| [00:00.000] | 作曲 : Dax/Alex Nour |
| [00:00.300] | Give me the beat and a mic |
| [00:01.511] | Give me the freedom to write |
| [00:02.088] | Give me the vision to see my demons and beat 'em at night |
| [00:03.537] | Give me the pen and the pad |
| [00:04.399] | Give me a couple of stans |
| [00:05.179] | Gave you a percentage but I'm taking home all of the bag |
| [00:06.825] | Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people loving me and |
| [00:08.845] | Call upon everybody who came before and tell them to come and inject me with whatever they're smoking man, I'm sick! |
| [00:13.980] | But I think you know that already |
| [00:15.498] | You call me evil but how would you know it unless you live it already |
| [00:18.721] | You think you’re better right? |
| [00:20.244] | Because nobodies seen what you’ve done in the dark but if I put your life in this light you would crumble and fight to survive or die but bitch I ****ing knew that already |
| [00:26.899] | I ain't special |
| [00:28.092] | But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid for judging a human |
| [00:31.431] | While you sit at home and the whole world can't watch what you're doing or follow and hate all your movements |
| [00:34.633] | I ain't complaining but I know the people who do it are sicker than me and I'm sick enough I might just lose it |
| [00:38.532] | Ya, you think you know me 'cause you double tap on picture |
| [00:40.768] | I hate the fact that you judge me it’s driving me crazy so when it’s to deep I say **** it and drown in some liquor |
| [00:44.755] | I write these verses in blood I got chapters for days 'cause my heart is my biblical scripture |
| [00:47.776] | And I ain't a prophet but I can predict that you’ll never catch happiness till you're the pitcher |
| [00:51.091] | So please continue to laugh if I’m a clown you're a circus act |
| [00:53.632] | When I rap it’s in a surgeons mask |
| [00:55.251] | Cause I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion from first to last |
| [00:58.444] | Then cut back with a message that’s hidden in melody making them think and ask |
| [01:01.727] | If I was the one on the table pushing giving birth to rap |
| [01:04.055] | Maybe it was me |
| [01:05.167] | Maybe you like all my music but don’t really actually love me |
| [01:07.306] | Maybe you just want a picture |
| [01:08.621] | Maybe you just want to see me 'cause you need some money |
| [01:10.475] | Maybe you think that I’m happy |
| [01:11.668] | Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole when it’s actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me |
| [01:16.721] | I think I’m sick |
| [01:17.299] | I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic |
| [01:19.618] | I got a problem |
| [01:20.467] | I’m in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my dick |
| [01:22.732] | She cut a hole in my heart now I fill it with women who love me 'cause they think I’m rich |
| [01:25.828] | And if I be honest I just told a bitch that I care but I really do not give a shit |
| [01:28.999] | So what’s your excuse? |
| [01:29.948] | What helps you sleep? |
| [01:31.344] | You leave a negative comment not knowing what you sew you will reap |
| [01:34.351] | I bet you smile when you post thinking you're hurting me, but you see the way the brain works you become what you speak |
| [01:40.902] | I need peace! |
| [01:41.849] | But y’all can’t offer that |
| [01:43.693] | I held my ground, I didn’t sell my soul |
| [01:45.672] | I said **** the fame, y’all can’t take that offer back |
| [01:47.489] | **** a shelf you can't take me off the rack |
| [01:49.013] | All the fame is not worth a heart attack |
