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「デスパレート」 |
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作曲∶THE COMPANY |
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どれ位経った? あの決心から。 |
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何が変わったの? あのさよならから。 |
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バイト漬けの日々。 『最近どうしてる?』 |
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聞かれんのが嫌で、 壁を作ってた。。 |
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もうどうでもいい 誰も信じない |
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自分がわかんない |
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でもね、1人じゃ生きれない。 |
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誰かによりかかって休みたい。 |
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カッコ悪い『ツライ』気持ち |
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(笑)-カッコワライ-でごまかした。 |
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ホントはグチャグチャだったよ。。 |
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『かわいそう』だなんてさ… |
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思われない様に必死にね、強がってた。 |
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「帰りたい」「寂しい」 |
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「もうムリ」の後ろには |
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(笑)-カッコワライ- |
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ホントは笑えない事… |
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「誰か気付いてよ」って |
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1人で泣き出した。 |
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あの夜を忘れないで歩いてく。 |
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居場所が欲しくて |
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『夜』に逃げ込んで |
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全部偽って |
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カッコつけてみたり… |
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満たされたフリで |
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『寂しさ』『孤独』 |
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ごまかしたけど |
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空っぽだったよ… |
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ホントのアタシは、 ホントの夢は、 |
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どこに行ったの?1人じゃ消えちゃいそうで |
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握っててくれる手がただ欲しくて。 |
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カッコ悪い『ツライ』気持ち |
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(笑)-カッコワライ-でごまかした。 |
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誰でもいいわけじゃない。 |
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でもこんなアタシから |
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「そばにいて」なんて |
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言う自信とかどこにもなかったんだ。 |
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『諦めなよ』って |
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笑いながら言う人もいた。 |
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言い返せない自分が悔しくて |
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唇噛み締めていた… |
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ひととおり落ちて気付いた。 |
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泣き疲れて目が覚めた。 |
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『こんなとこで終われない』 |
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さよならした弱虫。 |
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自分で選んだ道だからもう甘えない。 |
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どうしようもないやり場のないキモチに |
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(笑)-カッコワライ- |
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これからも強がるけど、 |
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カッコ悪くていいや。 |
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キズだらけでも |
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また立ち上がる自分を |
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まだ信じたい。 |
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収録∶ヒミツ ～キミのそばに居るために～ |
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- 発売日∶2012/05/16 |
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終わり |
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zuo qu THE COMPANY |
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wei jing? jue xin. |
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he bian? . |
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zi ri. zui jin? |
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wen xian bi zuo.. |
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shui xin |
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zi fen |
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1 ren sheng. |
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shui xiu. |
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e qi chi |
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xiao . |
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.. |
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si yang bi si qiang. |
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gui ji |
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hou |
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xiao |
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xiao shi |
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shui qi fu |
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1 ren qi chu. |
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ye wang bu. |
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ju chang suo yu |
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ye tao ru |
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quan bu wei |
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man |
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ji gu du |
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kong |
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meng |
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xing? 1 ren xiao |
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wo shou yu. |
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e qi chi |
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xiao . |
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shui. |
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yan zi xin. |
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di |
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xiao yan ren. |
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yan fan zi fen hui |
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chun nie di |
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luo qi fu. |
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qi pi mu jue. |
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zhong |
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ruo chong. |
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zi fen xuan dao gan. |
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chang |
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xiao |
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qiang |
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e. |
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li shang zi fen |
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xin. |
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shou lu ju |
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fa mai ri 2012 05 16 |
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zhong |
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zuò qǔ THE COMPANY |
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wèi jīng? jué xīn. |
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hé biàn? . |
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zì rì. zuì jìn? |
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wén xián bì zuò.. |
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shuí xìn |
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zì fēn |
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1 rén shēng. |
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shuí xiū. |
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è qì chí |
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xiào . |
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.. |
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sī yàng bì sǐ qiáng. |
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guī jì |
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hòu |
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xiào |
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xiào shì |
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shuí qì fù |
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1 rén qì chū. |
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yè wàng bù. |
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jū chǎng suǒ yù |
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yè táo ru |
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quán bù wěi |
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mǎn |
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jì gū dú |
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kōng |
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mèng |
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xíng? 1 rén xiāo |
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wò shǒu yù. |
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è qì chí |
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xiào . |
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shuí. |
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yán zì xìn. |
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dì |
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xiào yán rén. |
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yán fǎn zì fēn huǐ |
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chún niè dì |
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luò qì fù. |
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qì pí mù jué. |
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zhōng |
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ruò chóng. |
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zì fēn xuǎn dào gān. |
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chǎng |
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xiào |
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qiáng |
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è. |
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lì shàng zì fēn |
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xìn. |
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shōu lù jū |
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fā mài rì 2012 05 16 |
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zhōng |
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绝望 |
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过了多长时间？自从那次下决心以后。 |
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有什么变化呢？自从那次分手以后。 |
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沉浸在工作中的每一天。 “最近怎么了？” |
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听到这句话真讨厌、只好装作没听见。。 |
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不管怎么样都无所谓了 再也不相信谁了 |
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连自己都不知道了 |
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但是、一个人是活不下去的 |
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比谁都想要休息 |
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真是不好“痛苦”的感觉 |
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（笑）装作很开心的样子蒙混过去 |
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实际上已经很混乱了。。 |
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“好可怜”什么的… |
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拼命的什么也不想，振作起来 |
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“好想回去” “好寂寞啊” |
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“已经不行了”的后面是 |
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（笑）来蒙混过去 |
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真的笑不出来的时候… |
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“谁又注意的到呢” |
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一个人哭了起来 |
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不要忘了那晚 在路上走着 |
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好想有个地方 |
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可以躲进那个夜里 |
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全部都伪装起来 |
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装扮的好好的 |
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好好的满足一番 |
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“好寂寞啊” “好孤独啊” |
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虽然容易蒙混过去 |
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但实际一场如空啊… |
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真正的我、真正的梦想、 |
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去哪里呢？ 自己一个人好像快消失了 |
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好像有个人可以握住我的手。 |
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真是不好“痛苦”的感觉 |
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（笑）装作很开心的样子蒙混过去 |
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并不是谁都可以 |
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但是我是这样的我 |
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“与你同在”这样的话 |
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连说的自信都没有 |
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“放弃吧” |
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一边笑一边说的人也有 |
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说了自己又不能反悔 |
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只要咬牙放弃… |
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像一般人那样松了口气 |
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睁开哭累了的眼睛 |
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“这样的时候还不能结束” |
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再见了胆小鬼 |
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因为是自己选的路所以不能再撒娇了 |
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不知道怎么办 无处发泄的心情 |
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（笑）来蒙混过去 |
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现在开始会变强 |
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不要那么差劲了 |
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已经不是小孩子了 |
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重新站起来的自己 |
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还想要相信 |
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收录：ヒミツ ～キミのそばに居るために～ |
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发售日：2012/05/16 |
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完 |
