| 歌曲 | Cleaning Out My Closet |
| 歌手 | Angel Haze |
| 专辑 | Classick |
| [00:09.18] | Now, this might get a little personal |
| [00:11.92] | Or a lot actually Parental discretion is advised |
| [00:19.91] | When I was 10, shit, I believed I could fly |
| [00:23.61] | I would just flap my fucking arms and meet with the sky |
| [00:26.80] | And in my mind I would invision I was speaking with God |
| [00:33.30] | And then I chop his fucking fist off and beat him with mine |
| [00:33.05] | But this is just a fucking portion of the war with my mind |
| [00:33.69] | So I'm a take you fuckers back into the vortex of time |
| [00:39.75] | When I was 7 invision me at the bottom of stairs |
| [00:42.74] | And I silently swear that this is the truth no falacy here |
| [00:45.78] | See I was young man... I was just a toddler a kid |
| [00:49.17] | And he wasn't the first to successfully try what he did |
| [00:52.31] | He took me to the basement and after the lights would be cut |
| [00:55.64] | He whipped it out in sight of my eyes and forced his cock through my gut |
| [00:58.88] | See it was weird because I felt that I was losing my mind |
| [01:02.08] | And then it happened like it happened like milions of times |
| [01:05.31] | And I would swear that I would tell but then they'd think I was lying |
| [01:08.80] | And now the power that he held was like a beacon in mine |
| [01:11.79] | So now I got used to it, I put up with the shit |
| [01:14.97] | And now my hate was so Vocanicly eruptive and shit |
| [01:18.27] | But this is nothing 'cause I guess he told his friend what he do |
| [01:21.60] | And they ate it up shit I was like a buffet for 2 |
| [01:24.64] | And then it happened then at home where everybody fucking knew |
| [01:28.03] | And they ain't do shit but fucking blame it on youth |
| [01:31.27] | I'm sorry mom but I really used to blame it on you |
| [01:34.51] | But even you by then wouldn't know what to do |
| [01:37.64] | And now it happened so often that he was getting particular |
| [01:41.19] | And I more scared every time I worked in my speed and ventricular |
| [01:44.53] | One night he came home and I was asleep in my bed |
| [01:47.41] | He climbed on top of me and forced himself between my legs |
| [01:50.93] | He told me |
| [01:51.89] | "Hey ray, I see you like them popsicle sticks |
| [01:54.22] | So put your mouth on my dick and suck and swallow the spit"***（ |
| [01:57.52] | And I was confused but I was scared so I did what he said |
| [02:00.65] | I had no idea the affect it would have on my head |
| [02:03.83] | My heart was pumping it was stumping with like tons of my fear |
| [02:07.22] | Imagine being 7 seeing cum in yo underwear |
| [02:10.26] | I know it's nasty but sometimes I'd even bleed from my butt |
| [02:13.46] | Disgusting right, now let that feeling ring through your guts |
| [02:16.59] | I thought of offing myself I thought of killing these niggas |
| [02:20.24] | Wanted to take a fucking brick and push their teeth through their liver |
| [02:23.27] | Wanted to smash like the fucking world and burn it's leftover part |
| [02:26.41] | Wanted to rip it out and just fucking step on my heart |
| [02:29.44] | Then I grew up and I wasn't within a reach of these men |
| [02:32.83] | But that didn't keep out of motherfucking reach of my sin |
| [02:36.18] | And psychologically I was just as fucked as they come |
| [02:39.12] | I was confused I had to prove I wasn't fucked from the jump |