| [01:50.493] | You're insane, you're in pain, I can tell by what you saying, but |
| [01:54.321] | My bad, I forgot you were fragile |
| [01:56.588] | I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an ******* |
| [01:59.550] | I forgot that I’m a villain |
| [02:00.948] | I forgot that I’ve always spread positivity, but you think I didn't |
| [02:04.320] | I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence |
| [02:07.406] | I forgot I’m better off alone |
| [02:09.137] | I forgot I care for everyone's happiness, but forget about my own |
| [02:12.606] | I forget I spend every waking second on my phone, hahahaha |
| [02:19.297] | Come and join my circus, I’m recruiting |
| [02:21.970] | I’m taking everyone who passes judgement bitch that’s including |
| [02:24.928] | Everyone who thinks it’s so amusing |
| [02:26.530] | To put me down while I’m pursuing |
| [02:27.971] | The key board warriors that live online behind a screen that's just an illusion |
| [02:31.271] | Come, come, come, come join my circus |
| [02:33.000] | You ****ing bitches |
| [02:34.565] | I’ll **** you till you love me then pay you to do some tricks |
| [02:37.666] | I don’t need a doctor I need a bag of nails and bricks to lay down on the floor so if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt when you tried to come sink my ship |
| [02:45.589] | Let me explain, you all help me financially gain |
| [02:47.567] | But I spend my money on mental health books and read them just to control all my pain |
| [02:50.863] | I don’t wear clothes, but bought this chain and just like you this chain is fake |
| [02:53.910] | I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness written on my ****ing face |
| [02:59.402] | What'd you expect? |
| [03:00.267] | Did you think I was immune to what you were saying and didn’t see all of the disrespect? |
| [03:02.820] | Do you think I’m not human, have no feelings, or maybe you think I’m ****ing weak and now I’m pleading |
| [03:07.593] | Maybe you think I’m just too good and that I’m ****ing cheating? |
| [03:10.763] | Or maybe just maybe |
| [03:14.349] | You're blind and the hate inside your heart clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme |
| [03:20.147] | Even though we all know I’m one of the best of all time |
| [03:25.206] | Or maybe you're just a ****ing bitch and I can't |
| [03:27.928] | Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league |
| [03:31.754] | Stop saying I don’t believe in God just because you can’t read |
| [03:34.837] | Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed |
| [03:37.802] | I'm not alone, I know there's millions out there just like me |
| [00:00.000] | zuo qu : Dax Alex Nour |
| [00:00.300] | Give me the beat and a mic |
| [00:01.511] | Give me the freedom to write |
| [00:02.088] | Give me the vision to see my demons and beat ' em at night |
| [00:03.537] | Give me the pen and the pad |
| [00:04.399] | Give me a couple of stans |
| [00:05.179] | Gave you a percentage but I' m taking home all of the bag |
| [00:06.825] | Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people loving me and |
| [00:08.845] | Call upon everybody who came before and tell them to come and inject me with whatever they' re smoking man, I' m sick! |
| [00:13.980] | But I think you know that already |
| [00:15.498] | You call me evil but how would you know it unless you live it already |
| [00:18.721] | You think you' re better right? |
| [00:20.244] | Because nobodies seen what you' ve done in the dark but if I put your life in this light you would crumble and fight to survive or die but bitch I ing knew that already |
| [00:26.899] | I ain' t special |
