| [00:00.00] | 作词 : Connor Woodland |
| [00:01.00] | 作曲 : Connor Woodland |
| [00:26.20] | Shaking in your hand,no it won’t stop |
| [00:29.49] | Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood |
| [00:32.56] | What’s it like when you lose touch |
| [00:35.85] | Waking in your bed |
| [00:37.07] | I’m the failure that you couldn’t just love |
| [00:39.19] | Flicking your ash on my cheek |
| [00:42.60] | I don’t want this i don’t want |
| [00:45.44] | Cutting me down so deep |
| [00:49.01] | I feel like I’m just not enough |
| [00:52.23] | Lips tremble,eyes struggle just to focus now |
| [00:55.03] | Weighing on my conscious |
| [00:56.46] | I just feel like I’m about to drown |
| [00:58.19] | Covering my ears,the water rises |
| [01:01.79] | Your voice still blocks the horizon |
| [01:05.08] | I see your ghost in my dreams |
| [01:08.21] | Explaining why you just leave |
| [01:11.43] | Depression got too much |
| [01:13.86] | And you just had to block out the noise |
| [01:17.43] | Drown in pain |
| [01:18.69] | Drown in hate |
| [01:20.20] | I feel the pain |
| [01:21.99] | All in me |
| [01:23.87] | Shallow breaths |
| [01:25.00] | Steal my life lately |
| [01:27.04] | Tight my chest |
| [01:28.16] | The panic hates me |
| [01:30.20] | Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah |
| [01:33.40] | Memories replaying dread man |
| [01:36.65] | How can i be expected |
| [01:39.38] | To live this life |
| [01:41.06] | Shxt this ain’t it |
| [01:42.90] | Shaking in your hand,no it won’t stop |
| [01:46.24] | Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood |
| [01:49.72] | What’s it like when you lose touch |
| [01:52.68] | Waking in your bed |
| [01:53.83] | I’m the failure that you couldn’t just love |
| [01:55.86] | Flicking your ash on my cheek |
| [01:59.37] | I don’t want this i don’t want |
| [02:02.29] | Cutting me down so deep |
| [02:05.80] | I feel like I’m just not enough |
| [02:08.98] | Manic depression |
| [02:09.83] | My body be trembling |
| [02:11.90] | Tight in my chest |
| [02:13.00] | I ain’t think I’ma make it |
| [02:15.02] | Gasping for breath |
| [02:16.20] | Cause these demons gon take it |
| [02:18.22] | Fighting for life |
| [02:19.37] | But I’m breaking to pieces |
| [02:21.40] | Cry through my days |
| [02:23.04] | Why do i hate me |
| [02:24.69] | I’m not okay |
| [02:26.21] | My mind is crazy |
| [02:27.86] | What can i say |
| [02:29.44] | I’m feeling hazy |
| [02:31.09] | Why do i hate me |
| [02:32.64] | I’m tryna save me |
| [02:34.24] | Burning my skin just to forget the pain |
| [02:37.44] | Seeded in memories inside my brain |
| [02:40.62] | Tryna forget my collection of bad days |
| [02:43.43] | Inside my head the trauma did some damage |
| [02:47.06] | Sloth ain’t the same he's been changed from the pain |
| [02:49.86] | And bet Rivilin’s trauma still haunting his days |
| [02:53.42] | We fight past our memories living in pain |
| [02:56.24] | But we’re void of the happiness we lost that day |
| [02:59.82] | Shaking in your hand,no it won’t stop |
| [03:03.03] | Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood |
