| [00:00.000] | 作词 : XAM |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : XAM/Axel Turunen/Joona Pietikainen |
| [00:04.375] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:09.784] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:13.519] | And my health before the fame |
| [00:14.482] | I should have told somebody how I felt |
| [00:16.412] | Instead of tightening the belt around my neck |
| [00:17.938] | I should have asked for help |
| [00:20.133] | But I’ve been asking myself everyday |
| [00:22.357] | If it’s too late for me to make a change |
| [00:24.046] | They say the grass is greener on the other side |
| [00:26.184] | But I took a look at mine and it looked dry |
| [00:29.346] | I guess they lied or maybe I am colorblind |
| [00:31.162] | Or maybe I forgot to give it water and I let it die |
| [00:33.865] | ‘Cos that’s what I do with everything important in my life |
| [00:36.303] | Yeah, I make it disappear |
| [00:38.885] | I hide the evidence and act like it was never here |
| [00:41.743] | I pack my backpack and put it on my back real fast and leave |
| [00:44.143] | The murder scene behind my back and never looking back at my past again |
| [00:48.221] | Yeah, I really need a friend |
| [00:50.606] | I really need someone that I can let inside my head |
| [00:53.539] | I’m in hell |
| [00:54.501] | Help! |
| [00:55.406] | I’m lonely and afraid |
| [00:56.678] | I really need somebody by my side until the end |
| [00:58.370] | ‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:05.150] | So I’m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [01:10.830] | I’m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [01:16.238] | And then I'm reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [01:23.163] | But It’s not working and I don’t know why |
| [01:26.560] | Maybe I was made to be unhappy ‘til the day I die |
| [01:29.435] | Or maybe my only purpose in life is to hate being alive |
| [01:33.210] | ‘Cos every single second of my life feels like a waste of time |
| [01:36.392] | I got bad thoughts on my mind and It's my fault I know |
| [01:39.334] | I should have never closed my eyes and gone blind I know |
| [01:41.910] | I should have never lied to myself everytime that I said |
| [01:45.050] | ”I’ll be fine” ‘cos I'm not fine |
| [01:46.245] | I don’t even know if I’m alive anymore |
| [01:48.825] | ‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:54.009] | So I’m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:00.761] | I’m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:06.429] | And then I'm reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [02:12.860] | ‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [02:18.886] | So I’m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:24.105] | I’m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:30.039] | And then I'm reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : XAM |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : XAM Axel Turunen Joona Pietikainen |
| [00:04.375] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:09.784] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:13.519] | And my health before the fame |
| [00:14.482] | I should have told somebody how I felt |
| [00:16.412] | Instead of tightening the belt around my neck |
| [00:17.938] | I should have asked for help |
| [00:20.133] | But I' ve been asking myself everyday |
| [00:22.357] | If it' s too late for me to make a change |
| [00:24.046] | They say the grass is greener on the other side |
| [00:26.184] | But I took a look at mine and it looked dry |
| [00:29.346] | I guess they lied or maybe I am colorblind |
| [00:31.162] | Or maybe I forgot to give it water and I let it die |
| [00:33.865] | ' Cos that' s what I do with everything important in my life |
| [00:36.303] | Yeah, I make it disappear |
| [00:38.885] | I hide the evidence and act like it was never here |
| [00:41.743] | I pack my backpack and put it on my back real fast and leave |
| [00:44.143] | The murder scene behind my back and never looking back at my past again |
| [00:48.221] | Yeah, I really need a friend |
| [00:50.606] | I really need someone that I can let inside my head |
| [00:53.539] | I' m in hell |
| [00:54.501] | Help! |
| [00:55.406] | I' m lonely and afraid |
| [00:56.678] | I really need somebody by my side until the end |
| [00:58.370] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:05.150] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [01:10.830] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [01:16.238] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [01:23.163] | But It' s not working and I don' t know why |
| [01:26.560] | Maybe I was made to be unhappy ' til the day I die |
| [01:29.435] | Or maybe my only purpose in life is to hate being alive |
| [01:33.210] | ' Cos every single second of my life feels like a waste of time |
| [01:36.392] | I got bad thoughts on my mind and It' s my fault I know |
