歌曲 | She Ran |
歌手 | Karl Verkade |
专辑 | Soundtracks & Stories Ii: Prufrock Landscapes |
[00:25.95] | The night was cold and thin. |
[00:28.72] | The air was scantily clad in such a way that she felt that |
[00:31.64] | If she could but stop for a second, she could reach through it and grasp time. |
[00:37.12] | Arrest it, stop it, bring back the years of hope, |
[00:42.87] | Before the years of inevitably set in. |
[00:46.46] | But she did not stop. |
[00:49.19] | She ran. |
[00:52.61] | Air is a precious commodity; one she had taken for granted until it was all she had. |
[01:00.79] | Tonight she chased it; she felt as if her lungs could not get enough of it. |
[01:08.21] | With each new step, a new shallow breath, |
[01:12.39] | And a new resolve to continue filling her chest |
[01:15.66] | With the last thing in this world that was free. |
[01:20.00] | She knew that if she stopped, the night would end; |
[01:23.53] | And she did not want the night to end. |
[01:26.50] | The colors were too vivid. |
[01:29.10] | First the reds…the piercing reds. |
[01:32.64] | They swept out of the night sky in such an instant |
[01:36.35] | That she did not have time to witness their origin. |
[01:39.41] | But there they were. |
[01:41.18] | Swirling, brilliant reds that swept her up like she scarcely remembered. |
[01:47.21] | Indeed, did she even remember it? |
[01:49.74] | Or was this the embodiment of a shadow she always hoped to one day remember. |
[01:54.94] | The color floated around her as she ran, keeping up with her; |
[01:59.28] | Perhaps even lagging back a little so that she could keep up with it. |
[02:03.83] | She could not help it; she began to be entranced by its brilliance, |
[02:08.85] | Though she dared not slow down. |
[02:11.09] | She peered into it, |
[02:13.13] | Trying to imprint upon her memory every detail of its stunning lifeform. |
[02:17.78] | Then suddenly, did it change? |
[02:21.60] | The reds were not quite as flowing as they once were. |
[02:25.12] | They moved a little more awkwardly. |
[02:27.91] | She knew she had seen that movement before, somewhere. |
[02:31.38] | Then she remembered. |
[02:32.90] | Yes! The reds were walking! |
[02:33.74] | Alongside her they walked, still dancingly keeping up with her every running stride. |
[02:41.10] | Their shapes became more and more human. |
[02:44.16] | She recognized one of the colors. |
[02:46.93] | He looked into her eyes with the love that said that it was already finished; |
[02:51.42] | There was nothing she could do to ever spurn that love. |
[02:55.40] | Then another color touched her shoulder. |
[02:59.03] | She whirled her head around just in time to catch the shape |
[03:03.46] | Of a life that spoke of a bond with her that nothing but tears could form. |
[03:06.44] | In an instant, the motherly shape was gone, |
[03:11.75] | But reformed next to the figure on her other side, walking arm in arm with it. |
[03:15.10] | She almost stumbled. |
[03:20.55] | Something had touched her heels. |
[03:22.72] | She turned her head around long enough to see a child following behind her. |
[03:27.15] | It was a little girl…a little girl without colors. |
[03:32.07] | She skipped and sauntered, without a care in the world, |
[03:36.58] | But all the time keeping up with her. |
[03:38.86] | She wondered at the child; she wondered at childhood. |
[03:43.33] | So happy, so light; all its cares are immediate. |
[03:49.63] | There is no sense of that fact that time will one day have its way. |
[03:54.65] | No one tells children the truth. |
[03:57.64] | From somewhere behind the child, deep in the distance, |
[04:02.39] | She thought she saw another red. |
[04:05.71] | A different red. |
[04:07.37] | But she couldn't be sure; she had to keep her head straight onward, |
[04:11.46] | To immerse herself in the air, in the night. |
[04:14.38] | Nor did she have time to worry about the new color, |
[04:18.05] | Or the child, as the brilliant reds by her side had split into multiple colors, |
[04:19.56] | Each walking at its own pace somewhere by her side. |
[04:27.08] | They were dear to her…some moreso than others. |