| [00:28.092] | But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid for judging a human |
| [00:31.431] | While you sit at home and the whole world can' t watch what you' re doing or follow and hate all your movements |
| [00:34.633] | I ain' t complaining but I know the people who do it are sicker than me and I' m sick enough I might just lose it |
| [00:38.532] | Ya, you think you know me ' cause you double tap on picture |
| [00:40.768] | I hate the fact that you judge me it' s driving me crazy so when it' s to deep I say it and drown in some liquor |
| [00:44.755] | I write these verses in blood I got chapters for days ' cause my heart is my biblical scripture |
| [00:47.776] | And I ain' t a prophet but I can predict that you' ll never catch happiness till you' re the pitcher |
| [00:51.091] | So please continue to laugh if I' m a clown you' re a circus act |
| [00:53.632] | When I rap it' s in a surgeons mask |
| [00:55.251] | Cause I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion from first to last |
| [00:58.444] | Then cut back with a message that' s hidden in melody making them think and ask |
| [01:01.727] | If I was the one on the table pushing giving birth to rap |
| [01:04.055] | Maybe it was me |
| [01:05.167] | Maybe you like all my music but don' t really actually love me |
| [01:07.306] | Maybe you just want a picture |
| [01:08.621] | Maybe you just want to see me ' cause you need some money |
| [01:10.475] | Maybe you think that I' m happy |
| [01:11.668] | Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole when it' s actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me |
| [01:16.721] | I think I' m sick |
| [01:17.299] | I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic |
| [01:19.618] | I got a problem |
| [01:20.467] | I' m in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my dick |
| [01:22.732] | She cut a hole in my heart now I fill it with women who love me ' cause they think I' m rich |
| [01:25.828] | And if I be honest I just told a bitch that I care but I really do not give a shit |
| [01:28.999] | So what' s your excuse? |
| [01:29.948] | What helps you sleep? |
| [01:31.344] | You leave a negative comment not knowing what you sew you will reap |
| [01:34.351] | I bet you smile when you post thinking you' re hurting me, but you see the way the brain works you become what you speak |
| [01:40.902] | I need peace! |
| [01:41.849] | But y' all can' t offer that |
| [01:43.693] | I held my ground, I didn' t sell my soul |
| [01:45.672] | I said the fame, y' all can' t take that offer back |
| [01:47.489] | a shelf you can' t take me off the rack |
| [01:49.013] | All the fame is not worth a heart attack |
| [01:50.493] | You' re insane, you' re in pain, I can tell by what you saying, but |
| [01:54.321] | My bad, I forgot you were fragile |
| [01:56.588] | I forgot someone who doesn' t even know me told you I' m an |
| [01:59.550] | I forgot that I' m a villain |
| [02:00.948] | I forgot that I' ve always spread positivity, but you think I didn' t |
| [02:04.320] | I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence |
| [02:07.406] | I forgot I' m better off alone |
| [02:09.137] | I forgot I care for everyone' s happiness, but forget about my own |
| [02:12.606] | I forget I spend every waking second on my phone, hahahaha |
| [02:19.297] | Come and join my circus, I' m recruiting |
| [02:21.970] | I' m taking everyone who passes judgement bitch that' s including |
| [02:24.928] | Everyone who thinks it' s so amusing |
| [02:26.530] | To put me down while I' m pursuing |
| [02:27.971] | The key board warriors that live online behind a screen that' s just an illusion |
