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[Verse 1] |
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It all started yesterday, and now I can't think about nothing |
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Is it real, I know this can't be heaven sent |
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Wish I could dream it all away |
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And now all I need is a drug |
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That can help me make it through another day |
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Maybe its just me it won't let me be |
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And I don't really know what it is that keeps bothering me |
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But I'm saying |
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[Hook] |
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(Why me?) |
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I wanna know how it is |
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To see the sun shining |
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Even when it isn't |
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(Why me?) |
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I dont wanna know how it is |
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To hear me say its all love when it isn't |
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(Why me?) |
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I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear |
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(Why me?) |
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I don't wanna know how it feels if you didn't cheer |
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How can he handle this |
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Too many damages |
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He hit the nail on the head |
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But never knew right where the hammer was |
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Don't think so loud dont let them hear you scream |
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Baby its even bigger than it seems |
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[Verse 2] |
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Now, now, now crazy is an act alike |
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Getting better in the after life or maybe not |
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Maybe I can ask her why the normality passed me by why when I'm a titan |
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Continue to breathe it dependent on people to get my mental state |
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Am I meant for this? |
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The Christian Krizz just have to wait |
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Pictures getting clearer it ain't me in the mirror |
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See its that other nigga only his egos bigger |
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And he'll pull the tigger when I usually hesitate |
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And he'll go on 'em when I'm steadly saying wait |
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Now I'm just a shell of myself |
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I dont want anybodies help |
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Maybe I do maybe I do this for you |
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This is my own hell |
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Is there a bottle some kind type posion that can end it |
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A different god I can pray to |
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Some type of doctor to fix it |
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Maybe its just me it won't let me be |
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And I'm to helpless, I guess |
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[Hook] |
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(Why me?) |
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I wanna know how it is |
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To see the sun shining |
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Even when it isn't |
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(Why me?) |
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I don't wanna know how it is |
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To hear me say its all love when it isn't |
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(Why me?) |
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I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear |
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(Why me?) |
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I dont wanna know how it feels if you didn't cheer |
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How can he handle this |
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Too many damages |
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He hit the nail on the head |
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But never knew right where the hammer was |
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Don't think so loud don't let 'em hear you scream |
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Maybe its even bigger than it seems |
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[Verse 3] |
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How big is the fight in me |
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Frightfully fighting night to be day |
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I'm wishing that wifey would knife me for spiteful things that I say |
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Excuse me for thinking this way, I'm a little bit pessimistic |
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They sending blessing this way I guess I must of missed 'em |
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See my teary eyes through my Ray-Bans |
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Turning off the world and still looking for some amens |
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The girlies pee-pee when they see me, fans, they dance |
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Look in the mirror wanna see me |
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Here's their chance |
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(Speaking) |
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Hope you like what you see |
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Okay |
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Hope you like what you see |
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Why me |
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Kali Baby |
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Okay |