[04:30.97] | All looked at her with varying degrees of knowingness. |
[04:34.99] | One in particular. |
[04:36.66] | He looked at her with a seriousness, and a questioning. |
[04:40.01] | His was by far the most tender touch, but not the most knowing. |
[04:45.92] | She slowed slightly, gasping for breath as she did. |
[04:49.53] | She turned to look at him, but her gaze was interrupted by the new color, |
[04:54.76] | Now creeping along the horizon next to her. |
[04:58.72] | It was a dark color, and threatened to swallow the red she now fought desperately to keep. |
[04:58.82] | She reached out for him; but slowly he faded, and slowly the dark approached. |
[05:05.05] | She had seen this before. |
[05:16.28] | In an instant he was gone, and in his place were two other brilliant reds. |
[05:21.21] | One for whom she cared, one with whom she was comfortable. |
[05:25.33] | The dark color approached. |
[05:29.10] | She tried to outrun it, but it was of no use. |
[05:32.99] | It swallowed up the two colors just as it had swallowed the last. |
[05:37.95] | She now saw that it was not a darkness, but a deepness. |
[05:42.40] | A deep red that spoke of something she knew all too well. |
[05:46.21] | It sent shudders through her life-stained body. |
[05:49.92] | The shudders continued as she ran. |
[05:53.65] | And continued. |
[05:55.14] | Until she had unknowingly discovered that she was quite at home with the shudders. |
[05:59.50] | She did not mind them. |
[06:01.91] | In fact, the deep red had mixed with the brilliant red so much so that |
[06:06.44] | Neither color was now better or worse for the mixing; |
[06:12.20] | But they were more real. |
[06:13.88] | Then, just as she was about to acquiesce to the new deep and brilliant red, |
[06:18.24] | It suddenly birthed a figure. |
[06:20.65] | And she hated. |
[06:22.41] | She hated its curves, and its smoothness, and its beauty. |
[06:26.96] | It tore from the rest of the colors, revealing its blackness. |
[06:31.19] | And then, in horror, she watched as it reached back |
[06:35.52] | Into the deep and brilliant red and pulled from it the loving figure. |
[06:40.70] | He looked at her as she ran with the same, |
[06:43.42] | Unquenchable love as before, as he faded off into the distance |
[06:47.77] | With the beautiful black figure. |
[06:50.18] | She ran harder; and at her heels she felt the child again. |
[06:57.75] | She turned again to look, and now saw a young lady, walking warily behind her. |
[07:01.70] | She knew that look; the colors had replaced the innocence. |
[07:09.88] | She had never been sure which was more desirable; |
[07:13.15] | But now she knew that neither could ever coexist peacefully with the other. |
[07:17.61] | The deep, brilliant red circled around her and comforted her. |
[07:23.28] | It did not split into its native colors, nor would it ever again. |
[07:28.58] | And she was grateful. |
[07:30.52] | Now there was another color. |
[07:34.13] | It crept out from behind her. |
[07:37.12] | She turned to look; were the colors coming from the child? |
[07:41.48] | But it was no longer a child, or a young lady. |
[07:44.52] | It was a young woman…a young woman with a war in her eyes, |
[07:49.46] | Between childlike hope and the lamentable wisdom of the inevitable. |
[07:54.00] | She recognized that look. |
[07:56.87] | And she ran faster. |
[07:58.85] | But she could not outrun the new color. |
[08:03.01] | It surrounded her, |
[08:05.27] | And here and there penetrated the deep and brilliant red with its yellow haze. |
[08:09.88] | It was a tired color…so tired that it was almost transparent, |
[08:15.17] | And blended in with the night in such a way that at times, |
[08:19.17] | In her gasping for air, she would inevitably suck in its yellow weariness as well. |
[08:24.36] | But she did not mind. |
[08:27.52] | A little weariness might even be nice… |
[08:30.24] | It made her feel as if her running was accomplishing something. |
[08:34.05] | Accomplishment. |
[08:35.82] | The reds spoke nothing of that. |
[08:39.06] | She wondered at her life, and for the first time, looked upwards. |
[08:45.17] | There were no colors to see through…just the night sky. |