| [02:31.271] | Come, come, come, come join my circus |
| [02:33.000] | You ing bitches |
| [02:34.565] | I' ll you till you love me then pay you to do some tricks |
| [02:37.666] | I don' t need a doctor I need a bag of nails and bricks to lay down on the floor so if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt when you tried to come sink my ship |
| [02:45.589] | Let me explain, you all help me financially gain |
| [02:47.567] | But I spend my money on mental health books and read them just to control all my pain |
| [02:50.863] | I don' t wear clothes, but bought this chain and just like you this chain is fake |
| [02:53.910] | I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness written on my ing face |
| [02:59.402] | What' d you expect? |
| [03:00.267] | Did you think I was immune to what you were saying and didn' t see all of the disrespect? |
| [03:02.820] | Do you think I' m not human, have no feelings, or maybe you think I' m ing weak and now I' m pleading |
| [03:07.593] | Maybe you think I' m just too good and that I' m ing cheating? |
| [03:10.763] | Or maybe just maybe |
| [03:14.349] | You' re blind and the hate inside your heart clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme |
| [03:20.147] | Even though we all know I' m one of the best of all time |
| [03:25.206] | Or maybe you' re just a ing bitch and I can' t |
| [03:27.928] | Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league |
| [03:31.754] | Stop saying I don' t believe in God just because you can' t read |
| [03:34.837] | Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed |
| [03:37.802] | I' m not alone, I know there' s millions out there just like me |
| [00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : Dax Alex Nour |
| [00:00.300] | Give me the beat and a mic |
| [00:01.511] | Give me the freedom to write |
| [00:02.088] | Give me the vision to see my demons and beat ' em at night |
| [00:03.537] | Give me the pen and the pad |
| [00:04.399] | Give me a couple of stans |
| [00:05.179] | Gave you a percentage but I' m taking home all of the bag |
| [00:06.825] | Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people loving me and |
| [00:08.845] | Call upon everybody who came before and tell them to come and inject me with whatever they' re smoking man, I' m sick! |
| [00:13.980] | But I think you know that already |
| [00:15.498] | You call me evil but how would you know it unless you live it already |
| [00:18.721] | You think you' re better right? |
| [00:20.244] | Because nobodies seen what you' ve done in the dark but if I put your life in this light you would crumble and fight to survive or die but bitch I ing knew that already |
| [00:26.899] | I ain' t special |
| [00:28.092] | But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid for judging a human |
| [00:31.431] | While you sit at home and the whole world can' t watch what you' re doing or follow and hate all your movements |
| [00:34.633] | I ain' t complaining but I know the people who do it are sicker than me and I' m sick enough I might just lose it |
| [00:38.532] | Ya, you think you know me ' cause you double tap on picture |
| [00:40.768] | I hate the fact that you judge me it' s driving me crazy so when it' s to deep I say it and drown in some liquor |
| [00:44.755] | I write these verses in blood I got chapters for days ' cause my heart is my biblical scripture |
| [00:47.776] | And I ain' t a prophet but I can predict that you' ll never catch happiness till you' re the pitcher |
| [00:51.091] | So please continue to laugh if I' m a clown you' re a circus act |
| [00:53.632] | When I rap it' s in a surgeons mask |
| [00:55.251] | Cause I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion from first to last |