| [02:42.45] | I was afraid of myself I had no love for myself |
| [02:45.60] | I tried to kill I tried to hide I tried to run from myself |
| [02:48.99] | There was a point in my life where I didn't like who I was |
| [02:52.17] | So I create the other people I would try to become |
| [02:55.37] | Sexuality came into play and with as scarred as I was |
| [02:58.90] | I was extremely scared of men so I start liking girls |
| [03:00.67] | I started starving myself fucked up my bodily health |
| [03:05.58] | I didn't want to be attractive to nobody else |
| [03:08.41] | I didn't want the appeal wanted to stop my own growth |
| [03:11.60] | But there's a fucking reason behind every scar that I show |
| [03:14.99] | I never got to be a kid so that's as far as I grow |
| [03:18.63] | My mental state is out of date and that's how far as I know |
| [03:21.67] | My biggest problem was fear what being fearful could do and |
| [03:24.80] | It made me run it made me hide it made me scared of the truth |
| [03:27.95] | I'm not deranged anymore I'm not the same anymore |
| [03:31.04] | I mean I'm sane but I'm insane but not the same as before |
| [03:34.63] | I had to deal with my shit I had to look at my truth |
| [03:37.66] | To understand that to grow you gotta look at your root |
| [03:40.81] | I had to cut off the dead I had to make myself proud |
| [03:44.25] | And I'm just standing breathing living proof look at me now |
| [03:47.49] | I made it through everything I made you look like a clown |
| [03:50.63] | I'm fucking great k fucking hate you nigga look at me now |
| [03:53.87] | And I'm just saying this to tell you there's a way from the ground |
| [03:57.26] | The makings of a legend is often hiden in thorns |
| [04:00.87] | So just be strong and just move on and just accept what you can |
| [04:03.55] | Because it makes your story better when you read it, the end |
| [04:07.46] | That's the story of every scar that I show |
| [04:13.48] | I made it out this a mean nobody's goten before |
| [04:16.82] | I had to open my wounds I had to bleed till I stop |
| [04:20.06] | Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet |
| [04:23.34] | I said I opened my wounds I had to bleed till I stop |
| [04:26.84] | Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet |
| [00:09.18] | Now, this might get a little personal |
| [00:11.92] | Or a lot actually Parental discretion is advised |
| [00:19.91] | When I was 10, shit, I believed I could fly |
| [00:23.61] | I would just flap my fucking arms and meet with the sky |
| [00:26.80] | And in my mind I would invision I was speaking with God |
| [00:33.30] | And then I chop his fucking fist off and beat him with mine |
| [00:33.05] | But this is just a fucking portion of the war with my mind |
| [00:33.69] | So I' m a take you fuckers back into the vortex of time |
| [00:39.75] | When I was 7 invision me at the bottom of stairs |
| [00:42.74] | And I silently swear that this is the truth no falacy here |
| [00:45.78] | See I was young man... I was just a toddler a kid |
| [00:49.17] | And he wasn' t the first to successfully try what he did |
| [00:52.31] | He took me to the basement and after the lights would be cut |
| [00:55.64] | He whipped it out in sight of my eyes and forced his cock through my gut |
| [00:58.88] | See it was weird because I felt that I was losing my mind |
