歌曲 | All In My Head |
歌手 | Joe Budden |
专辑 | No Love Lost |
[00:23.60] | Maybe it started with Slaughterhouse, or was it tour life? |
[00:27.10] | Maybe it wouldn’t had started at all if I had your life |
[00:29.93] | Maybe it was needed or I was thinking immorally |
[00:32.87] | If I wasn’t myself could I say I gave the fans All of Me? |
[00:36.05] | Can’t decide if I’m more ashamed of what this all mean |
[00:39.08] | Than I am of ignoring all the lessons that was taught to me |
[00:41.96] | Headed up field but couldn’t dodge the last tackler |
[00:45.29] | High to the floor we thinkin moves her ass backwards |
[00:48.23] | How could I do with no regrets at all, willing to bet it all |
[00:51.16] | Not realize that quicker demise, how could I neglect it all? |
[00:53.88] | I’m so seasonal, some of you knew what to bring back |
[00:57.02] | With a heart this cold, how’d ya’ll think I’d be receptive to fall |
[01:00.05] | I’m plenty comfortable when danger’s around |
[01:02.62] | And even more so when strangers around |
[01:04.70] | In a bigger picture, was sicker down on my triggers |
[01:07.12] | And all the alarm enforcers |
[01:08.48] | Down to a nigga, that I’m about for drugs and liquor or the harm it causes |
[01:11.97] | Life and death, I tried to lynch myself |
[01:14.45] | Thought I could keep it all a secret, I convinced myself |
[01:17.28] | But really the folk that loved me, they could tell I was loakin |
[01:20.37] | I couldn’t see him, cry me a river cuz it fell in the ocean |
[01:23.83] | Numb to my words now, maybe felt it was open |
[01:26.35] | I cut so many people who was through, I need help with devotion |
[01:29.24] | That’s just some of the things I ask my Lord the savior |
[01:32.50] | And when He calls to me, well He have done us all a favor |
[01:35.34] | How did I make it here? |
[01:39.87] | Who I are? |
[01:43.96] | I feel so lost |
[01:46.71] | Now I’m not seeing it clear |
[01:52.34] | Is it my fault? |
[01:55.26] | Is it my fault? |
[01:58.09] | It’s all in my head |
[02:00.06] | I’m looking around like this can’t be happening |
[02:01.93] | Round of applause for the angry rappers |
[02:04.83] | Lord my girl cried me a flood then me a river |
[02:08.42] | That’s love depending on me when I’m a dependent on liquor |
[02:11.31] | I’m up in the shoe store, she got no love to show |
[02:13.74] | You ever look at a bitch she was fucking behind your bitch back like fuck I was fuckin you for, come on |
[02:18.30] | I’m an artist so I’m intelligent |
[02:19.41] | I would tell you to do some soul searchin |
[02:21.47] | But it’s hangin up in my closet with your skeleton |
[02:23.55] | That’s gotta be a god's work, even a diamond gotta be polished first |
[02:26.86] | The quarter is on the loose and I ain’t been out here getting my dollars’ worth |
[02:29.89] | I had to remove the goggles first |
[02:31.27] | To see through the sippin patrone and 50 phonies fool |
[02:33.60] | I need to go get me a kidney doner |
[02:35.92] | Guru, Nate Dogg, go head blink your eye |
[02:38.87] | Your doctor told me you close, go ahead drink and die |
[02:41.91] | Buried under the stone where the patrone 5th sits by |
[02:44.80] | That reads hella somebody who never wanted to be this guy |
[02:48.15] | How did I make it here? |
[02:52.61] | Who I are? |
[02:55.94] | I feel so lost |
[02:59.24] | Now I’m not seeing it clear |
[03:04.35] | Is it my fault? |
[03:07.99] | Is it my fault? |
[03:10.26] | It’s all in my head |
[03:11.74] | They say knowledge is power, great cuz every day I learn |
[03:14.73] | As of late been having revelations bout this hate turn |