| [00:58.444] | Then cut back with a message that' s hidden in melody making them think and ask |
| [01:01.727] | If I was the one on the table pushing giving birth to rap |
| [01:04.055] | Maybe it was me |
| [01:05.167] | Maybe you like all my music but don' t really actually love me |
| [01:07.306] | Maybe you just want a picture |
| [01:08.621] | Maybe you just want to see me ' cause you need some money |
| [01:10.475] | Maybe you think that I' m happy |
| [01:11.668] | Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole when it' s actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me |
| [01:16.721] | I think I' m sick |
| [01:17.299] | I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic |
| [01:19.618] | I got a problem |
| [01:20.467] | I' m in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my dick |
| [01:22.732] | She cut a hole in my heart now I fill it with women who love me ' cause they think I' m rich |
| [01:25.828] | And if I be honest I just told a bitch that I care but I really do not give a shit |
| [01:28.999] | So what' s your excuse? |
| [01:29.948] | What helps you sleep? |
| [01:31.344] | You leave a negative comment not knowing what you sew you will reap |
| [01:34.351] | I bet you smile when you post thinking you' re hurting me, but you see the way the brain works you become what you speak |
| [01:40.902] | I need peace! |
| [01:41.849] | But y' all can' t offer that |
| [01:43.693] | I held my ground, I didn' t sell my soul |
| [01:45.672] | I said the fame, y' all can' t take that offer back |
| [01:47.489] | a shelf you can' t take me off the rack |
| [01:49.013] | All the fame is not worth a heart attack |
| [01:50.493] | You' re insane, you' re in pain, I can tell by what you saying, but |
| [01:54.321] | My bad, I forgot you were fragile |
| [01:56.588] | I forgot someone who doesn' t even know me told you I' m an |
| [01:59.550] | I forgot that I' m a villain |
| [02:00.948] | I forgot that I' ve always spread positivity, but you think I didn' t |
| [02:04.320] | I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence |
| [02:07.406] | I forgot I' m better off alone |
| [02:09.137] | I forgot I care for everyone' s happiness, but forget about my own |
| [02:12.606] | I forget I spend every waking second on my phone, hahahaha |
| [02:19.297] | Come and join my circus, I' m recruiting |
| [02:21.970] | I' m taking everyone who passes judgement bitch that' s including |
| [02:24.928] | Everyone who thinks it' s so amusing |
| [02:26.530] | To put me down while I' m pursuing |
| [02:27.971] | The key board warriors that live online behind a screen that' s just an illusion |
| [02:31.271] | Come, come, come, come join my circus |
| [02:33.000] | You ing bitches |
| [02:34.565] | I' ll you till you love me then pay you to do some tricks |
| [02:37.666] | I don' t need a doctor I need a bag of nails and bricks to lay down on the floor so if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt when you tried to come sink my ship |
| [02:45.589] | Let me explain, you all help me financially gain |
| [02:47.567] | But I spend my money on mental health books and read them just to control all my pain |
| [02:50.863] | I don' t wear clothes, but bought this chain and just like you this chain is fake |
| [02:53.910] | I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness written on my ing face |
| [02:59.402] | What' d you expect? |
| [03:00.267] | Did you think I was immune to what you were saying and didn' t see all of the disrespect? |
| [03:02.820] | Do you think I' m not human, have no feelings, or maybe you think I' m ing weak and now I' m pleading |