| [01:02.08] | And then it happened like it happened like milions of times |
| [01:05.31] | And I would swear that I would tell but then they' d think I was lying |
| [01:08.80] | And now the power that he held was like a beacon in mine |
| [01:11.79] | So now I got used to it, I put up with the shit |
| [01:14.97] | And now my hate was so Vocanicly eruptive and shit |
| [01:18.27] | But this is nothing ' cause I guess he told his friend what he do |
| [01:21.60] | And they ate it up shit I was like a buffet for 2 |
| [01:24.64] | And then it happened then at home where everybody fucking knew |
| [01:28.03] | And they ain' t do shit but fucking blame it on youth |
| [01:31.27] | I' m sorry mom but I really used to blame it on you |
| [01:34.51] | But even you by then wouldn' t know what to do |
| [01:37.64] | And now it happened so often that he was getting particular |
| [01:41.19] | And I more scared every time I worked in my speed and ventricular |
| [01:44.53] | One night he came home and I was asleep in my bed |
| [01:47.41] | He climbed on top of me and forced himself between my legs |
| [01:50.93] | He told me |
| [01:51.89] | " Hey ray, I see you like them popsicle sticks |
| [01:54.22] | So put your mouth on my dick and suck and swallow the spit" |
| [01:57.52] | And I was confused but I was scared so I did what he said |
| [02:00.65] | I had no idea the affect it would have on my head |
| [02:03.83] | My heart was pumping it was stumping with like tons of my fear |
| [02:07.22] | Imagine being 7 seeing cum in yo underwear |
| [02:10.26] | I know it' s nasty but sometimes I' d even bleed from my butt |
| [02:13.46] | Disgusting right, now let that feeling ring through your guts |
| [02:16.59] | I thought of offing myself I thought of killing these niggas |
| [02:20.24] | Wanted to take a fucking brick and push their teeth through their liver |
| [02:23.27] | Wanted to smash like the fucking world and burn it' s leftover part |
| [02:26.41] | Wanted to rip it out and just fucking step on my heart |
| [02:29.44] | Then I grew up and I wasn' t within a reach of these men |
| [02:32.83] | But that didn' t keep out of motherfucking reach of my sin |
| [02:36.18] | And psychologically I was just as fucked as they come |
| [02:39.12] | I was confused I had to prove I wasn' t fucked from the jump |
| [02:42.45] | I was afraid of myself I had no love for myself |
| [02:45.60] | I tried to kill I tried to hide I tried to run from myself |
| [02:48.99] | There was a point in my life where I didn' t like who I was |
| [02:52.17] | So I create the other people I would try to become |
| [02:55.37] | Sexuality came into play and with as scarred as I was |
| [02:58.90] | I was extremely scared of men so I start liking girls |
| [03:00.67] | I started starving myself fucked up my bodily health |
| [03:05.58] | I didn' t want to be attractive to nobody else |
| [03:08.41] | I didn' t want the appeal wanted to stop my own growth |
| [03:11.60] | But there' s a fucking reason behind every scar that I show |
| [03:14.99] | I never got to be a kid so that' s as far as I grow |
| [03:18.63] | My mental state is out of date and that' s how far as I know |
| [03:21.67] | My biggest problem was fear what being fearful could do and |
| [03:24.80] | It made me run it made me hide it made me scared of the truth |
| [03:27.95] | I' m not deranged anymore I' m not the same anymore |
| [03:31.04] | I mean I' m sane but I' m insane but not the same as before |
