheye fyaertye mis ecctrahae |
| [03:53.37] | Ye waii mis ellye nyeve sahye? |
| [03:57.49] | |
| [04:12.00] | I live the pain all day and night |
| [04:13.80] | I feel the pain that' s burnt inside |
| [04:15.38] | All that' s left for me to do is to |
| [04:16.33] | Stand up keep up up their might |
| [04:18.90] | Knives attached to my soul and heart |
| [04:20.60] | Made me bleed cutting deep until dusk till dawn |
| [04:22.30] | Just tell me was it all fun and games |
| [04:23.95] | To prison me in a made up cage? |
| [04:26.05] | |
| [04:26.15] | Yet I can say that all your words have weight quite heavy on me |
| [04:28.54] | But you kept messing with emotions that you couldn' t foresee |
| [04:31.85] | I' m not a saint nor am I god but that' s the point where it ends |
| [04:35.54] | This is your last advice to run and hide as fast as you can |
| [04:39.12] | |
| [04:39.23] | I won' t let them take again what is supposed to be mine |
| [04:42.34] | For all that matters it is time to make our lights ignite |
| [04:45.75] | To let shadows shatter |
| [04:47.24] | To make thorns surrender |
| [04:48.05] | From days you tried so long to hide |
| [04:49.12] | Have you forgotten? |
| [04:50.24] | These words are rotten |
| [04:51.44] | It' s time to break and shatter all their lies |
| [00:03.00] | So long ago my days got lost |
| [00:06.66] | With all my strength that kept me alive |
| [00:10.05] | And I don' t want to fight this dream |
| [00:13.50] | That keeps on disturbing the will to live inside me |
| [00:17.24] | Thoughts like knives embrace the pain |
| [00:20.26] | Until the night fades and dawn arrives |
| [00:24.14] | Please say am I not strong enough? |
| [00:27.13] | Oh tell me do I have to shatter all my memories? |
| [00:31.05] | |
| [00:31.27] | Turning all the pages from the books that should dissolve my chains |
| [00:34.41] | But why do all these words blur out get tainted by my blood? |
| [00:37.62] | How am I supposed to save myself from this insanity |
| [00:41.16] | If all that I can sense is just that I' m not good enough? |
| [00:44.81] | |
| [00:44.91] | So far away I hear your cries |
| [00:47.78] | I know it' s my fault giving you pain |
| [00:51.27] | But what is wrong or what is right? |
| [00:54.49] | I wish all your tears would just fade under this cold rain |
| [00:58.51] | |
| [00:58.64] | Turning up the white noise to get rid of screams inside my mind |
| [01:01.72] | At least I can escape from all the pain these voices cause |
| [01:05.07] | How am I supposed to raise my fists and cause a fight for life |
| [01:08.54] | If everything' s distorted that I don' t want to be lost |
| [01:12.02] | |
| [01:12.14] | I fear the pain the dawn the night |
| [01:15.15] | Within these days I' m trying to survive |
| [01:18.59] | I wish for rest I wish for dreams |
| [01:20.61] | I wish I knew reality |
| [01:22.16] | Inside this hell of mind I keep on wasting all my time |
| [01:25.97] | |