| [03:07.593] | Maybe you think I' m just too good and that I' m ing cheating? |
| [03:10.763] | Or maybe just maybe |
| [03:14.349] | You' re blind and the hate inside your heart clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme |
| [03:20.147] | Even though we all know I' m one of the best of all time |
| [03:25.206] | Or maybe you' re just a ing bitch and I can' t |
| [03:27.928] | Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league |
| [03:31.754] | Stop saying I don' t believe in God just because you can' t read |
| [03:34.837] | Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed |
| [03:37.802] | I' m not alone, I know there' s millions out there just like me |
| [00:00.300] | 我需要这节奏与麦克风 |
| [00:01.511] | 我需要写作歌词的自由 |
| [00:02.088] | 请赋予我看见我心中的超凡力量的能力,使我能在夜晚打败这些人 |
| [00:03.537] | 给我笔和垫子(应该是指纸吧) |
| [00:04.399] | 我也渴望有Stan那样的粉丝(Eminem在单曲中提到的粉丝,DAX很敬重em的) |
| [00:05.179] | 给你一个百分点,但我会把所有的包都带回家 |
| [00:06.825] | 我想很多人爱我,做我的粉丝 |
| [00:08.845] | 把前辈们叫来请他们给我传授他们的经验,man,我病了 |
| [00:13.980] | 但你应该早就知道了 |
| [00:15.498] | 你说我邪恶,但如果你没有过过坏人的生活你怎么会知道是什么样的 |
| [00:18.721] | 你觉得你好多了不是吗? |
| [00:20.244] | 因为没人看到你在黑暗中的所作作为但如果我把你的生活公之于众,你就会崩溃,逃跑 |
| [00:26.899] | 我并不特别 |
| [00:28.092] | 但我专门来使你觉得自己很蠢 |
| [00:31.431] | 当你坐在家里整个世界都无法知道你在做什么,也无法憎恨你所有的行为 |
| [00:34.633] | 我没有在抱怨但我知道做这事的人更变态而我已经恶心够了,我可能要失去它 |
| [00:38.532] | 你认为你很了解我,因为你在我的照片上点了两下 |
| [00:40.768] | 我不喜欢你对我的评价,它使我抓狂,我因此喝了些酒 |
| [00:44.755] | 我发自内心的写下这些,我有能说几天的章节,因为我的心就是我的信仰 |
| [00:47.776] | 我不是先知但我能预见除非你是个投手否则你永远抓不到幸福 |
| [00:51.091] | 如果我是小丑而你是马戏团那就继续笑吧 |
| [00:53.632] | 我的歌词缜密 |
| [00:55.251] | 因为从开始到最后我都把每个音节就像医生做手术那样放在最合适的位置上 |
| [00:58.444] | 然后用一段隐藏在旋律中的信息来让他们思考,提问 |
| [01:01.727] | 我可能会是那个在手术台上推广说唱的男人 |
| [01:04.055] | 那或许就是我 |
| [01:05.167] | 你可能喜欢我所有的音乐,但你并不爱我 |
| [01:07.306] | 你可能只想要一张照片 |
| [01:08.621] | 你可能想见我只是因为你需要钱 |
| [01:10.475] | 你可能认为我很幸福 |
| [01:11.668] | 你可能认为点赞我的帖子是在填补我的空虚,但实际上他在动摇我的灵魂 |
| [01:16.721] | 我想我也得了精神病 |
| [01:17.299] | 每次我贴出一张照片 |
| [01:19.618] | 我有麻烦了 |
| [01:20.467] | 我在录音棚里说唱,而她在 |
| [01:22.732] | 她伤了我的心,我要让一个因为我的钱而爱上我的妞来填补它 |
| [01:25.828] | 说真的,我告诉她我很在意你,但我一点都不想鸟你 |
| [01:28.999] | 所以你的借口是什么 |
| [01:29.948] | 是什么让你能够入睡 |
| [01:31.344] | 你留下了一个负面评论,不知道你会收获什么 |
| [01:34.351] | 我敢打赌,当你发帖的时候,你一定会微笑,但你看到大脑的运作方式,你变成了你所说的东西。 |
| [01:40.902] | 我需要静静 |
| [01:41.849] | 但你们没有这么做 |
| [01:43.693] | 我坚持着立场,没有出卖我的灵魂 |
| [01:45.672] | 我说的名声,你们不能把收回你们的评论 |
| [01:47.489] | 你不能把我从这里赶下来 |
| [01:49.013] | 所有的名声都不值得心脏病发作 |
| [01:50.493] | 你疯了,你很痛苦,我能从你说的话中看出,但是 |
| [01:54.321] | 这次怪我,我忘了你是个脆弱的人 |
| [01:56.588] | 我忘了有人甚至不认识我,告诉你我是个LJ |
| [01:59.550] | 我忘了我是个恶棍 |
| [02:00.948] | 我忘了我一直在宣扬积极,但你认为我没有 |
| [02:04.320] | 我忘了仇恨源于憎恨自己存在的人 |
| [02:07.406] | 我忘了我最好一个人 |
| [02:09.137] | 我忘了我关心每个人的幸福,却忘记了我自己的幸福 |
| [02:12.606] | 我忘记了我每醒来的一秒都花在手机上,哈哈哈 |
| [02:19.297] | 快来加入我的马戏团,我在招募 |
| [02:21.970] | 我要带每个通过审判的人,包括那个女的在内 |
| [02:24.928] | 每个人都觉得在我追求的时候 |
| [02:26.530] | 把我把我丢下很有趣 |
| [02:27.971] | 那些活在屏幕后面的键盘勇士,只是种错觉 |
| [02:31.271] | 来来来,快来加入我的马戏团 |
| [02:33.000] | 你们这些星星 |
| [02:34.565] | 我会把你到你爱上我,然后做个恶作剧,再给你点钱 |
| [02:37.666] | 我不需要医生,我需要一袋钉子和砖块躺在地板上,所以如果你没有摔到地上,你就能感觉到当你试图沉下我的船时我的感觉。 |
| [02:45.589] | 听我解释,你们使赚了钱 |
| [02:47.567] | 但我把钱花在了心理健康书籍上,读这些书只是为了控制我所有的痛苦。 |
| [02:50.863] | 我不穿衣服,但买了这条假链子,就像你的一样 |
| [02:53.910] | 我戴它是为了使你不再对写在我脸上的悲伤有太多的注意 |
| [02:59.402] | 你还在指望什么 |
| [03:00.267] | 你觉得我对你说的话免疫了,没有看到所有的不尊重吗? |
| [03:02.820] | 你认为我不是人,没有感情吗?还是认为我很软弱吗?我现在恳求你 |
| [03:07.593] | 也许你觉得我太nb了,我在作弊 |
| [03:10.763] | 或许可能,只是可能 |
| [03:14.349] | 你已经麻木了,当我押韵的时候,你心中的仇恨笼罩了你的眼睛耳朵与你的思想 |
| [03:20.147] | 虽然我们都知道我是史上最好的人之一 |
| [03:25.206] | 或许你只是个 |
| [03:27.928] | 而我不能阻止你拿我与那些与我根本不在一个层次的人作比较 |
| [03:31.754] | 别再因为你不识字就说我不信上帝 |
| [03:34.837] | 别再抹黑我的形象 |
| [03:37.802] | 我并不孤独,我知道有许多人像我一样 |