| 歌曲 | Steven |
| 歌手 | Jake Miller |
| 专辑 | The Road Less Traveled - EP |
| [00:15.280] | Yeah, look |
| [00:16.850] | Let me tell you about a kid named Steven |
| [00:18.660] | He's slowly running out of things to believe in |
| [00:20.730] | Every couple of months his mom leaves him, |
| [00:22.840] | for no good reason his step-dad beats him |
| [00:24.960] | Not too many friends, only ever had a few of them, |
| [00:26.880] | but recently they don't want anything to do with him |
| [00:29.060] | Always eating lunch in the bathroom stall, |
| [00:30.990] | he just wants to feel normal and be cool again, yeah |
| [00:33.110] | Always feeling like the outcast, he's been going crazy ever since his dad passed |
| [00:36.960] | He needs guidance and advice but instead |
| [00:38.860] | he only has breakdowns and flashbacks of the car crash uh |
| [00:41.350] | It's been getting harder everyday, if he was still around everything would be ok |
| [00:45.300] | Cuz his dad was always the light at the end of the tunnel, |
| [00:47.540] | but now that same damn tunnel is looking dark and grey |
| [00:50.030] | He keeps quiet in the back of the class |
| [00:51.770] | and when the bell rings Steven hurries home fast |
| [00:53.630] | scared to death the other kids will kick his ass on the long walk home |
| [00:56.860] | cuz its happened in the past so |
| [00:58.360] | He's getting used to the black eyes and fat lips |
| [01:00.190] | but all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists |
| [01:02.430] | Wishin' he could walk right up to them and show them the scars |
| [01:04.570] | and say look you're the reason that I've done this |
| [01:06.840] | Maybe they would finally understand and go back to how it was before it all began |
| [01:10.070] | But he's just a little different so they taunt him and they beat him |
| [01:12.560] | Yeah it's all just fun and games, they don't give a damn, yeah |
| [01:14.800] | His older brother ain't around, in and out of jail, hanging with the wrong crowd |
| [01:18.110] | He's been doing coke, smoking weed, getting drunk all his life he's a shame |
| [01:21.220] | no, he's not too proud |
| [01:22.520] | Now his habits are rubbing off on his little bro yeah, but guess what? |
| [01:26.090] | Little did he know that everytime he did a line, |
| [01:28.080] | everytime he lit a joint, |
| [01:29.070] | everytime he took a shot he was sippin mode |
| [01:30.870] | So Steven's sitting in his room getting high now |
| [01:32.990] | Doors locked, music up, with his lights out |
| [01:34.980] | He just takes another tote til his room fills with smoke |
| [01:36.970] | 5-6-7 hours til he knocks out |
| [01:39.270] | Now he started stealing pills from his mom |
| [01:41.200] | 8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone |
| [01:42.920] | and maybe for a moment all his problems seem to fade, |
| [01:45.040] | but the high fades too after not too long |
| [01:47.150] | and that's when it really sinks in and that's when it hits him |
| [01:49.330] | that these god damn drugs won't fix him |
| [01:51.440] | Curled up on the floor, can't take it anymore |
| [01:53.250] | Now he's talking to God cuz he's the only one that gets him |
| [01:55.490] | On his knees, looking up, can't stop crying |
| [01:57.850] | "God I know we haven't talked in a long time |
| [01:59.770] | but this time I really need you. Please God help me, say something |
| [02:02.650] | just give me a sign, because now I'm falling apart and |
| [02:04.770] | I don't think that I can do it. Please God, give me the strength |
