歌曲 | Starting Over (feat. Ben Bridwell of Band of Horses) |
歌手 | Macklemore & Ryan Lewis |
专辑 | The Heist |
下载 | Image LRC TXT |
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[00:09.52] | Those 3 plus years, I was so proud of |
[00:15.11] | And I threw ‘em all away for 2 Styrofoam cups |
[00:18.19] | The irony, everyone will think that he lied to me |
[00:21.40] | Made my sobriety so public, there’s no fuckin’ privacy |
[00:24.13] | If I don’t talk about it then I carry a date |
[00:26.49] | 08-10-08, but now it’s been changed in every.. |
[00:30.52] | When they put me in some box as a saint |
[00:32.42] | I never was, it’s the false prophet that never came |
[00:35.30] | And well they think that everything that I written has all been fake |
[00:38.47] | Oh well I’ll just take my slip to the grave |
[00:40.78] | Uh, what the fuck are my parents gonna say? |
[00:44.31] | The success story that got his life together and changed |
[00:47.17] | And you know what pain looks like |
[00:49.28] | When you tell your dad you relapsed then look him directly into his face |
[00:53.03] | The seat on your shoulder’s the seemingly heavy weight |
[00:55.88] | I’ve been seeing tears like this on my girl |
[00:58.15] | In a while the trust that I once built’s been betrayed |
[01:01.08] | But I’d rather live telling the truth than be judged for my mistakes |
[01:04.61] | The falsely held up, given props, loved and praised |
[01:07.83] | I guess I gotta get this on the page |
[01:09.64] | Feeling sick and helpless, lost the compass where self is |
[01:13.87] | I know what I gotta do and I can’t help it |
[01:16.35] | One day at a time is what they tell us |
[01:19.51] | Now I gotta find a way to tell them |
[01:21.78] | |
[01:26.19] | God help ‘em |
[01:27.33] | One day at a time is what they tell us |
[01:31.41] | Now I gotta find a way to tell them |
[01:33.69] | We fell so hard |
[01:37.86] | Now we gotta get back what we lost.. lost.. |
[01:46.31] | I thought you’d go |
[01:49.64] | But you were with me all along.. along.. |
[01:57.07] | And every kid that came up to me |
[02:00.15] | And said I was the music they listened to when they first got clean |
[02:03.37] | Now look at me, a couple days sober |
[02:05.64] | I’m fighting demons |
[02:06.74] | Back of that meeting on the east side |
[02:08.52] | Shaking tweakin', hope that they don’t see it |
[02:10.48] | Hope that no one is looking |
[02:11.91] | That no one recognizes that failure under that hoodie |
[02:14.89] | Was posted in the back with my hands crossed shooken |
[02:17.95] | If they call on me I’m passing, if they talk to me I’m booking out that door |
[02:21.51] | But before I can make it somebody stops me and says are you Macklemore? |
[02:25.18] | Maybe this isn’t the place or time |
[02:27.15] | I just wanted to say that if it wasn’t for other side I wouldn’t have made it |
[02:31.59] | I just look down at the ground and say thank you |
[02:34.72] | She tells me she has 9 months and that she’s so grateful |
[02:37.47] | Tears in her eyes, looking like she’s gonna cry.. fuck! |
[02:40.32] | I barely got 48 hours, treated like I’m some wise monk |
[02:44.51] | I wanna tell her I relapsed but I can’t |
[02:46.93] | I just shake her hand and tell her congrats |
[02:49.20] | Get back to my car and I think I’m tripping yea |
[02:51.86] | Cause God wrote Otherside, that pen was in my hand |
[02:54.88] | I’m just a flawed man, man I fucked up up |
[02:57.84] | Like so many others I just never thought I would |
[03:00.57] | I never thought I would, didn’t pick up the book |
