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左手首あてがう慰めが |
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雨を降らし笑った |
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ただ死にたいと思う訳じゃない |
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痛みが安心に変わるジャックナイフ |
| [00:38.406] |
誰かに分かって欲しい訳じゃない |
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誰かに気付いて欲しい訳じゃない |
| [00:54.202] |
また何かが押し寄せ |
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何もかもを拒絶したい衝動 |
| [01:04.060] |
“一人きり”すがるジャックナイフ |
| [01:06.859] |
痛みにも慣れ始めただけじゃない |
| [01:09.834] |
全てを抱え込める訳じゃない |
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人を頼る事なんてできない |
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.初めて…震える手:欲動 |
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.また手を伸ばすナイフ:衝動 |
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.逃げたくて泣きながら:リビドー |
| [01:22.718] |
安息を手に入れた2時 |
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RISK:er（リスカ） |
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泣いた |
| [01:30.672] |
歪んだ世界い |
| [01:33.995] |
また手首に牙をむく |
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リストカット |
| [01:39.760] |
痛みを |
| [01:41.258] |
迷いを |
| [01:42.360] |
涙を |
| [01:44.320] |
全てを忘れさせて |
| [01:59.210] |
Psychiatric disorder |
| [02:12.440] |
リストカット |
| [02:13.867] |
壊れた |
| [02:15.318] |
そうじゃない |
| [02:16.451] |
認めない |
| [02:18.121] |
僕は今も思い出す |
| [02:23.010] |
疲れた時には少し目を閉じて |
| [02:28.373] |
次の朝を待つの… |
| [02:32.000] |
“その手を引かせて…?” |
| [02:43.547] |
痛みが今を逃がす |
| [02:45.779] |
痛みが今を生かす |
| [02:48.302] |
痛みが今を癒す |
| [02:51.114] |
痛みが痛みが |
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zuo shou shou wei |
| [00:29.781] |
yu jiang xiao |
| [00:32.905] |
si si yi |
| [00:35.378] |
tong an xin bian |
| [00:38.406] |
shui fen yu yi |
| [00:40.885] |
shui qi fu yu yi |
| [00:54.202] |
he ya ji |
| [00:59.157] |
he ju jue chong dong |
| [01:04.060] |
" yi ren" |
| [01:06.859] |
tong guan shi |
| [01:09.834] |
quan bao ru yi |
| [01:12.316] |
ren lai shi |
| [01:14.881] |
. chu zhen shou: yu dong |
| [01:17.433] |
. shou shen: chong dong |
| [01:20.199] |
. tao qi: |
| [01:22.718] |
an xi shou ru 2 shi |
| [01:28.117] |
RISK: er |
| [01:29.531] |
qi |
| [01:30.672] |
wai shi jie |
| [01:33.995] |
shou shou ya |
| [01:38.604] |
|
| [01:39.760] |
tong |
| [01:41.258] |
mi |
| [01:42.360] |
lei |
| [01:44.320] |
quan wang |
| [01:59.210] |
Psychiatric disorder |
| [02:12.440] |
|
| [02:13.867] |
huai |
| [02:15.318] |
|
| [02:16.451] |
ren |
| [02:18.121] |
pu jin si chu |
| [02:23.010] |
pi shi shao mu bi |
| [02:28.373] |
ci chao dai |
| [02:32.000] |
" shou yin?" |
| [02:43.547] |
tong jin tao |
| [02:45.779] |
tong jin sheng |
| [02:48.302] |
tong jin yu |
| [02:51.114] |
tong tong |
| [00:22.843] |
zuǒ shǒu shǒu wèi |
| [00:29.781] |
yǔ jiàng xiào |
| [00:32.905] |
sǐ sī yì |
| [00:35.378] |
tòng ān xīn biàn |
| [00:38.406] |
shuí fēn yù yì |
| [00:40.885] |
shuí qì fù yù yì |
| [00:54.202] |
hé yā jì |
| [00:59.157] |
hé jù jué chōng dòng |
| [01:04.060] |
" yī rén" |
| [01:06.859] |
tòng guàn shǐ |
| [01:09.834] |
quán bào ru yì |
| [01:12.316] |
rén lài shì |
| [01:14.881] |
. chū zhèn shǒu: yù dòng |
| [01:17.433] |
. shǒu shēn: chōng dòng |
| [01:20.199] |
. táo qì: |
| [01:22.718] |
ān xī shǒu rù 2 shí |
| [01:28.117] |
RISK: er |
| [01:29.531] |
qì |
| [01:30.672] |
wāi shì jiè |
| [01:33.995] |
shǒu shǒu yá |
| [01:38.604] |
|
| [01:39.760] |
tòng |
| [01:41.258] |
mí |
| [01:42.360] |
lèi |
| [01:44.320] |
quán wàng |
| [01:59.210] |
Psychiatric disorder |
| [02:12.440] |
|
| [02:13.867] |
huài |
| [02:15.318] |
|
| [02:16.451] |
rèn |
| [02:18.121] |
pú jīn sī chū |
| [02:23.010] |
pí shí shǎo mù bì |
| [02:28.373] |
cì cháo dài |
| [02:32.000] |
" shǒu yǐn?" |
| [02:43.547] |
tòng jīn táo |
| [02:45.779] |
tòng jīn shēng |
| [02:48.302] |
tòng jīn yù |
| [02:51.114] |
tòng tòng |
| [00:22.843] |
紧贴于左腕的安慰 |
| [00:29.781] |
让“雨”落下 笑了出来 |
| [00:32.905] |
并不仅仅是想死而已 |
| [00:35.378] |
将痛苦变成安心的折刀 |
| [00:38.406] |
并不是想要他人理解 |
| [00:40.885] |
也不是为了让他人察觉 |
| [00:54.202] |
又有什么东西（向我）涌来 |
| [00:59.157] |
想要拒绝某些东西的冲动 |
| [01:04.060] |
能让我“独处”的折刀 |
| [01:06.859] |
并没有开始习惯痛苦 |
| [01:09.834] |
也无法将一切都拥入怀中 |
| [01:12.316] |
「依赖」某人这种事也做不到 |
| [01:14.881] |
首先 颤抖的手 ： 「欲望」 |
| [01:17.433] |
然后 将手伸出 ： 「冲动」 |
| [01:20.199] |
哭泣着想要逃离 ：「性欲」 |
| [01:22.718] |
得到安心的2时 |
| [01:28.117] |
RISK:er「自傷」 |
| [01:29.531] |
哭泣着 |
| [01:30.672] |
在这扭曲的世界里 |
| [01:33.995] |
又一次将尖牙伸向手腕 |
| [01:38.604] |
wrist cut |
| [01:39.760] |
把痛苦 |
| [01:41.258] |
迷惘 |
| [01:42.360] |
泪水 |
| [01:44.320] |
通通都忘掉 |
| [01:59.210] |
精神障碍 |
| [02:12.440] |
wrist cut |
| [02:13.867] |
崩溃掉了 |
| [02:15.318] |
“并非如此” |
| [02:16.451] |
不被认可 |
| [02:18.121] |
我现在已然能回想起来 |
| [02:23.010] |
疲惫的时候 稍稍闭上眼睛 |
| [02:28.373] |
等待着下一个早晨…… |
| [02:32.000] |
“将那只手拉过来？” |
| [02:43.547] |
疼痛使我感受到现在 |
| [02:45.779] |
疼痛使我感受到了活着 |
| [02:48.302] |
疼痛治愈着现在 |
| [02:51.114] |
疼痛 痛苦…… |