[08:48.81] | The vastness looked down upon her as if it knew her. |
[08:54.18] | She slowed a little, letting her inconsequential state settle in over tired bones. |
[09:00.24] | The yellow crept wearily into her upward gaze, |
[09:04.96] | And she knew the child at her heels was now a woman. |
[09:08.39] | She did not turn, but ran onwards, |
[09:11.93] | knowing all too well the look in the pursuing woman's eyes. |
[09:15.75] | There would be tears, resolve, the tiniest glints of echoes that were once laughter; |
[09:22.61] | But most of all, the yellow weariness. |
[09:26.68] | Her legs were tired, her lungs empty. |
[09:31.80] | She inhaled without the benefit of air, |
[09:35.35] | As the deep and brilliant red moved underneath her and helped her forward. |
[09:39.35] | The yellow slowed her enough to where she could look around her a bit; |
[09:44.65] | She discovered trees…big, green trees towering over her on either side. |
[09:51.02] | |
[09:57.17] | And the little child softly padded around in front of her. |
[10:01.65] | The bright eyes of the child were now furrowed under a wrinkled brow, |
[10:08.30] | And the once beautiful cheekbones now protruded in |
[10:11.84] | A manner unworthy of the years and wisdom that made them such. |
[10:16.23] | At first she blushed with the hardness of the old woman's gaze, |
[10:20.10] | But then stared back at herself with the same knowing inevitability. |
[10:25.97] | The old woman took her hand in hers, and walked her down the path. |
[10:31.09] | She tried to run to keep up, but could not; |
[10:36.01] | The old woman dragged her softly and silently onward, |
[10:39.88] | As the deep and brilliant red carried her, |
[10:42.71] | The tired yellow enveloped her, |
[10:44.80] | And the green trees lapped gently at their own dust which formed her body. |
[10:51.32] | And she stopped running. |
[10:55.78] | |
[11:06.44] | It had been a miserable night, |
[11:07.98] | And they were excited to be able to go into the alley and play today. |
[11:12.67] | They bounced the ball against the cracked bricks of the tall buildings, |
[11:16.74] | And he even let her win a few times. |
[11:19.68] | But this turn, he was going to win. |
[11:22.90] | With all the bravado a big brother can muster, |
[11:26.14] | He slammed the ball at the corner of the building where the curb met the bricks. |
[11:30.32] | The ball ricocheted down the alley, towards an oncoming truck. |
[11:34.54] | As it did, it dislodged some old newspaper crumblings, |
[11:38.70] | And in the tired yellow light cascading onto the alley through the old buildings, |
[11:43.50] | They saw it. |
[11:45.47] | His sister screamed and went running back through the shabby aluminum door |
[11:48.35] | Into their mother’s apartment. |
[11:51.78] | But he couldn't move. |
[11:53.57] | He stared at her. |
[11:56.24] | |
[12:00.97] | They drove down the alley. |
[12:02.91] | What a miserable day. |
[12:04.70] | The night had been cold, and whenever the nights were cold, |
[12:08.41] | He knew it would be a long day. |
[12:10.26] | He watched as two children bounced a ball against the side of the grimy building. |
[12:15.91] | The ball got away from them and in the tired yellow haze peering through the buildings, |
[12:19.27] | He saw the ball dislodge some old papers; |
[12:24.41] | And underneath it, he saw another one. |
[12:28.02] | They stopped the truck and walked over to the body. |
[12:31.36] | It was not her…it was never her; it was a shell. |
[12:37.11] | He wondered who she was. |
[12:40.53] | They picked her up, and he knew that beneath his gloves, there was coldness. |
[12:47.63] | But her open eyes seemed peaceful; somehow that brought him comfort. |
[12:52.51] | He looked into her eyes as the red of the bag enveloped her body, and she was gone. |
[12:58.28] | It was then that he noticed the boy. |
[13:04.50] | He hadn't moved, but was staring at them with large, questioning eyes. |
[13:09.59] | He nodded at the boy as they carried her back to their truck, |
[13:14.52] | And attempted a smile through his mask. |
[13:14.61] | The boy was motionless. |
[13:22.13] | "We're just taking her someplace where she can rest," was all he managed. |