[03:03.65] | Doin’ it by myself, didn’t turn out that good |
[03:06.51] | If I can be an example of getting sober |
[03:09.75] | Then I can be an example of starting over |
[03:12.32] | If I can be an example of getting sober |
[03:15.41] | Then I can be an example of starting over |
[03:18.13] | We fell so hard |
[03:22.86] | Now we gotta get back what we lost.. lost.. |
[03:30.15] | I thought you'd go |
[03:34.79] | But you were with me all along.. along.. |
[03:41.77] | |
[03:54.93] | We fell so hard |
[03:58.53] | Now we gotta get back what we lost.. lost.. |
[04:04.33] |
ti: | |
ar: | |
al: | |
[00:09.52] | Those 3 plus years, I was so proud of |
[00:15.11] | And I threw ' em all away for 2 Styrofoam cups |
[00:18.19] | The irony, everyone will think that he lied to me |
[00:21.40] | Made my sobriety so public, there' s no fuckin' privacy |
[00:24.13] | If I don' t talk about it then I carry a date |
[00:26.49] | 081008, but now it' s been changed in every.. |
[00:30.52] | When they put me in some box as a saint |
[00:32.42] | I never was, it' s the false prophet that never came |
[00:35.30] | And well they think that everything that I written has all been fake |
[00:38.47] | Oh well I' ll just take my slip to the grave |
[00:40.78] | Uh, what the fuck are my parents gonna say? |
[00:44.31] | The success story that got his life together and changed |
[00:47.17] | And you know what pain looks like |
[00:49.28] | When you tell your dad you relapsed then look him directly into his face |
[00:53.03] | The seat on your shoulder' s the seemingly heavy weight |
[00:55.88] | I' ve been seeing tears like this on my girl |
[00:58.15] | In a while the trust that I once built' s been betrayed |
[01:01.08] | But I' d rather live telling the truth than be judged for my mistakes |
[01:04.61] | The falsely held up, given props, loved and praised |
[01:07.83] | I guess I gotta get this on the page |
[01:09.64] | Feeling sick and helpless, lost the compass where self is |
[01:13.87] | I know what I gotta do and I can' t help it |
[01:16.35] | One day at a time is what they tell us |
[01:19.51] | Now I gotta find a way to tell them |
[01:21.78] | |
[01:26.19] | God help ' em |
[01:27.33] | One day at a time is what they tell us |
[01:31.41] | Now I gotta find a way to tell them |
[01:33.69] | We fell so hard |
[01:37.86] | Now we gotta get back what we lost.. lost.. |
[01:46.31] | I thought you' d go |
[01:49.64] | But you were with me all along.. along.. |
[01:57.07] | And every kid that came up to me |
[02:00.15] | And said I was the music they listened to when they first got clean |
[02:03.37] | Now look at me, a couple days sober |
[02:05.64] | I' m fighting demons |
[02:06.74] | Back of that meeting on the east side |
[02:08.52] | Shaking tweakin', hope that they don' t see it |
[02:10.48] | Hope that no one is looking |
[02:11.91] | That no one recognizes that failure under that hoodie |
[02:14.89] | Was posted in the back with my hands crossed shooken |
[02:17.95] | If they call on me I' m passing, if they talk to me I' m booking out that door |
[02:21.51] | But before I can make it somebody stops me and says are you Macklemore? |
[02:25.18] | Maybe this isn' t the place or time |
[02:27.15] | I just wanted to say that if it wasn' t for other side I wouldn' t have made it |
[02:31.59] | I just look down at the ground and say thank you |
[02:34.72] | She tells me she has 9 months and that she' s so grateful |
[02:37.47] | Tears in her eyes, looking like she' s gonna cry.. fuck! |
[02:40.32] | I barely got 48 hours, treated like I' m some wise monk |