| [01:39.78] | I fear the day your hands won' t guide |
| [01:41.25] | I fear the pain that will be left inside |
| [01:42.86] | All that' s left for me to do is to |
| [01:44.34] | Ignore distort and break these binds |
| [01:46.39] | Strings attached to my mind and soul |
| [01:47.99] | Made me bleed cutting deep until pain wore off |
| [01:49.73] | Is my existence a joke to you? |
| [01:51.20] | You dare to prison me in solitude? |
| [01:53.15] | |
| [01:53.25] | Yet all my motives aren' t ones that should be judged by your means |
| [01:56.15] | If you keep soiling all I am I' ll be the one you shall fear |
| [01:59.54] | I' m not a saint nor am I righteous but I know how it feels |
| [02:03.00] | To be corrupted by the systems heldup narrowminded schemes |
| [02:06.20] | |
| [02:06.39] | Stop |
| [02:07.12] | Don' t let your fear embrace your strength inside |
| [02:09.74] | For all that matters it is time to make our hopes align |
| [02:13.38] | To let shadows shatter |
| [02:14.00] | To make thorns surrender |
| [02:15.58] | That captivated your light inside |
| [02:17.01] | Have you forgotten? |
| [02:18.11] | These words are rotten |
| [02:18.95] | It' s time to break and shatter all these lies |
| [02:21.44] | |
| [02:34.80] | Why can' t I just be like the ' normal human' kind? |
| [02:40.96] | Dreaming of a future without these nightmares |
| [02:48.30] | What if I were able to go back to these days |
| [02:54.69] | Could I fight their faces their gloating stirrups? |
| [03:02.10] | Help is there an answer to questions that suffice? |
| [03:08.52] | Maybe I could let go if I try to fight? |
| [03:15.59] | Trapped in webs of past days in darkness locked with smiles |
| [03:22.12] | Tell me what you' re seeing as I open up |
| [03:29.56] | |
| [03:29.73] | Plythe cie feh mei nuh nihye |
| [03:32.92] | Waii mis echouv waii mis echah widhyé? |
| [03:36.36] | Lochar cie mih ien cet Tuchelhye |
| [03:39.67] | Cet ré mis crei screi chó yá hz allhyé? |
| [03:43.13] | Smaryé blihd ie mih ua chust eh |
| [03:46.56] | Whe is ré Puoa ah thyé mis swaé cha |
| [03:49.94] | Wheyé fyaertyé mis ecctrahae |
| [03:53.37] | Yé waii mis ellye nyeve sahyé? |
| [03:57.49] | |
| [04:12.00] | I live the pain all day and night |
| [04:13.80] | I feel the pain that' s burnt inside |
| [04:15.38] | All that' s left for me to do is to |
| [04:16.33] | Stand up keep up up their might |
| [04:18.90] | Knives attached to my soul and heart |
| [04:20.60] | Made me bleed cutting deep until dusk till dawn |
| [04:22.30] | Just tell me was it all fun and games |
| [04:23.95] | To prison me in a made up cage? |
| [04:26.05] | |
| [04:26.15] | Yet I can say that all your words have weight quite heavy on me |
| [04:28.54] | But you kept messing with emotions that you couldn' t foresee |
| [04:31.85] | I' m not a saint nor am I god but that' s the point where it ends |
| [04:35.54] | This is your last advice to run and hide as fast as you can |
| [04:39.12] | |
