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There are people |
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And they are publishing my book |
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And there's a party |
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That they are throwing. |
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And while you've made it very clear that you're not going, |
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I will be going. |
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And that's done. |
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But what's it really about? |
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Is it really about a party, Cathy? |
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Can we please for a minute |
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Stop blaming and say what you feel? |
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Is it just that you're disappointed |
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To be touring again for the summer? |
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Did you think this would all be much easier |
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Than it's turned out to be? |
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Well, then talk to me, Cathy. |
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Talk to me. |
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If I didn't believe in you, |
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We'd never have gotten this far. |
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If I didn't believe in you |
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And all of the ten thousand women you are. |
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If I didn't think you could do |
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Anything you ever wanted to, |
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If I wasn't certain that you'd come through somehow, |
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The fact of the matter is, Cathy, |
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I wouldn't be standing here now. |
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If I didn't believe in you, |
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We wouldn't be having this fight. |
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If I didn't believe in you, |
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I'd walk out the door and say, \"Cathy, you're right.\" |
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But I never could let that go |
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Knowing the things about you I know-- |
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Things when I met you four years ago, I knew. |
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It never took much convincing |
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To make me believe in you. |
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Don't we get to be happy, Cathy? |
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At some point down the line, |
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Don't we get to relax |
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Without some new tsuris |
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To push me yet further from you? |
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If I'm cheering on your side, Cathy, |
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Why can't you support mine? |
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Why do I have to feel |
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I've committed some felony |
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Doing what I always swore I would do? |
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I don't want you to hurt. |
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I don't want you to sink. |
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But you know what I think? |
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I think you'll be fine! |
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Just hang on and you'll see-- |
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But don't make me wait 'til you do |
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To be happy with you-- |
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Will you listen to me? |
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No one can give you courage |
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No one can thicken your skin. |
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I will not fail so you can be comfortable, Cathy. |
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I will not lose because you can't win. |
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If I didn't believe in you, |
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Then here's where the travelogue ends. |
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If I didn't believe in you, |
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I couldn't have stood before all of our friends |
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And said, \"This is the life I choose-- |
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This is the thing I can't bear to lose. |
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Trip us or trap us, but we refuse to fall.\" |
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That's what I thought we agreed on, Cathy. |
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If I hadn't believed in you, |
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I wouldn't have loved you at all. |
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Now why don't you put your dress on and we'll go, okay? |
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Cathy? Can we just do that, please? |
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Please? |