[13:26.62] | "I know what the green trucks mean," said the boy bravely. |
[13:31.17] | "But you've never seen this before?" |
[13:34.79] | The boy shook his head, |
[13:36.91] | Fighting back the tears for which he had been taught he was too old. |
[13:40.46] | The man stopped, and pulled his mask off over his head. |
[13:45.76] | He looked straight into the boy's quivering eyes. |
[13:48.62] | "It's very short. Don't waste it." |
[13:53.30] | He looked at the boy. |
[13:56.60] | The boy looked back at him. |
[13:59.95] | Not knowing what else to do, he slowly turned away, |
[14:04.31] | Leaving the boy standing alone in the alley; |
[14:06.93] | Older, whether he wanted to be or not. |
[14:10.47] | They put her in with all the rest. |
[14:16.47] | |
[14:25.76] |
[00:25.95] | The night was cold and thin. |
[00:28.72] | The air was scantily clad in such a way that she felt that |
[00:31.64] | If she could but stop for a second, she could reach through it and grasp time. |
[00:37.12] | Arrest it, stop it, bring back the years of hope, |
[00:42.87] | Before the years of inevitably set in. |
[00:46.46] | But she did not stop. |
[00:49.19] | She ran. |
[00:52.61] | Air is a precious commodity one she had taken for granted until it was all she had. |
[01:00.79] | Tonight she chased it she felt as if her lungs could not get enough of it. |
[01:08.21] | With each new step, a new shallow breath, |
[01:12.39] | And a new resolve to continue filling her chest |
[01:15.66] | With the last thing in this world that was free. |
[01:20.00] | She knew that if she stopped, the night would end |
[01:23.53] | And she did not want the night to end. |
[01:26.50] | The colors were too vivid. |
[01:29.10] | First the reds the piercing reds. |
[01:32.64] | They swept out of the night sky in such an instant |
[01:36.35] | That she did not have time to witness their origin. |
[01:39.41] | But there they were. |
[01:41.18] | Swirling, brilliant reds that swept her up like she scarcely remembered. |
[01:47.21] | Indeed, did she even remember it? |
[01:49.74] | Or was this the embodiment of a shadow she always hoped to one day remember. |
[01:54.94] | The color floated around her as she ran, keeping up with her |
[01:59.28] | Perhaps even lagging back a little so that she could keep up with it. |
[02:03.83] | She could not help it she began to be entranced by its brilliance, |
[02:08.85] | Though she dared not slow down. |
[02:11.09] | She peered into it, |
[02:13.13] | Trying to imprint upon her memory every detail of its stunning lifeform. |
[02:17.78] | Then suddenly, did it change? |
[02:21.60] | The reds were not quite as flowing as they once were. |
[02:25.12] | They moved a little more awkwardly. |
[02:27.91] | She knew she had seen that movement before, somewhere. |
[02:31.38] | Then she remembered. |
[02:32.90] | Yes! The reds were walking! |
[02:33.74] | Alongside her they walked, still dancingly keeping up with her every running stride. |
[02:41.10] | Their shapes became more and more human. |
[02:44.16] | She recognized one of the colors. |
[02:46.93] | He looked into her eyes with the love that said that it was already finished |
[02:51.42] | There was nothing she could do to ever spurn that love. |
[02:55.40] | Then another color touched her shoulder. |
[02:59.03] | She whirled her head around just in time to catch the shape |
[03:03.46] | Of a life that spoke of a bond with her that nothing but tears could form. |
[03:06.44] | In an instant, the motherly shape was gone, |
[03:11.75] | But reformed next to the figure on her other side, walking arm in arm with it. |
[03:15.10] | She almost stumbled. |
[03:20.55] | Something had touched her heels. |
[03:22.72] | She turned her head around long enough to see a child following behind her. |
[03:27.15] | It was a little girl a little girl without colors. |
[03:32.07] | She skipped and sauntered, without a care in the world, |
[03:36.58] | But all the time keeping up with her. |
[03:38.86] | She wondered at the child she wondered at childhood. |
[03:43.33] | So happy, so light all its cares are immediate. |