| [03:06.47] | What’s it like when you lose touch |
| [03:09.63] | Waking in your bed |
| [03:10.65] | I’m the failure that you couldn’t just love |
| [03:12.55] | Flicking your ash on my cheek |
| [03:15.89] | I don’t want this i don’t want |
| [03:19.04] | Cutting me down so deep |
| [03:22.63] | I feel like I’m just not enough |
| [03:26.26] |
| [00:00.00] | zuo ci : Connor Woodland |
| [00:01.00] | zuo qu : Connor Woodland |
| [00:26.20] | Shaking in your hand, no it won' t stop |
| [00:29.49] | Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood |
| [00:32.56] | What' s it like when you lose touch |
| [00:35.85] | Waking in your bed |
| [00:37.07] | I' m the failure that you couldn' t just love |
| [00:39.19] | Flicking your ash on my cheek |
| [00:42.60] | I don' t want this i don' t want |
| [00:45.44] | Cutting me down so deep |
| [00:49.01] | I feel like I' m just not enough |
| [00:52.23] | Lips tremble, eyes struggle just to focus now |
| [00:55.03] | Weighing on my conscious |
| [00:56.46] | I just feel like I' m about to drown |
| [00:58.19] | Covering my ears, the water rises |
| [01:01.79] | Your voice still blocks the horizon |
| [01:05.08] | I see your ghost in my dreams |
| [01:08.21] | Explaining why you just leave |
| [01:11.43] | Depression got too much |
| [01:13.86] | And you just had to block out the noise |
| [01:17.43] | Drown in pain |
| [01:18.69] | Drown in hate |
| [01:20.20] | I feel the pain |
| [01:21.99] | All in me |
| [01:23.87] | Shallow breaths |
| [01:25.00] | Steal my life lately |
| [01:27.04] | Tight my chest |
| [01:28.16] | The panic hates me |
| [01:30.20] | Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah |
| [01:33.40] | Memories replaying dread man |
| [01:36.65] | How can i be expected |
| [01:39.38] | To live this life |
| [01:41.06] | Shxt this ain' t it |
| [01:42.90] | Shaking in your hand, no it won' t stop |
| [01:46.24] | Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood |
| [01:49.72] | What' s it like when you lose touch |
| [01:52.68] | Waking in your bed |
| [01:53.83] | I' m the failure that you couldn' t just love |
| [01:55.86] | Flicking your ash on my cheek |
| [01:59.37] | I don' t want this i don' t want |
| [02:02.29] | Cutting me down so deep |
| [02:05.80] | I feel like I' m just not enough |
| [02:08.98] | Manic depression |
| [02:09.83] | My body be trembling |
| [02:11.90] | Tight in my chest |
| [02:13.00] | I ain' t think I' ma make it |
| [02:15.02] | Gasping for breath |
| [02:16.20] | Cause these demons gon take it |
| [02:18.22] | Fighting for life |
| [02:19.37] | But I' m breaking to pieces |
| [02:21.40] | Cry through my days |
| [02:23.04] | Why do i hate me |
| [02:24.69] | I' m not okay |
| [02:26.21] | My mind is crazy |
| [02:27.86] | What can i say |
| [02:29.44] | I' m feeling hazy |
| [02:31.09] | Why do i hate me |
| [02:32.64] | I' m tryna save me |
| [02:34.24] | Burning my skin just to forget the pain |
| [02:37.44] | Seeded in memories inside my brain |
| [02:40.62] | Tryna forget my collection of bad days |
| [02:43.43] | Inside my head the trauma did some damage |
