| I made a mistake, because I always had it made | |
| because I did not appreciate the things you did | |
| I've spend a lot of time on it, and I think I wanted just a lonely life | |
| I can't believe how long it took just to understand the extent of all the things I wasn't doing right | |
| I wanna know, if I was ever happy at all? | |
| because right now, I don't know, I can't remember | |
| Now I've spent a lot of time on it | |
| and I don't want to lead a lonely life | |
| I spent the time and still I don't even understand | |
| I wanna wake up in the morning and just feel alright | |
| And I believe that it's true, that I just blamed it all all on you | |
| my only defense, I was so depressed, and man I was so dumb | |
| My dreams came true, and I always thought that the parts that needed you | |
| would be filled when all these things came true, I did | |
| I was wrong | |
| (OOOHHH) | |
| and now I never wanted to live this long, without |