| [03:34.63] | I had to deal with my shit I had to look at my truth |
| [03:37.66] | To understand that to grow you gotta look at your root |
| [03:40.81] | I had to cut off the dead I had to make myself proud |
| [03:44.25] | And I' m just standing breathing living proof look at me now |
| [03:47.49] | I made it through everything I made you look like a clown |
| [03:50.63] | I' m fucking great k fucking hate you nigga look at me now |
| [03:53.87] | And I' m just saying this to tell you there' s a way from the ground |
| [03:57.26] | The makings of a legend is often hiden in thorns |
| [04:00.87] | So just be strong and just move on and just accept what you can |
| [04:03.55] | Because it makes your story better when you read it, the end |
| [04:07.46] | That' s the story of every scar that I show |
| [04:13.48] | I made it out this a mean nobody' s goten before |
| [04:16.82] | I had to open my wounds I had to bleed till I stop |
| [04:20.06] | Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet |
| [04:23.34] | I said I opened my wounds I had to bleed till I stop |
| [04:26.84] | Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet |
| [00:09.18] | zhè kě néng yǒu yì diǎn sī mì |
| [00:11.92] | yīng gāi shì hěn sī mì ba ā fù mǔ de jué dìng zǒng shì míng zhì de |
| [00:19.91] | wǒ 10 suì shí wǒ xiāng xìn wǒ kě yǐ fēi |
| [00:23.61] | wǒ huì cháo zhe tiān kōng zhāng kāi shuāng bì |
| [00:26.80] | jiǎ xiǎng wǒ zhèng tóng shàng dì duì huà |
| [00:33.30] | rán hòu wǒ kǎn xià tā de quán tou zòu tā |
| [00:33.05] | zhè zhǐ shì wǒ nǎo hǎi lǐ zhè chǎng zhàn zhēng de yī xiǎo bù fèn |
| [00:33.69] | wǒ yào jiāng nǐ men zhèi xiē hún dàn tuō huí shí jiān de xuán wō |
| [00:39.75] | xiǎng xiàng yī xià qī suì de wǒ dāi zài lóu tī xià |
| [00:42.74] | wǒ fā shì zhè shì shì shí jué méi bàn jù huǎng huà |
| [00:45.78] | wǒ dāng shí hěn xiǎo zhǐ shì yí gè yòu ér |
| [00:49.17] | kuàng qiě tā bú shì dì yí gè chéng gōng cháng shì tā suǒ zuò de shì de rén |
| [00:52.31] | tā bǎ wǒ dài dào dì xià shì rán hòu guān le dēng |
| [00:55.64] | tā zài wǒ yǎn qián tuō xià kk rán hòu zì xíng nǎo bǔ |
| [00:58.88] | zhè hěn guǐ yì wǒ gǎn jué wǒ yǐ shī qù lǐ zhì |
| [01:02.08] | rán hòu jiù zhè yàng fā shēng le hǎo xiàng zhè yǐ fā shēng guò qiān qiān wàn wàn cì |
| [01:05.31] | wǒ fā shì wǒ yǒu shuō chū zhè jiàn shì dàn shì bié rén dōu rèn wéi wǒ zài shuō huǎng |
| [01:08.80] | tā zuò de yī qiè yǐ zài wǒ xīn lǐ liú xià le yīn yǐng |
| [01:11.79] | suǒ yǐ xiàn zài wǒ yǐ xí guàn yī zhí rěn shòu zhe |
| [01:14.97] | zēng hèn zài wǒ xīn lǐ fēng cháng |
| [01:18.27] | dàn zhè hái bú shì zuì zāo gāo de wǒ cāi tā gào sù le tā péng yǒu tā suǒ zuò de yī qiè |
| [01:21.60] | dàn tā men què bāng tā yǐn mán wǒ jiù xiàng yī fèn shuāng rén zì zhù cān gōng tā men wú xiàn xiǎng yòng |
| [01:24.64] | hòu lái yòu fā shēng le zhè zhǒng shì cǐ hòu jiā lǐ rén dōu zhī dào le |
| [01:28.03] | dàn tā men shén me yě méi zuò zhǐ guài shì nián shào qīng kuáng |
| [01:31.27] | wǒ hěn bào qiàn mom dàn wǒ yǐ qián zhēn de yī zhí zé guài nǐ |
| [01:34.51] | dàn wǒ zhī dào nà shí hou nǐ yě wú néng wéi lì |
| [01:37.64] | hòu lái zhè zhǒng shì pín pín fā shēng tā dōu bǎ zhè dāng lǐ suǒ dāng rán le |
| [01:41.19] | yī cì yòu yī cì wǒ yuè lái yuè hài pà dàn wǒ huì jǐn liàng pèi hé ràng zhè jǐn kuài jié shù |
| [01:44.53] | yì tiān wǎn shàng wǒ zhèng zài shuì jiào shí tā lái wǒ jiā |
| [01:47.41] | tā pá dào wǒ shēn shàng rán hòu... |
