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[Verse 1] |
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The thoughts all cloudy in the marijuana sky |
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But it started raining molly |
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It got me feeling sorry while I’m feeling on myself |
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Cause I don’t know this ******* name |
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But I’m feeling on her breast |
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I know it ain’t right, but in this state I don’t care |
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A whole week done went past ,I don’t go no where |
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Hotel rooms cru*******ng pills and menus |
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Daughter sending me messages saying “Daddy I miss you” |
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But in this condition I don’t think she need to see me |
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Ain’t slept in four days, and I’m smelling like sea******* |
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Problems in my past haunt my future and the present |
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Escaping from reality got me missing my blessings |
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Sent a couple g’s but that make it no better |
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And now I got habits that ain’t getting no better |
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And it ain’t that easy trying to get all together |
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Been stressing so long think depression done settled |
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[Hook] |
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It’s time for me to clean it up |
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I came to far too ******* it up like… |
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[Verse 2] |
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Pops left mom when I was only 18 |
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So rightfully that meant I had to be the man of things |
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And by 28 mom was damn near homeless |
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And now I’m 31 she ‘bout to ******* cop her own *******t |
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Triple beam dreams brought me nothing but nigh*******ares |
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Thought that I was helping but the system don’t fight fair |
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Cases had me locked up, mama always wrote me |
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Pops my only visit, they the only ones that loved me |
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That’s why I feel bad, popping Givenchy tags |
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Knowing that this tee could feed my nephew for a week |
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For material I’m weak, acting like I don’t care |
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I spend it all on clothes, then something is wrong there |
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I sent my mom some g’s, but that makes it no better |
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Cause now I got habits that ain’t getting no better |
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And it ain’t that easy trying to get all together |
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Been stressing so long think depression done settled |
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[Hook] |