| [04:39.23] | I won' t let them take again what is supposed to be mine |
| [04:42.34] | For all that matters it is time to make our lights ignite |
| [04:45.75] | To let shadows shatter |
| [04:47.24] | To make thorns surrender |
| [04:48.05] | From days you tried so long to hide |
| [04:49.12] | Have you forgotten? |
| [04:50.24] | These words are rotten |
| [04:51.44] | It' s time to break and shatter all their lies |
| [00:03.00] | 很久以前,我和 |
| [00:06.66] | 所有维持我活下去的力量失联 |
| [00:10.05] | 而我,又不愿挺身反抗这–– |
| [00:13.50] | 久扰我心,图求苟活于其中的恶梦 |
| [00:17.24] | 如刃的思想暗隐刺痛, |
| [00:20.26] | 直至长夜褪散,黎明始来 |
| [00:24.14] | 还可否说,我依然不够强大? |
| [00:27.13] | 呼–告诉我,我有必要将自己所有的记忆抹除吗? |
| [00:31.27] | 细细翻阅尽,这应能解除我身桎梏的书 |
| [00:34.41] | 可为什么,我的血让它蒙污,以致字句模糊? |
| [00:37.62] | 我又该如何从这般狂意中将自己救赎? |
| [00:41.16] | 假若我只能觉察自己的能力不足? |
| [00:44.91] | 我听到,你在远处的痛哭 |
| [00:47.78] | 我知道,是我的错误,带给了你伤楚 |
| [00:51.27] | 但,是非何述? |
| [00:54.49] | 我祷愿冰雨之下,你的泪显露不出 |
| [00:58.64] | 调升脑内的白噪,以逃离内心梦魇的疾呼 |
| [01:01.72] | 至少说,我能逃离这些声音带来的痛苦 |
| [01:05.07] | 我又应如何为此生举拳奋战,释放盛怒? |
| [01:08.54] | 倘若连一切早已扭曲,我不愿就此因败受逐 |
| [01:12.14] | 伤痛 晨晓 夜暮 周围的一切都使我惧怖 |
| [01:15.15] | 在这些时日里,我挣扎着索寻生路 |
| [01:18.59] | 祈求安息 祈梦祥福 |
| [01:20.61] | 盼愿着我还能认清实物 |
| [01:22.16] | 心中的恶鬼一直让我将光阴荒度 |
| [01:39.78] | 我担心有一天你的手不再指引我前方的道路 |
| [01:41.25] | 我担心被留下的仅是内心的痛苦 |
| [01:42.86] | 对于我,所有被落下的事物 |
| [01:44.34] | 只能略崩坏,断纠缠 |
| [01:46.39] | 而这些附在我的心里和灵魂的钢丝铁线 |
| [01:47.99] | 深戗我身让我血流到伤口朽坏 |
| [01:49.73] | 对于你,我活着是不是个笑话呢? |
| [01:51.20] | 你胆敢将我独自禁锢? |
| [01:53.25] | 我的动机绝不应以你的准绳受到评判 |
| [01:56.15] | 你要是执念诋毁我的一切,我就变做你的撒旦 |
| [01:59.54] | 我非圣贤,所行无义,仅知所觉 |
| [02:03.00] | 堕落于狭隘计谋堆砌成的机制 |
| [02:06.39] | 停 |
| [02:07.12] | 不要让惧怕钳制住你的力量 |
| [02:09.74] | 最要紧的是,是时候让我们的希望结盟 |
| [02:13.38] | 使暗影彻散 |
| [02:14.00] | 荆棘降服 |
| [02:15.58] | 那迷住了你心的光影 |
| [02:17.01] | 忘了吗? |
| [02:18.11] | 那些言语已然凋敝 |
| [02:18.95] | 是时候该削除它们的存在了 |
| [02:34.80] | 为什么我就不能像一个"正常人"? |
| [02:40.96] | 梦想着没有那些梦魇的未来 |
| [02:48.30] | 倘若我能再度回溯到那些时日 |
| [02:54.69] | 我还能直击他们的颜面,战胜他们幸灾乐祸的铁蹄吗? |
| [03:02.10] | 求命于此,何尝不是"是否够格"的答案? |
| [03:08.52] | 兴许,我若全力搏击,亦能逃出生天? |
| [03:15.59] | 困于暗牧深锁笑颜下的极夜之网 |
| [03:22.12] | 告诉我,当我开路之时,你看到了什么? |
| [03:29.73] | "他们是否" |
| [03:32.92] | "再次将我所创造过,所期冀过的一切燃烧殆尽?" |
| [03:36.36] | "是否又将我" |
| [03:39.67] | "困锁于完全仅我一人绝望哭叫的暗夜?" |
| [03:43.13] | "他们依旧向我露出邪笑" |
| [03:46.56] | "何处,我才能将–" |
| [03:49.94] | "独自煎熬着的忧惧" |
| [03:53.37] | "以及我从未说起过的一切吐露?" |
| [04:12.00] | 我彻日彻夜地存活于苦痛之中 |
| [04:13.80] | 我深觉心中的怨愤中烧 |
| [04:15.38] | 而那余下的苦难,只能由我 |
| [04:16.33] | 来起身干翻他们的威压 |
| [04:18.90] | 穿透我心灵与魂魄的刀剑 |
| [04:20.60] | 让我从薄暮到破晓不止地淌血 |
| [04:22.30] | 就告诉我,以前把我囚禁于竹笼里 |
| [04:23.95] | 只是为了游戏好玩吗? |
| [04:26.15] | 我还能说,即使你的话向我施压极深 |
| [04:28.54] | 你那不能预见的情绪也早已受你糟蹋糊涂 |
| [04:31.85] | 既非圣贤,亦非神明,仅知此处,干戈绝终 |
| [04:35.54] | 这是我对你最后的敬言–赶快逃藏起来吧! |
| [04:39.23] | 我不会再让他们夺走那本应是我的东西了 |
| [04:42.34] | 只是,现在点明灯火事关紧要 |
| [04:45.75] | (它能)让暗影消逝 |
| [04:47.24] | 使荆棘臣服 |
| [04:48.05] | 从你竭力藏躲之时 |
| [04:49.12] | 你怎能忘怀? |
| [04:50.24] | 那些腐朽的言句 |
| [04:51.44] | 是时候和他们做个绝断了! |