[02:44.51] | I wanna tell her I relapsed but I can' t |
[02:46.93] | I just shake her hand and tell her congrats |
[02:49.20] | Get back to my car and I think I' m tripping yea |
[02:51.86] | Cause God wrote Otherside, that pen was in my hand |
[02:54.88] | I' m just a flawed man, man I fucked up up |
[02:57.84] | Like so many others I just never thought I would |
[03:00.57] | I never thought I would, didn' t pick up the book |
[03:03.65] | Doin' it by myself, didn' t turn out that good |
[03:06.51] | If I can be an example of getting sober |
[03:09.75] | Then I can be an example of starting over |
[03:12.32] | If I can be an example of getting sober |
[03:15.41] | Then I can be an example of starting over |
[03:18.13] | We fell so hard |
[03:22.86] | Now we gotta get back what we lost.. lost.. |
[03:30.15] | I thought you' d go |
[03:34.79] | But you were with me all along.. along.. |
[03:41.77] | |
[03:54.93] | We fell so hard |
[03:58.53] | Now we gotta get back what we lost.. lost.. |
[04:04.33] |
ti: | |
ar: | |
al: | |
[00:09.52] | Those 3 plus years, I was so proud of |
[00:15.11] | And I threw ' em all away for 2 Styrofoam cups |
[00:18.19] | The irony, everyone will think that he lied to me |
[00:21.40] | Made my sobriety so public, there' s no fuckin' privacy |
[00:24.13] | If I don' t talk about it then I carry a date |
[00:26.49] | 081008, but now it' s been changed in every.. |
[00:30.52] | When they put me in some box as a saint |
[00:32.42] | I never was, it' s the false prophet that never came |
[00:35.30] | And well they think that everything that I written has all been fake |
[00:38.47] | Oh well I' ll just take my slip to the grave |
[00:40.78] | Uh, what the fuck are my parents gonna say? |
[00:44.31] | The success story that got his life together and changed |
[00:47.17] | And you know what pain looks like |
[00:49.28] | When you tell your dad you relapsed then look him directly into his face |
[00:53.03] | The seat on your shoulder' s the seemingly heavy weight |
[00:55.88] | I' ve been seeing tears like this on my girl |
[00:58.15] | In a while the trust that I once built' s been betrayed |
[01:01.08] | But I' d rather live telling the truth than be judged for my mistakes |
[01:04.61] | The falsely held up, given props, loved and praised |
[01:07.83] | I guess I gotta get this on the page |
[01:09.64] | Feeling sick and helpless, lost the compass where self is |
[01:13.87] | I know what I gotta do and I can' t help it |
[01:16.35] | One day at a time is what they tell us |
[01:19.51] | Now I gotta find a way to tell them |
[01:21.78] | |
[01:26.19] | God help ' em |
[01:27.33] | One day at a time is what they tell us |
[01:31.41] | Now I gotta find a way to tell them |
[01:33.69] | We fell so hard |
[01:37.86] | Now we gotta get back what we lost.. lost.. |
[01:46.31] | I thought you' d go |
[01:49.64] | But you were with me all along.. along.. |
[01:57.07] | And every kid that came up to me |
[02:00.15] | And said I was the music they listened to when they first got clean |
[02:03.37] | Now look at me, a couple days sober |
[02:05.64] | I' m fighting demons |
[02:06.74] | Back of that meeting on the east side |
[02:08.52] | Shaking tweakin', hope that they don' t see it |
[02:10.48] | Hope that no one is looking |
[02:11.91] | That no one recognizes that failure under that hoodie |
[02:14.89] | Was posted in the back with my hands crossed shooken |
[02:17.95] | If they call on me I' m passing, if they talk to me I' m booking out that door |