| [02:07.070] | to pull through it. Tell me, Should I give up? I could end it all right now. |
| [02:10.050] | I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it. |
| [02:12.290] | Cuz there's gotta be a better way than suicide. |
| [02:14.680] | Try to wait it out, give it time, you'll be fine. |
| [02:16.670] | But it's been so long and I still haven't been able to get rid |
| [02:19.410] | of all the thoughts that I feel inside. So sick, so angry, so mad |
| [02:22.900] | and to top it off no one even knows that" |
| [02:24.950] | That's when he stood up, wiped his tears, walked over to his desk |
| [02:27.680] | and got a pen and a notepad |
| [02:29.170] | He just couldn't see it getting any better |
| [02:31.140] | So on a cold dark night in December, Steven knew exactly what he had to do |
| [02:35.000] | But first he sat down and wrote a couple letters |
| [02:37.110] | One to his step-dad, one to his mother, |
| [02:39.170] | couple to the kids at school, one to his brother |
| [02:41.340] | Bringing them the pain that they once brought him tear drops on the paper one after another |
| [02:45.900] | Yeah, I hope that you all feel guilty. |
| [02:47.780] | Cuz I'm broken now and you can't heal me |
| [02:49.890] | And now you're all an accompliss in murder |
| [02:51.820] | each and every one of you has chipped in to kill me |
| [02:53.940] | So the reason that I'm writing you this evening, |
| [02:55.980] | is to say goodbye and to tell you that I'm leaving |
| [02:58.100] | But don't hold your breath cuz I ain't never coming back |
| [03:00.340] | Sincerely yours, Steven |
| [00:15.280] | hēi huǒ jì |
| [00:16.850] | ràng wǒ gào sù nǐ guān yú jiào shǐ dì fū de xiǎo hái de shì |
| [00:18.660] | tā jiàn jiàn shī qù le suǒ dǔ xìn de dōng xī |
| [00:20.730] | měi jǐ gè yuè mǔ qīn dōu huì lí kāi tā |
| [00:22.840] | tā de jì fù zǒng shì wú gù zòu tā |
| [00:24.960] | tā méi yǒu tài duō péng yǒu zhī hé yī xiē rén yǒu jiāo jí |
| [00:26.880] | dàn shì zuì jìn tā men bù xiǎng hé tā chě shàng rèn hé guān xì |
| [00:29.060] | tā zǒng shì duǒ zài wèi shēng jiān chī wǔ cān |
| [00:30.990] | tā zhǐ xiǎng zài cì biàn de xiàng dà jiā yí yàng zhèng cháng shuài qì |
| [00:33.110] | zì cóng tā de fù qīn guò shì tā yī zhí gǎn jué shí fēn jǔ sàng gǎn jué zì jǐ shì gè qì ér |
| [00:36.960] | tā xū yào yǐn dǎo hé jiàn yì |
| [00:38.860] | dàn shì tā zhǐ yōng yǒu bēng kuì de zì jǐ hé chē huò de shǎn huí |
| [00:41.350] | yī qiè sì hū dōu biàn de yuè fā nàn yǐ jiē shòu tā zhōu zāo de yī qiè huì hǎo de |
| [00:45.300] | yīn wèi tā de fù qīn céng shì tā suì dào lǐ de yī shù guāng |
| [00:47.540] | dàn shì xiàn zài zhè gāi sǐ de suì dào lǐ qī hēi yī piàn huī sè lǒng zhào xīn jiān |
| [00:50.030] | tā zuò zài jiào shì hòu yī yán bù fā |
| [00:51.770] | dāng xià kè líng xiǎng qǐ tā cōng máng gǎn huí jiā |
| [00:53.630] | tā hài pà nèi xiē xiào bà huì zài tā huí jiā de lù shàng zòu tā |
| [00:56.860] | yīn wèi zhè céng fā shēng guò |
| [00:58.360] | tā zhú jiàn xí guàn le bèi zòu dé hēi yǎn kuàng hé zǐ féi zuǐ chún |
| [01:00.190] | dàn shì tā xué huì de shì qiǎng yán huān xiào hé |
| [01:02.430] | tā shē wàng tā yǒu yì tiān néng zǒu dào xiào bà miàn qián zhǎn shì tā de shāng hén |
| [01:04.570] | shuō:" wǒ zhè me zuò dōu guài zuì yú nǐ" |
| [01:06.840] | kě néng tā men zuì zhōng huì hài pà le yī qiè dōu huì huí dào kāi shǐ de shí hòu |
| [01:10.070] | dàn shì tā hái shì nà gè nuò ruò de tā xiào bà men zòu tā qī líng tā |
| [01:12.560] | zhè yī qiè duì yú tā men zhǐ shì xiāo qiǎn yóu xì tā men shèn zhì bù gěi yí gè zhèng yǎn |
| [01:14.800] | tā de gē ge bù zài shēn biān cháng nián chū rù yú jiān yù hé tā de jiāng hú gǒu yǒu hùn zài yì qǐ |