[03:17.67] | Hate the way they judge me, 2 I got the case adjourned |
[03:20.81] | Hated the belly of the beast to I became it's tapeworm |
[03:23.60] | When I said I’d stop getting high tried to say it’s done |
[03:26.68] | No, I’m the type to walk through the fire to check the way it burn |
[03:29.46] | They say my brain is off, I say how can it be? |
[03:32.61] | If I’m out my mind how can I be in sanity? |
[03:35.54] | The people used to say that I was scared of progress |
[03:38.59] | They don’t know how hard a nigga tried to advance |
[03:41.32] | But I don’t know who’s more to blame |
[03:42.93] | Is it them for really not knowing me |
[03:44.19] | Or is it me for never really giving them a chance? |
[03:47.08] | Get too close, be too big of a threat |
[03:49.30] | Now it’s been little than no time |
[03:50.57] | Thinking why I ain’t get rid of you yet |
[03:52.94] | Gotta recognize my maturity |
[03:54.61] | Gotta see I’m grown |
[03:56.24] | Letting my skeletons out the closet just so I never be alone |
[03:59.37] | Since I got trust issues I won’t discuss with you |
[04:02.53] | Besides God tell me who the fuck’s supposed to save you |
[04:05.31] | Pop one, have one man to man, what’s going after the light’s out? |
[04:08.29] | Somewhere in his head probly feel it in his place too |
[04:11.32] | Plus more people will see me soon |
[04:13.80] | I mean I’ll be on national tv soon |
[04:16.79] | So when I ask if people I have around are cancer for me |
[04:19.73] | That’s 4 million more that might be able to answer for me |
[04:22.70] | Joe |
[04:23.51] | How did I make it here? |
[04:27.93] | Who I are? |
[04:31.32] | I feel so lost |
[04:34.57] | Now I’m not seeing it clear |
[04:40.03] | Is it my fault? |
[04:42.37] | Is it my fault? |
[04:44.97] | It’s all in my head |
[00:23.60] | Maybe it started with Slaughterhouse, or was it tour life? |
[00:27.10] | Maybe it wouldn' t had started at all if I had your life |
[00:29.93] | Maybe it was needed or I was thinking immorally |
[00:32.87] | If I wasn' t myself could I say I gave the fans All of Me? |
[00:36.05] | Can' t decide if I' m more ashamed of what this all mean |
[00:39.08] | Than I am of ignoring all the lessons that was taught to me |
[00:41.96] | Headed up field but couldn' t dodge the last tackler |
[00:45.29] | High to the floor we thinkin moves her ass backwards |
[00:48.23] | How could I do with no regrets at all, willing to bet it all |
[00:51.16] | Not realize that quicker demise, how could I neglect it all? |
[00:53.88] | I' m so seasonal, some of you knew what to bring back |
[00:57.02] | With a heart this cold, how' d ya' ll think I' d be receptive to fall |
[01:00.05] | I' m plenty comfortable when danger' s around |
[01:02.62] | And even more so when strangers around |
[01:04.70] | In a bigger picture, was sicker down on my triggers |
[01:07.12] | And all the alarm enforcers |
[01:08.48] | Down to a nigga, that I' m about for drugs and liquor or the harm it causes |
[01:11.97] | Life and death, I tried to lynch myself |
[01:14.45] | Thought I could keep it all a secret, I convinced myself |
[01:17.28] | But really the folk that loved me, they could tell I was loakin |
[01:20.37] | I couldn' t see him, cry me a river cuz it fell in the ocean |
[01:23.83] | Numb to my words now, maybe felt it was open |
[01:26.35] | I cut so many people who was through, I need help with devotion |
[01:29.24] | That' s just some of the things I ask my Lord the savior |
[01:32.50] | And when He calls to me, well He have done us all a favor |
[01:35.34] | How did I make it here? |