| [02:47.06] | Sloth ain' t the same he' s been changed from the pain |
| [02:49.86] | And bet Rivilin' s trauma still haunting his days |
| [02:53.42] | We fight past our memories living in pain |
| [02:56.24] | But we' re void of the happiness we lost that day |
| [02:59.82] | Shaking in your hand, no it won' t stop |
| [03:03.03] | Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood |
| [03:06.47] | What' s it like when you lose touch |
| [03:09.63] | Waking in your bed |
| [03:10.65] | I' m the failure that you couldn' t just love |
| [03:12.55] | Flicking your ash on my cheek |
| [03:15.89] | I don' t want this i don' t want |
| [03:19.04] | Cutting me down so deep |
| [03:22.63] | I feel like I' m just not enough |
| [03:26.26] |
| [00:00.00] | zuò cí : Connor Woodland |
| [00:01.00] | zuò qǔ : Connor Woodland |
| [00:26.20] | Shaking in your hand, no it won' t stop |
| [00:29.49] | Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood |
| [00:32.56] | What' s it like when you lose touch |
| [00:35.85] | Waking in your bed |
| [00:37.07] | I' m the failure that you couldn' t just love |
| [00:39.19] | Flicking your ash on my cheek |
| [00:42.60] | I don' t want this i don' t want |
| [00:45.44] | Cutting me down so deep |
| [00:49.01] | I feel like I' m just not enough |
| [00:52.23] | Lips tremble, eyes struggle just to focus now |
| [00:55.03] | Weighing on my conscious |
| [00:56.46] | I just feel like I' m about to drown |
| [00:58.19] | Covering my ears, the water rises |
| [01:01.79] | Your voice still blocks the horizon |
| [01:05.08] | I see your ghost in my dreams |
| [01:08.21] | Explaining why you just leave |
| [01:11.43] | Depression got too much |
| [01:13.86] | And you just had to block out the noise |
| [01:17.43] | Drown in pain |
| [01:18.69] | Drown in hate |
| [01:20.20] | I feel the pain |
| [01:21.99] | All in me |
| [01:23.87] | Shallow breaths |
| [01:25.00] | Steal my life lately |
| [01:27.04] | Tight my chest |
| [01:28.16] | The panic hates me |
| [01:30.20] | Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah |
| [01:33.40] | Memories replaying dread man |
| [01:36.65] | How can i be expected |
| [01:39.38] | To live this life |
| [01:41.06] | Shxt this ain' t it |
| [01:42.90] | Shaking in your hand, no it won' t stop |
| [01:46.24] | Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood |
| [01:49.72] | What' s it like when you lose touch |
| [01:52.68] | Waking in your bed |
| [01:53.83] | I' m the failure that you couldn' t just love |
| [01:55.86] | Flicking your ash on my cheek |
| [01:59.37] | I don' t want this i don' t want |
| [02:02.29] | Cutting me down so deep |
| [02:05.80] | I feel like I' m just not enough |
| [02:08.98] | Manic depression |
| [02:09.83] | My body be trembling |
| [02:11.90] | Tight in my chest |
| [02:13.00] | I ain' t think I' ma make it |
| [02:15.02] | Gasping for breath |
| [02:16.20] | Cause these demons gon take it |
| [02:18.22] | Fighting for life |
| [02:19.37] | But I' m breaking to pieces |
| [02:21.40] | Cry through my days |
| [02:23.04] | Why do i hate me |