| [01:39.334] | I should have never closed my eyes and gone blind I know |
| [01:41.910] | I should have never lied to myself everytime that I said |
| [01:45.050] | " I' ll be fine" ' cos I' m not fine |
| [01:46.245] | I don' t even know if I' m alive anymore |
| [01:48.825] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:54.009] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:00.761] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:06.429] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [02:12.860] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [02:18.886] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:24.105] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:30.039] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : XAM |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : XAM Axel Turunen Joona Pietikainen |
| [00:04.375] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:09.784] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:13.519] | And my health before the fame |
| [00:14.482] | I should have told somebody how I felt |
| [00:16.412] | Instead of tightening the belt around my neck |
| [00:17.938] | I should have asked for help |
| [00:20.133] | But I' ve been asking myself everyday |
| [00:22.357] | If it' s too late for me to make a change |
| [00:24.046] | They say the grass is greener on the other side |
| [00:26.184] | But I took a look at mine and it looked dry |
| [00:29.346] | I guess they lied or maybe I am colorblind |
| [00:31.162] | Or maybe I forgot to give it water and I let it die |
| [00:33.865] | ' Cos that' s what I do with everything important in my life |
| [00:36.303] | Yeah, I make it disappear |
| [00:38.885] | I hide the evidence and act like it was never here |
| [00:41.743] | I pack my backpack and put it on my back real fast and leave |
| [00:44.143] | The murder scene behind my back and never looking back at my past again |
| [00:48.221] | Yeah, I really need a friend |
| [00:50.606] | I really need someone that I can let inside my head |
| [00:53.539] | I' m in hell |
| [00:54.501] | Help! |
| [00:55.406] | I' m lonely and afraid |
| [00:56.678] | I really need somebody by my side until the end |
| [00:58.370] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:05.150] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [01:10.830] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [01:16.238] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [01:23.163] | But It' s not working and I don' t know why |
| [01:26.560] | Maybe I was made to be unhappy ' til the day I die |
| [01:29.435] | Or maybe my only purpose in life is to hate being alive |
| [01:33.210] | ' Cos every single second of my life feels like a waste of time |
| [01:36.392] | I got bad thoughts on my mind and It' s my fault I know |
| [01:39.334] | I should have never closed my eyes and gone blind I know |
| [01:41.910] | I should have never lied to myself everytime that I said |
| [01:45.050] | " I' ll be fine" ' cos I' m not fine |
| [01:46.245] | I don' t even know if I' m alive anymore |
| [01:48.825] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:54.009] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:00.761] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:06.429] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [02:12.860] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [02:18.886] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:24.105] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:30.039] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [00:04.375] | 对爱，我应心无旁骛 |
| [00:09.784] | 浸入爱河 |
| [00:13.519] | 成名前我郁郁寡欢 |
| [00:14.482] | 我应向学会倾诉内心感受 |
| [00:16.412] | 而不是被生活勒到近乎窒息 |
| [00:17.938] | 我应该求助 |
| [00:20.133] | 日复一日，我问着自己 |
| [00:22.357] | 改变是否为时已晚 |
| [00:24.046] | 人们总说，另一个世界绿草如茵 |
| [00:26.184] | 但我的幻想乡一片荒芜 |
| [00:29.346] | 我想是他们说了谎，或许我的世界本就苍白 |
| [00:31.162] | 又或许我无心灌溉，枯形灰心 |
| [00:33.865] | 因为这是我生活中重要的事 |
| [00:36.303] | 是我让它消失殆尽 |
| [00:38.885] | 我藏好了证据，然后销声匿迹 |
| [00:41.743] | 未雨绸缪，逃之夭夭，争分夺秒 |
| [00:44.143] | 我总逃避惨痛的过往 |
| [00:48.221] | 我渴求一位挚友 |
| [00:50.606] | 得一知己，死可无恨 |
| [00:53.539] | 水深火热 |
| [00:54.501] | 救我 |
| [00:55.406] | 我被孤独和恐惧包围 |
| [00:56.678] | 我渴望一束光，伴我前行，直至终结 |
| [00:58.370] | 因为没人教过我如果对抗抑郁 |
| [01:05.150] | 所以我盲目前行 |
| [01:10.830] | 我正在反思本里记下我的思绪 |
| [01:16.238] | 我会正视那些负面情绪，当我接受治疗时 |
| [01:23.163] | 但我也不知道为什么 |
| [01:26.560] | 也许直到死前一刻，我都会黯然神伤 |
| [01:29.435] | 或许我此生唯一的目的就是厌恶自己活着 |
| [01:33.210] | 因为我活着的每一秒都像在浪费时间 |
| [01:36.392] | 我知道我散发着负能量 |
| [01:39.334] | 我清楚我不该蒙蔽双眼 |
| [01:41.910] | 我不该再自欺欺人 |
| [01:45.050] | “会好起来的”可我一点也不好 |
| [01:46.245] | 我甚至觉得自己已然模糊 |
| [01:48.825] | 因为没人教过我如何抵抗抑郁 |
| [01:54.009] | 所以我有些不知所措 |
| [02:00.761] | 我正在反思本里记录着我的思绪 |
| [02:06.429] | 我会面对我所有的负面思想，在我接受治疗时 |
| [02:12.860] | 因为从始至终是我独身一人在遭受抑郁的折磨 |
| [02:18.886] | 所以我显得笨拙 |
| [02:24.105] | 我正对此深深忏悔 |
| [02:30.039] | 我终会战胜抑郁 |
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