| [01:50.93] | tā gào sù wǒ |
| [01:51.89] | hēi ray wǒ zhī dào nǐ xǐ huān chī xuě tiáo |
| [01:54.22] | zì xíng nǎo bǔ huà miàn |
| [01:57.52] | wǒ hěn kùn huò yě hěn hài pà suǒ yǐ wǒ àn tā shuō de zuò le |
| [02:00.65] | wǒ yà gēn bù zhī dào zhè huí zài wǒ nǎo hǎi lǐ huī zhī bù qù |
| [02:03.83] | wǒ de xīn dài zhe wàn dūn kǒng jù yī zhí tiào |
| [02:07.22] | xiǎng xiǎng qī suì shí nǐ zài nǐ nèi yī shàng kàn dào jīng yè |
| [02:10.26] | wǒ zhī dào zhè hěn ě xīn yǒu shí wǒ de pp shèn zhì huì liú xiě |
| [02:13.46] | hěn ě xīn shì ma? xiàn zài ràng nà zhǒng gǎn shòu zài nǐ cháng zi lǐ yóu dàng |
| [02:16.59] | wǒ xiǎng guò fēng bì zì jǐ wǒ xiǎng shā le nèi xiē zhā nán |
| [02:20.24] | xiǎng ná zhuān tóu bǎ tā men yá chǐ tuī dào gān lǐ biǎo shì bù qīng chǔ zhè zhǒng sǐ fǎ |
| [02:23.27] | xiǎng yào shāo huǐ zhè gè shì jiè |
| [02:26.41] | xiǎng yào huàn xǐng zì jǐ zǎo yǐ má mù de xīn |
| [02:29.44] | hòu lái wǒ zhǎng dà le yuǎn lí le zhèi xiē zhā nán |
| [02:32.83] | dàn wǒ hái shì wú fǎ wàng jì wǒ de chǐ rǔ |
| [02:36.18] | dàn tā men réng zài wǒ xīn lǐ huī zhī bù qù |
| [02:39.12] | wǒ bù míng bái wèi hé zì jǐ zǒng xiǎng táo bì mǒ diào zhèi xiē pò shì |
| [02:42.45] | wǒ hěn pà zì jǐ tǎo yàn zì jǐ |
| [02:45.60] | wǒ shì guò zì shā shì guò yǐn mán shì guò táo bì zì jǐ |
| [02:48.99] | yǒu yī duàn shí jiān wǒ hěn tǎo yàn zì jǐ |
| [02:52.17] | wǒ shì tú gǎi biàn zì jǐ |
| [02:55.37] | wǒ hái shì gēn yǐ qián yí yàng hài pà xìng |
| [02:58.90] | wǒ hěn pà nán rén suǒ yǐ wǒ kāi shǐ xǐ huān nǚ shēng |
| [03:00.67] | wǒ kāi shǐ jué shí kāi shǐ zì cán |
| [03:05.58] | wǒ bù xiǎng rèn hé rén xǐ huān wǒ |
| [03:08.41] | wǒ bù xiǎng xī yǐn rèn hé rén bù xiǎng zhǎng dà |
| [03:11.60] | wǒ shēn shàng měi dào bā bèi hòu dōu yǒu gù shì |
| [03:14.99] | wǒ méi yǒu tóng nián |
| [03:18.63] | wǒ bǐ tóng líng rén dōu zǎo shú |
| [03:21.67] | wǒ zuì pà zì jǐ yīn kǒng jù ér zuò shǎ shì |
| [03:24.80] | wǒ céng yīn cǐ táo bì yǐn mán wú fǎ jiē shòu shì shí |
| [03:27.95] | xiàn zài wǒ bù zài jīng shén hùn luàn le wǒ yǐ bú shì zhī qián nà gè wǒ le |
| [03:31.04] | wǒ hěn lǐ zhì dàn shì wǒ hái shì hěn fēng kuáng dàn bú shì zhī qián jīng shén hùn luàn de nà zhǒng fēng |
| [03:34.63] | wǒ bù dé bù chǔ lǐ zhèi xiē pò shì wǒ bù dé bù miàn duì xiàn shí |
| [03:37.66] | yào míng bái rú guǒ nǐ xiǎng chéng zhǎng nǐ bì xū yào liǎo jiě zì jǐ de gēn qīng chǔ liǎo jiě jiē shòu zì jǐ de guò qù |
| [03:40.81] | wǒ dǎ xiāo le zì shā de niàn tou wǒ nǔ lì ràng zì jǐ biàn chéng ràng zì jǐ jiāo ào de rén |
| [03:44.25] | wǒ píng fán de shēng huó zhe kàn kàn xiàn zài de wǒ |
| [03:47.49] | wǒ yǐ duì guò qù shì huái wǒ de shì huái ràng nǐ xiǎn de wú bǐ kě xiào |
| [03:50.63] | wǒ guò de hěn hǎo dàn wǒ hái shì hěn tǎo yàn nǐ zhā nán |
| [03:53.87] | wǒ zhǐ xiǎng gào sù nǐ men tiān wú jué rén zhī lù |
| [03:57.26] | chéng wéi chuán qí zhī dào zǒng shì bù mǎn jīng jí |
| [04:00.87] | nǐ zhǐ xū yào qián jìn jiān qiáng diǎn qīng chǔ zì jǐ de shí lì |
| [04:03.55] | zhè huì ràng nǐ de rén shēng gèng jīng cǎi |
| [04:07.46] | zhè jiù shì wǒ shāng bā bèi hòu de gù shì |
| [04:13.48] | wǒ yòng yī zhǒng qián suǒ wèi yǒu de fāng shì jiǎng chū lái |
| [04:16.82] | rán ér wǒ bù dé bù jiē kāi shāng bā rú guǒ wǒ bù tíng xià lái jiǎng xuè liú bù zhǐ |
| [04:20.06] | gǎn xiè nǐ men qīng tīng wǒ zì bào jiā chǒu |
| [04:23.34] | wǒ yǐ jiē kāi shāng bā zhǐ yǒu wǒ tíng zhǐ le xuè cái huì zhǐ |
| [04:26.84] | gǎn xiè nǐ men qīng tīng wǒ zì bào jiā chǒu |