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I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's true |
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While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you |
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I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to |
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But now I'm saying "fuck that I'mma be alright" guess what you will too |
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I used to be one of the kids that would over think, I never had no shows |
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I just to act like it was cool when really I was bugging about it on the low |
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I used to do a lot of singing making some beats and yeah I still do both |
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I used to give a fuck about you and then I deleted your number on my phone |
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Not even on some Hollywood shit I'm fucked up and I play this girls |
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I do this shit to boost my ego don't really talk about it on the low |
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And if I'm really being honest I'd just lie said I was on the road |
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But I ain't never been on tour man this is just something that you should know |
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I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's true |
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While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you |
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I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to |
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But now I'm saying "fuck that I'mma be alright" guess what you will too |
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I love the way that life has a particular way of working out |
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I'm sitting thinking bout all the decisions I made back when I was just a dumb fool |
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And now I know more so I can act upon my actions more appropriate so you won't walk out the door |
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I hear the words you say to me like slow piano loops |
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Sits inside my head throughout the day until I think oh shoot |
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I wasted another day doing nothing, no motivation |
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Wrapped inside depressions that you put me in after we stopped having sex and |
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To add on top of that I got stressed out with music shit |
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Starting writing songs that I didn't even like to spit |
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But fuck that shit, I guess one day I'll finally find my sound |
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And leave my mark upon this lonely blood sucking underground |
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I worked so hard for this and thought it was all useless |
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So I had to ask myself why it is I really do this |
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I have dreams of buying a house finding a wife and a family |
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I wanna be around for my kids so they can see their dad and be like |
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"yeah that shit's awesome", so how do I accomplish that |
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It's not with major labels fucking me until I got no ass |
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So I'll just keep it real, try to relax a bit |
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Until all my stars align and I ain't worried bout shit |
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I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's true |
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While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you |
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I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to |
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But now I'm saying "fuck that I'mma be alright" guess what you will too |
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I used to think that I was destined to be on top but now I know it's true |
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While everybody else flopped I was waiting to drop and talk shit bout you |
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I used to have a lot of stress thinking bout my life and where it was heading to |
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But now I'm saying "fuck that I'mma be alright" guess what you will too |