| [02:24.69] | I' m not okay |
| [02:26.21] | My mind is crazy |
| [02:27.86] | What can i say |
| [02:29.44] | I' m feeling hazy |
| [02:31.09] | Why do i hate me |
| [02:32.64] | I' m tryna save me |
| [02:34.24] | Burning my skin just to forget the pain |
| [02:37.44] | Seeded in memories inside my brain |
| [02:40.62] | Tryna forget my collection of bad days |
| [02:43.43] | Inside my head the trauma did some damage |
| [02:47.06] | Sloth ain' t the same he' s been changed from the pain |
| [02:49.86] | And bet Rivilin' s trauma still haunting his days |
| [02:53.42] | We fight past our memories living in pain |
| [02:56.24] | But we' re void of the happiness we lost that day |
| [02:59.82] | Shaking in your hand, no it won' t stop |
| [03:03.03] | Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood |
| [03:06.47] | What' s it like when you lose touch |
| [03:09.63] | Waking in your bed |
| [03:10.65] | I' m the failure that you couldn' t just love |
| [03:12.55] | Flicking your ash on my cheek |
| [03:15.89] | I don' t want this i don' t want |
| [03:19.04] | Cutting me down so deep |
| [03:22.63] | I feel like I' m just not enough |
| [03:26.26] |
| [00:26.20] | 无法停止颤抖的双手 |
| [00:29.49] | 惊恐发作仿佛流淌在你的血液 |
| [00:32.56] | 失去感知作何感受 |
| [00:35.85] | 梦中惊醒 |
| [00:37.07] | 我是你无法去爱的那个失败者 |
| [00:39.19] | 烟灰弹落在我脸颊 |
| [00:42.60] | 我不想这样的我真的不想 |
| [00:45.44] | 你狠狠将我中伤 |
| [00:49.01] | 让我觉得自己毫无价值 |
| [00:52.23] | 嘴唇颤抖,眼睛挣扎着聚焦 |
| [00:55.03] | 意识沉重 |
| [00:56.46] | 快要溺亡 |
| [00:58.19] | 漫过耳朵,水位升高 |
| [01:01.79] | 可你的声音依旧日遮蔽天际 |
| [01:05.08] | 我在梦里看到你的身影 |
| [01:08.21] | —遍遍解释你为何要离去 |
| [01:11.43] | 抑郁太重 |
| [01:13.86] | 你必须隔绝噪音 |
| [01:17.43] | 沉于痛苦 |
| [01:18.69] | 醉于仇恨 |
| [01:20.20] | 痛苦 |
| [01:21.99] | 深耕体内 |
| [01:23.87] | 短促的呼吸 |
| [01:25.00] | 最近几乎夺走我的生命 |
| [01:27.04] | 胸口发紧 |
| [01:28.16] | 恐慌憎恨我 |
| [01:30.20] | 混乱的思绪塞满脑海 |
| [01:33.40] | 回忆一遍遍重演恐惧 |
| [01:36.65] | 你凭什么指望我 |
| [01:39.38] | 好好活下去 |
| [01:41.06] | 我草了才不该是这样 |
| [01:42.90] | 你手中的颤抖依旧不停 |
| [01:46.24] | 惊恐发作仿佛注定在你体内长眠 |
| [01:49.72] | 隔绝世界又是什么感觉 |
| [01:52.68] | 再度醒来 |
| [01:53.83] | 我依然是那个你无法去爱的失败者 |
| [01:55.86] | 你将烟灰弹落在我脸颊 |
| [01:59.37] | 我不想这样的我真的不想 |
| [02:02.29] | 伤我至深 |
| [02:05.80] | 我感觉自己失去意义 |
| [02:08.98] | 躁郁缠身 |
| [02:09.83] | 身体止不住地发抖 |
| [02:11.90] | 胸口窒闷 |
| [02:13.00] | 我不觉得自己能撑下去 |
| [02:15.02] | 喘不过气 |
| [02:16.20] | 心魔试图将我吞没 |
| [02:18.22] | 在崩溃边缘挣扎求生 |
| [02:19.37] | 却一寸寸碎裂崩塌 |
| [02:21.40] | 整日以泪洗面 |
| [02:23.04] | 为什么我会如此厌恶自己 |
| [02:24.69] | 我一点都不好 |
| [02:26.21] | 我早就疯了 |
| [02:27.86] | 无话可说 |
| [02:29.44] | 头脑昏沉 |
| [02:31.09] | 无法停下的自我厌弃 |
| [02:32.64] | 拼命自救却效果甚微 |
| [02:34.24] | 灼烧皮肤只为忘却痛苦 |
| [02:37.44] | 糟糕的记忆在我脑里生根发芽 |
| [02:40.62] | 我试图忘记那些痛苦的回忆 |
| [02:43.43] | 可那些创伤早已将我击垮 |
| [02:47.06] | 懒惰早已被痛苦改变 |
| [02:49.86] | Rivilin的创伤至今仍缠绕不休 |
| [02:53.42] | 我们与回忆争斗活在苦痛中 |
| [02:56.24] | 可那天失去的幸福再也找不回了 |
| [02:59.82] | 手中的颤抖仍未止息 |
| [03:03.03] | 惊恐发作仿佛与血脉相连 |
| [03:06.47] | 失联是什么滋味 |
| [03:09.63] | 在床上醒来 |
| [03:10.65] | 我始终是你无法去爱的失败者 |
| [03:12.55] | 抖落脸颊的烟灰 |
| [03:15.89] | 我真的不想这样我真的无法再承受 |
| [03:19.04] | 你把我摧毁得如此彻底 |
| [03:22.63] | 让我觉得自己始终都不配 |
| [03:26.26] |