[02:21.51] | But before I can make it somebody stops me and says are you Macklemore? |
[02:25.18] | Maybe this isn' t the place or time |
[02:27.15] | I just wanted to say that if it wasn' t for other side I wouldn' t have made it |
[02:31.59] | I just look down at the ground and say thank you |
[02:34.72] | She tells me she has 9 months and that she' s so grateful |
[02:37.47] | Tears in her eyes, looking like she' s gonna cry.. fuck! |
[02:40.32] | I barely got 48 hours, treated like I' m some wise monk |
[02:44.51] | I wanna tell her I relapsed but I can' t |
[02:46.93] | I just shake her hand and tell her congrats |
[02:49.20] | Get back to my car and I think I' m tripping yea |
[02:51.86] | Cause God wrote Otherside, that pen was in my hand |
[02:54.88] | I' m just a flawed man, man I fucked up up |
[02:57.84] | Like so many others I just never thought I would |
[03:00.57] | I never thought I would, didn' t pick up the book |
[03:03.65] | Doin' it by myself, didn' t turn out that good |
[03:06.51] | If I can be an example of getting sober |
[03:09.75] | Then I can be an example of starting over |
[03:12.32] | If I can be an example of getting sober |
[03:15.41] | Then I can be an example of starting over |
[03:18.13] | We fell so hard |
[03:22.86] | Now we gotta get back what we lost.. lost.. |
[03:30.15] | I thought you' d go |
[03:34.79] | But you were with me all along.. along.. |
[03:41.77] | |
[03:54.93] | We fell so hard |
[03:58.53] | Now we gotta get back what we lost.. lost.. |
[04:04.33] |
[00:09.52] | 那三年多的时间,我曾为之非常自豪 |
[00:15.11] | 然后因为多喝了两杯把它们全部抛到脑后去了 |
[00:18.19] | 讽刺的是,所有人都会觉得他们对我说了谎 |
[00:21.40] | 将我的清醒公之于众,没有一点隐私可言 |
[00:24.13] | 如果我没有不提起它,那我就代表着一个日期 |
[00:26.49] | 08年10月8日,但现在一切都已经变了 |
[00:30.52] | 他们把我捧得高高在上仿佛一个圣人 |
[00:32.42] | 我从没有过,那就是个错误的预言,永远不会实现 |
[00:35.30] | 现在他们觉得我说的一切都是假的 |
[00:38.47] | 我会一直带着我的错误到坟墓里了 |
[00:40.78] | 我的父母会说些什么呢? |
[00:44.31] | 那个让他改变并重新生活的成功故事 |
[00:47.17] | 你知道那种痛苦是怎样的吗 |
[00:49.28] | 当你告诉你的父亲你复吸了然后直直地看着他的脸 |
[00:53.03] | 你肩头的重量看起来无比沉重 |
[00:55.88] | 我曾在我的女友脸上也看到这样的眼泪 |
[00:58.15] | 短短的时间里我曾建立起来的信任也瓦解了 |
[01:01.08] | 但我宁愿讲出事实,而不是接受来自错误的评价 |
[01:04.61] | 虚假的推迟,喝彩,爱和赞美 |
[01:07.83] | 我猜该把它(告诉大家自己复吸)提上日程了 |
[01:09.64] | 我感觉到难受和无助,失去了自己 |
[01:13.87] | 我知道我该做什么但我控制不了自己 |
[01:16.35] | 一天一小步慢慢来(戒毒时的方法) 他们这样告诉我们 |
[01:19.51] | 现在我必须找个方式告诉他们 |
[01:26.19] | 上帝帮帮他们 |
[01:27.33] | 一天一小步慢慢来 他们这样告诉我们 |
[01:31.41] | 现在我必须找个方式告诉他们 |
[01:33.69] | 我们失败的如此彻底 |
[01:37.86] | 现在我们必须赢回我们失去的东西 |
[01:46.31] | 我以为你们会离开 |
[01:49.64] | 但你们却一直和我在一起 |
[01:57.07] | 每一个孩子来到我面前 |
[02:00.15] | 说我的音乐是他们刚戒毒的时候听的 |
[02:03.37] | 现在看看我,也就清醒了几天 |
[02:05.64] | 正在和自己的心魔战斗 |
[02:06.74] | 在东部的那个匿名互助会上 |
[02:08.52] | 我浑身发抖,希望没人没看见 |
[02:10.48] | 希望没有人在看 |
[02:11.91] | 希望没有人注意躲在卫衣下失败的我 |
[02:14.89] | 我坐在后排交叉双臂浑身发抖 |
[02:17.95] | 他们叫我发言,我让下一个人说,他们和我说话,我起身准备走出这个屋子 |
[02:21.51] | 但在我走到门口之前,有人叫住了我,问“你是macklemore吗?” |
[02:25.18] | 或许现在说这不太好 |
[02:27.15] | 我就想说如果不是《otherside》(莫莫的成名作)我不会走到今天 |
[02:31.59] | 我只是低头看着地板然后说谢谢 |
[02:34.72] | 她说,她清醒了9个月,她为此非常感激 |
[02:37.47] | 她眼中带着泪,看起来就像她马上就要哭了 |
[02:40.32] | 我清醒了不到48个小时,她却把我当成智慧的高僧 |
[02:44.51] | 我想告诉她我复吸了但是我不能 |
[02:46.93] | 我只是和她握手并祝福她 |
[02:49.20] | 回到我的车上,我又迷失了 |
[02:51.86] | 因为上帝写了《otherside》,我只是拿着笔 |
[02:54.88] | 我只是个有缺陷的人,我搞砸了 |
[02:57.84] | 就像其他人一样,我只是认为我不会搞砸 |
[03:00.57] | 没想到我会这样,没有捡起圣经 |
[03:03.65] | 想自己完成戒毒,结果却没那么好 |
[03:06.51] | 如果我能成为一个戒毒的例子 |
[03:09.75] | 那我也可以成为一个重新开始的例子 |
[03:12.32] | 如果我能成为一个戒毒的例子 |
[03:15.41] | 那我也可以成为一个重新开始的例子 |
[03:18.13] | 我们失败的这么彻底 |
[03:22.86] | 现在我们要赢回失去的一切 |
[03:30.15] | 我以为你们会离开 |
[03:34.79] | 但你们一直和我在一起 |
[03:54.93] | 我们失败的这么彻底 |
[03:58.53] | 现在我们要赢回失去的一切 |