| [01:18.110] | tā rǎn shàng le è xí chōu dà má zhōng rì guàn jiǔ tā de shēng huó yī tuán zāo |
| [01:21.220] | dàn tā bìng bù yǐ cǐ wéi chǐ |
| [01:22.520] | jìn zhū zhě chì jìn mò zhě hēi tā de dì di yě rǎn shàng le è xí dàn nǐ cāi zěn me yàng |
| [01:26.090] | tā bù zhī dào měi cì tā zuò le huài shì |
| [01:28.080] | měi cì tā liú lián yú yè diàn |
| [01:29.070] | měi cì tā yī yǐn ér jìn tā dōu yào xiān xiǎo zhuó yī xià |
| [01:30.870] | dāng shǐ dì wén hòu tān zuò zài fáng jiān piāo piāo rán fǎng fú shēng tiān |
| [01:32.990] | jǐn suǒ de fáng mén gāo yīn de yīn yuè xī miè le de dēng |
| [01:34.980] | tā chōu le yī gēn yòu yī gēn xiāng yān zhí dào yān wù liáo rào le zhěng gè fáng jiān |
| [01:36.970] | yī cì yòu yī cì zhí dào tā bù xǐng rén shì |
| [01:39.270] | xiàn zài tā cóng tā mǔ qīn nà tōu yào kē |
| [01:41.200] | yī cì yòu yī cì yī qiè sì hū dōu yān xiāo yún sàn |
| [01:42.920] | kě néng zài yī shùn jiān tā de suǒ yǒu fán nǎo wèn tí dōu xiāo shī le |
| [01:45.040] | dàn kōng xū zài hòu rú cháo shuǐ yī xià jiù yān mò le tā |
| [01:47.150] | dāng tā zhēn de shù shǒu wú cè tā sì hū yī xià zǐ jiù kāi le qiào |
| [01:49.330] | zhè gāi sǐ de yào wán bìng bù néng tián bǔ tā de kōng xū |
| [01:51.440] | tā quán suō zài dì bǎn shàng tā zài yě bù néng zài xī le |
| [01:53.250] | rú jīn tā zhèng duì zhe shàng dì nán nán yīn wèi zhǐ yǒu shàng dì néng tīng jiàn tā le |
| [01:55.490] | tā shuāng xī guì dì wàng zhe shàng tiān zhǐ bú zhù kū qì de lèi |
| [01:57.850] | shàng dì a wǒ zhī dào wǒ yǐ jīng hěn jiǔ méi xiàng nǐ dǎo gào le |
| [01:59.770] | dàn shì zhè cì wǒ zhēn de xū yào nǐ shàng dì a jiù jiù kě lián de wǒ ba xiǎn líng ba |
| [02:02.650] | zhǐ xū gěi wǒ yí gè xiǎn líng yīn wèi wǒ zhèng chǔ yú bēng kuì biān yuán |
| [02:04.770] | wǒ bù néng chēng dào nà yì tiān le shàng dì a gěi wǒ xìn niàn hé lì liàng ba |
| [02:07.070] | bāng wǒ dù guò zhè yī jié nàn gào sù wǒ wǒ gāi fàng qì ma wǒ yīng gāi xiàn zài jiù qīn shǒu liǎo jié zhè yī qiè ma |
| [02:10.050] | wǒ bù zhī dào wǒ shì fǒu yǒu yǒng qì qù xià shǒu |
| [02:12.290] | yīn wèi bǐ qǐ dìng huì yǒu gèng hǎo de fāng fǎ |
| [02:14.680] | děng dài yī qiè guò qù gěi tā shí jiān qù xiāo huà nǐ huì hǎo qǐ lái de |
| [02:16.670] | dàn shì zhè tài màn cháng le wǒ réng rán bù néng |
| [02:19.410] | bǎi tuō zhèi xiē nèi xīn de hēi àn rú cǐ bìng tài nà me fèn nù nà me fēng kuáng |
| [02:22.900] | méi rén zhī dào zěn me gěi zhè yī qiè huà yí gè jù hào |
| [02:24.950] | tā zhè shí zhàn le qǐ lái cā qù yǎn lèi zǒu xiàng zhuō zi |
| [02:27.680] | ná qǐ bǐ hé jì shì běn |
| [02:29.170] | tā zhǐ shì bù néng kàn dào yī qiè hǎo qǐ lái de nà yì tiān |
| [02:31.140] | suǒ yǐ zài 12 yuè de yí gè hán lěng de hēi yè shǐ dì wén zhī dào tā gāi zuò de shì |
| [02:35.000] | dàn tā xiān zuò le xià lái xiě le jǐ fēng xìn |
| [02:37.110] | yī fēng gěi jì fù yī fēng gěi mǔ qīn |
| [02:39.170] | yī fēng gěi tā men yī fēng gěi tā de gē ge |
| [02:41.340] | bǎ nèi xiē tā men dài lái de tòng kǔ jìn shù fèng huán tā de yǎn lèi yī dī yòu yī dī dì luò zài zhǐ shàng |
| [02:45.900] | wǒ xī wàng nǐ men suǒ yǒu rén gǎn dào nèi jiù |
| [02:47.780] | xiàn zài wǒ yǐ zhī líng pò suì nǐ men yǐ wú lì huí tiān |
| [02:49.890] | nǐ men suǒ yǒu rén wán chéng le zhè wán měi dí móu shā |
| [02:51.820] | nǐ men měi ge rén dōu hé huǒ shā sǐ le wǒ |
| [02:53.940] | jīn wǎn wǒ xiě xìn gěi nǐ men |
| [02:55.980] | shì yīn wèi wǒ shì lái shuō zài jiàn de gào sù nǐ men wǒ jiāng yào qǐ chéng le |
| [02:58.100] | dàn nǐ bù yòng jīng yà kǒng huāng yīn wèi wǒ yǒng bù zài huí lái |
| [03:00.340] | nǐ zhēn chéng de shǐ dì wén |