[03:49.63] | There is no sense of that fact that time will one day have its way. |
[03:54.65] | No one tells children the truth. |
[03:57.64] | From somewhere behind the child, deep in the distance, |
[04:02.39] | She thought she saw another red. |
[04:05.71] | A different red. |
[04:07.37] | But she couldn' t be sure she had to keep her head straight onward, |
[04:11.46] | To immerse herself in the air, in the night. |
[04:14.38] | Nor did she have time to worry about the new color, |
[04:18.05] | Or the child, as the brilliant reds by her side had split into multiple colors, |
[04:19.56] | Each walking at its own pace somewhere by her side. |
[04:27.08] | They were dear to her some moreso than others. |
[04:30.97] | All looked at her with varying degrees of knowingness. |
[04:34.99] | One in particular. |
[04:36.66] | He looked at her with a seriousness, and a questioning. |
[04:40.01] | His was by far the most tender touch, but not the most knowing. |
[04:45.92] | She slowed slightly, gasping for breath as she did. |
[04:49.53] | She turned to look at him, but her gaze was interrupted by the new color, |
[04:54.76] | Now creeping along the horizon next to her. |
[04:58.72] | It was a dark color, and threatened to swallow the red she now fought desperately to keep. |
[04:58.82] | She reached out for him but slowly he faded, and slowly the dark approached. |
[05:05.05] | She had seen this before. |
[05:16.28] | In an instant he was gone, and in his place were two other brilliant reds. |
[05:21.21] | One for whom she cared, one with whom she was comfortable. |
[05:25.33] | The dark color approached. |
[05:29.10] | She tried to outrun it, but it was of no use. |
[05:32.99] | It swallowed up the two colors just as it had swallowed the last. |
[05:37.95] | She now saw that it was not a darkness, but a deepness. |
[05:42.40] | A deep red that spoke of something she knew all too well. |
[05:46.21] | It sent shudders through her lifestained body. |
[05:49.92] | The shudders continued as she ran. |
[05:53.65] | And continued. |
[05:55.14] | Until she had unknowingly discovered that she was quite at home with the shudders. |
[05:59.50] | She did not mind them. |
[06:01.91] | In fact, the deep red had mixed with the brilliant red so much so that |
[06:06.44] | Neither color was now better or worse for the mixing |
[06:12.20] | But they were more real. |
[06:13.88] | Then, just as she was about to acquiesce to the new deep and brilliant red, |
[06:18.24] | It suddenly birthed a figure. |
[06:20.65] | And she hated. |
[06:22.41] | She hated its curves, and its smoothness, and its beauty. |
[06:26.96] | It tore from the rest of the colors, revealing its blackness. |
[06:31.19] | And then, in horror, she watched as it reached back |
[06:35.52] | Into the deep and brilliant red and pulled from it the loving figure. |
[06:40.70] | He looked at her as she ran with the same, |
[06:43.42] | Unquenchable love as before, as he faded off into the distance |
[06:47.77] | With the beautiful black figure. |
[06:50.18] | She ran harder and at her heels she felt the child again. |
[06:57.75] | She turned again to look, and now saw a young lady, walking warily behind her. |
[07:01.70] | She knew that look the colors had replaced the innocence. |
[07:09.88] | She had never been sure which was more desirable |
[07:13.15] | But now she knew that neither could ever coexist peacefully with the other. |
[07:17.61] | The deep, brilliant red circled around her and comforted her. |
[07:23.28] | It did not split into its native colors, nor would it ever again. |
[07:28.58] | And she was grateful. |
[07:30.52] | Now there was another color. |
[07:34.13] | It crept out from behind her. |
[07:37.12] | She turned to look were the colors coming from the child? |
[07:41.48] | But it was no longer a child, or a young lady. |
[07:44.52] | It was a young woman a young woman with a war in her eyes, |
[07:49.46] | Between childlike hope and the lamentable wisdom of the inevitable. |
[07:54.00] | She recognized that look. |
[07:56.87] | And she ran faster. |
[07:58.85] | But she could not outrun the new color. |
[08:03.01] | It surrounded her, |
