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Why do I feel like I'm always |
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Gonna get it right next time, |
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When every time I open my eyes |
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I repeat the same shit that makes |
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Me lose at everything I do. |
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Every time I try to do good |
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I'm made a fool, |
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A fucking cesspool of lies, |
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But in my head I think they're true. |
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I think it's time I clear my mind, |
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And fess up for everytime I've lied. |
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But not tonight, theres not enough time. |
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I'd rather just get high and write down |
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All the times I've been this low, |
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And all the shit I've put you through. |
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You'll never know |
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I'm a selfish imbecile. |
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You don't love me, |
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You love what I say to you. |
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I fucking hate myself, |
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I hate my friends. |
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I hate my job, I hate everything but you. |
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I fucking hate myself, |
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I hate my friends. |
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I hate my job, I hate everything but you. |
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This is why I can not tell you what you deserve to know. |
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If you leave I swear I'll end it all right here. |
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Do you really want me to? |
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I just don't know what the fuck else I should do. |
