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Lately i |
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Lately i need medication |
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Just to get through conversation |
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Pleading for the entertainment |
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I could be wrong i think i'm changing |
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Blissful thoughts they come and go |
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My family says you're not alone |
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Pretending that i feel at home |
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So happiness has been unknown |
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I wish that things would be different |
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Mm still i have my own addictions |
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No no matter what i'm on a mission |
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I never said that i was Christian |
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Oh it's hard to trust in your religion |
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So we all will have our own predictions |
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Oh i'm tired of being the victim |
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Whoa of circumstances i jump in when |
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I know the cost of my ashes i see them clashing with people's perfect image of me |
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Getting lost in the fashion even with tragedy happens |
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I see the light and i bask in probably the reason i lasted not focusing on the static |
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And all the and all the time left of my own devices |
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Has made me realize that i'm way too devicive |
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I'm scared you are coming on too strong |
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I've been damaged in the brain for too long |
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Lately i need medication |
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Just to get through conversation |
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Pleading for the entertainment |
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I could be wrong i think i'm changing |
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Blissful thoughts they come and go |
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My family says you're not alone |
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Pretending that i feel at home |
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So happiness has been unknown |
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It's hard to act like everything's okay |
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Got too much flowers just waiting on my grave |
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I feel similar 24 7 every day just minimal while i've been living in slow days |
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This stress breaks me down to the point where i feel it inside my bones and my choice |
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I've learned to live with the things that i hate the most |
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Yeah let's raise a toast to getting over the trauma |
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Raise some hope from dishonor and take a quote from my mama |
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She told me live form the drama |
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These wounds are making you stronger and don't be close to the facts |
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It doesn't help to be worried so i just try to relax |
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My name just wants me to make money not concerned with the steps |
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I can't take that where i'm going i leave it all in my stance |
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Lately i move monster teaching got no concern to be fast |
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If my soul's ever defeated know that i live to learn |
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Lately i need medication |
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Just to get through conversation |
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Pleading for the entertainment |
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I could be wrong i think i'm changing |
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Blissful thoughts they come and go |
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My family says you're not alone |
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Pretending that i feel at home |
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So happiness has been unknown |