[08:05.27] | And here and there penetrated the deep and brilliant red with its yellow haze. |
[08:09.88] | It was a tired color so tired that it was almost transparent, |
[08:15.17] | And blended in with the night in such a way that at times, |
[08:19.17] | In her gasping for air, she would inevitably suck in its yellow weariness as well. |
[08:24.36] | But she did not mind. |
[08:27.52] | A little weariness might even be nice |
[08:30.24] | It made her feel as if her running was accomplishing something. |
[08:34.05] | Accomplishment. |
[08:35.82] | The reds spoke nothing of that. |
[08:39.06] | She wondered at her life, and for the first time, looked upwards. |
[08:45.17] | There were no colors to see through just the night sky. |
[08:48.81] | The vastness looked down upon her as if it knew her. |
[08:54.18] | She slowed a little, letting her inconsequential state settle in over tired bones. |
[09:00.24] | The yellow crept wearily into her upward gaze, |
[09:04.96] | And she knew the child at her heels was now a woman. |
[09:08.39] | She did not turn, but ran onwards, |
[09:11.93] | knowing all too well the look in the pursuing woman' s eyes. |
[09:15.75] | There would be tears, resolve, the tiniest glints of echoes that were once laughter |
[09:22.61] | But most of all, the yellow weariness. |
[09:26.68] | Her legs were tired, her lungs empty. |
[09:31.80] | She inhaled without the benefit of air, |
[09:35.35] | As the deep and brilliant red moved underneath her and helped her forward. |
[09:39.35] | The yellow slowed her enough to where she could look around her a bit |
[09:44.65] | She discovered trees big, green trees towering over her on either side. |
[09:51.02] | |
[09:57.17] | And the little child softly padded around in front of her. |
[10:01.65] | The bright eyes of the child were now furrowed under a wrinkled brow, |
[10:08.30] | And the once beautiful cheekbones now protruded in |
[10:11.84] | A manner unworthy of the years and wisdom that made them such. |
[10:16.23] | At first she blushed with the hardness of the old woman' s gaze, |
[10:20.10] | But then stared back at herself with the same knowing inevitability. |
[10:25.97] | The old woman took her hand in hers, and walked her down the path. |
[10:31.09] | She tried to run to keep up, but could not |
[10:36.01] | The old woman dragged her softly and silently onward, |
[10:39.88] | As the deep and brilliant red carried her, |
[10:42.71] | The tired yellow enveloped her, |
[10:44.80] | And the green trees lapped gently at their own dust which formed her body. |
[10:51.32] | And she stopped running. |
[10:55.78] | |
[11:06.44] | It had been a miserable night, |
[11:07.98] | And they were excited to be able to go into the alley and play today. |
[11:12.67] | They bounced the ball against the cracked bricks of the tall buildings, |
[11:16.74] | And he even let her win a few times. |
[11:19.68] | But this turn, he was going to win. |
[11:22.90] | With all the bravado a big brother can muster, |
[11:26.14] | He slammed the ball at the corner of the building where the curb met the bricks. |
[11:30.32] | The ball ricocheted down the alley, towards an oncoming truck. |
[11:34.54] | As it did, it dislodged some old newspaper crumblings, |
[11:38.70] | And in the tired yellow light cascading onto the alley through the old buildings, |
[11:43.50] | They saw it. |
[11:45.47] | His sister screamed and went running back through the shabby aluminum door |
[11:48.35] | Into their mother' s apartment. |
[11:51.78] | But he couldn' t move. |
[11:53.57] | He stared at her. |
[11:56.24] | |
[12:00.97] | They drove down the alley. |
[12:02.91] | What a miserable day. |
[12:04.70] | The night had been cold, and whenever the nights were cold, |
[12:08.41] | He knew it would be a long day. |
[12:10.26] | He watched as two children bounced a ball against the side of the grimy building. |
[12:15.91] | The ball got away from them and in the tired yellow haze peering through the buildings, |
[12:19.27] | He saw the ball dislodge some old papers |
[12:24.41] | And underneath it, he saw another one. |
[12:28.02] | They stopped the truck and walked over to the body. |