[01:39.87] | Who I are? |
[01:43.96] | I feel so lost |
[01:46.71] | Now I' m not seeing it clear |
[01:52.34] | Is it my fault? |
[01:55.26] | Is it my fault? |
[01:58.09] | It' s all in my head |
[02:00.06] | I' m looking around like this can' t be happening |
[02:01.93] | Round of applause for the angry rappers |
[02:04.83] | Lord my girl cried me a flood then me a river |
[02:08.42] | That' s love depending on me when I' m a dependent on liquor |
[02:11.31] | I' m up in the shoe store, she got no love to show |
[02:13.74] | You ever look at a bitch she was fucking behind your bitch back like fuck I was fuckin you for, come on |
[02:18.30] | I' m an artist so I' m intelligent |
[02:19.41] | I would tell you to do some soul searchin |
[02:21.47] | But it' s hangin up in my closet with your skeleton |
[02:23.55] | That' s gotta be a god' s work, even a diamond gotta be polished first |
[02:26.86] | The quarter is on the loose and I ain' t been out here getting my dollars' worth |
[02:29.89] | I had to remove the goggles first |
[02:31.27] | To see through the sippin patrone and 50 phonies fool |
[02:33.60] | I need to go get me a kidney doner |
[02:35.92] | Guru, Nate Dogg, go head blink your eye |
[02:38.87] | Your doctor told me you close, go ahead drink and die |
[02:41.91] | Buried under the stone where the patrone 5th sits by |
[02:44.80] | That reads hella somebody who never wanted to be this guy |
[02:48.15] | How did I make it here? |
[02:52.61] | Who I are? |
[02:55.94] | I feel so lost |
[02:59.24] | Now I' m not seeing it clear |
[03:04.35] | Is it my fault? |
[03:07.99] | Is it my fault? |
[03:10.26] | It' s all in my head |
[03:11.74] | They say knowledge is power, great cuz every day I learn |
[03:14.73] | As of late been having revelations bout this hate turn |
[03:17.67] | Hate the way they judge me, 2 I got the case adjourned |
[03:20.81] | Hated the belly of the beast to I became it' s tapeworm |
[03:23.60] | When I said I' d stop getting high tried to say it' s done |
[03:26.68] | No, I' m the type to walk through the fire to check the way it burn |
[03:29.46] | They say my brain is off, I say how can it be? |
[03:32.61] | If I' m out my mind how can I be in sanity? |
[03:35.54] | The people used to say that I was scared of progress |
[03:38.59] | They don' t know how hard a nigga tried to advance |
[03:41.32] | But I don' t know who' s more to blame |
[03:42.93] | Is it them for really not knowing me |
[03:44.19] | Or is it me for never really giving them a chance? |
[03:47.08] | Get too close, be too big of a threat |
[03:49.30] | Now it' s been little than no time |
[03:50.57] | Thinking why I ain' t get rid of you yet |
[03:52.94] | Gotta recognize my maturity |
[03:54.61] | Gotta see I' m grown |
[03:56.24] | Letting my skeletons out the closet just so I never be alone |
[03:59.37] | Since I got trust issues I won' t discuss with you |
[04:02.53] | Besides God tell me who the fuck' s supposed to save you |
[04:05.31] | Pop one, have one man to man, what' s going after the light' s out? |
[04:08.29] | Somewhere in his head probly feel it in his place too |
[04:11.32] | Plus more people will see me soon |
[04:13.80] | I mean I' ll be on national tv soon |
[04:16.79] | So when I ask if people I have around are cancer for me |
[04:19.73] | That' s 4 million more that might be able to answer for me |
[04:22.70] | Joe |
[04:23.51] | How did I make it here? |
[04:27.93] | Who I are? |
[04:31.32] | I feel so lost |
[04:34.57] | Now I' m not seeing it clear |
[04:40.03] | Is it my fault? |
[04:42.37] | Is it my fault? |
[04:44.97] | It' s all in my head |