[12:31.36] | It was not her it was never her it was a shell. |
[12:37.11] | He wondered who she was. |
[12:40.53] | They picked her up, and he knew that beneath his gloves, there was coldness. |
[12:47.63] | But her open eyes seemed peaceful somehow that brought him comfort. |
[12:52.51] | He looked into her eyes as the red of the bag enveloped her body, and she was gone. |
[12:58.28] | It was then that he noticed the boy. |
[13:04.50] | He hadn' t moved, but was staring at them with large, questioning eyes. |
[13:09.59] | He nodded at the boy as they carried her back to their truck, |
[13:14.52] | And attempted a smile through his mask. |
[13:14.61] | The boy was motionless. |
[13:22.13] | " We' re just taking her someplace where she can rest," was all he managed. |
[13:26.62] | " I know what the green trucks mean," said the boy bravely. |
[13:31.17] | " But you' ve never seen this before?" |
[13:34.79] | The boy shook his head, |
[13:36.91] | Fighting back the tears for which he had been taught he was too old. |
[13:40.46] | The man stopped, and pulled his mask off over his head. |
[13:45.76] | He looked straight into the boy' s quivering eyes. |
[13:48.62] | " It' s very short. Don' t waste it." |
[13:53.30] | He looked at the boy. |
[13:56.60] | The boy looked back at him. |
[13:59.95] | Not knowing what else to do, he slowly turned away, |
[14:04.31] | Leaving the boy standing alone in the alley |
[14:06.93] | Older, whether he wanted to be or not. |
[14:10.47] | They put her in with all the rest. |
[14:16.47] | |
[14:25.76] |
[00:25.95] | zhè gè yè wǎn hán lěng yòu qī qīng |
[00:28.72] | zài zhè me yī tiáo bèi xī bó de kōng qì lǒng zhào zhe de lù shàng |
[00:31.64] | tā xiǎng tíng xià yī miǎo, chuān guò zhè kōng qì qù zhuā zhù shí jiān |
[00:37.12] | zǔ zhǐ tā, tíng xià tā |
[00:42.87] | ràng shí jiān huí dào zhè bì rán de nián dài dào lái zhī qián nà chōng mǎn xī wàng de suì yuè |
[00:46.46] | dàn tā méi néng tíng xià shí jiān |
[00:49.19] | tā kāi shǐ bēn pǎo |
[00:52.61] | kōng qì shì xī yǒu wù zī yǐ qián tā hū xī de lǐ suǒ dāng rán, xiàn zài tā yōng yǒu de què zhǐ yǒu kòng qì |
[01:00.79] | zhè wǎn tā zhuī zhú zhe kōng qì gǎn jué jiù xiàng zì jǐ de fèi bù néng dé dào zú gòu de kōng qì yí yàng |
[01:08.21] | měi yī bù, měi yī kǒu qì, měi yì diǎn jué xīn |
[01:12.39] | dōu zài yòng kōng qì zhè shì shàng wéi yī miǎn fèi de dōng xī |
[01:15.66] | tián chōng zhe tā de xiōng qiāng |
[01:20.00] | zhī dào zhǐ yào zì jǐ tíng xià, yè wǎn jiù huì jié shù |
[01:23.53] | ér tā bù xiǎng ràng yè wǎn jié shù |
[01:26.50] | zhèi xiē yán sè shì nà me yǒu shēng qì |
[01:29.10] | yī kāi shǐ shì hóng... cì yǎn de hóng |
[01:32.64] | tā men shùn jiān jiù sǎo kāi le yè kōng |
[01:36.35] | tā shèn zhì hái méi lái de jí jiàn zhèng tā men de chǎn shēng |
[01:39.41] | dàn tā men què shí chū xiàn le |
[01:41.18] | míng liàng de hóng xuán zhuǎn zhe, jiù rú tā jīng kǒng de jì yì lǐ yí yàng xí juǎn le tā |
[01:47.21] | shì shí shàng, tā zhēn de jì de ma? |
[01:49.74] | yòu huò zhě zhè zhǐ shì tā yī zhí xī wàng mǒu tiān néng jì zhù de yī tuán yīn yǐng de jù tǐ huà? |
[01:54.94] | tā bēn pǎo shí, zhè yán sè zài tā shēn biān piāo hū, gēn zhe tā |
[01:59.28] | kě néng hái fàng màn le yì diǎn hǎo ràng tā néng bǎo chí bēn pǎo |
[02:03.83] | tā qíng bù zì jīn tā kāi shǐ ràng hóng sè de guāng liàng jìn rù zì jǐ |
[02:08.85] | jǐn guǎn tā bù gǎn tíng xià |
[02:11.09] | tā níng shì zhe nà tuán hóng |
[02:13.13] | nǔ lì bǎ nà lìng rén jīng tàn de shēng mìng xíng shì de yī qiè xì jié yìn kè jìn zì jǐ de jì yì |
[02:17.78] | tū rán, tā biàn le ma? |
[02:21.60] | hóng sè bù xiàng zhī qián nà yàng piāo hū le |
[02:25.12] | tā men yí dòng dé yǒu nà me diǎn bèn zhuō |
[02:27.91] | tā gǎn jué zì jǐ céng jīng zài mǒu chù jiàn guò zhè yàng de dòng zuò |
[02:31.38] | tū rán tā xiǎng qǐ lái le |
[02:32.90] | duì, hóng sè zài háng zǒu |
[02:33.74] | hóng sè zài tā shēn biān xíng zǒu zhe, réng rán tiào wǔ yí yàng dì gēn zhe tā de měi yí gè bù zi |
[02:41.10] | tā men de xíng zhuàng biàn de yuè lái yuè xiàng yí ge rén lèi |
[02:44.16] | tā rèn chū le qí zhōng yí gè yán sè |
[02:46.93] | tā kàn xiàng tā de shuāng yǎn, chōng mǎn ài yì de shì xiàn zài shuō zhè yī qiè dōu jié shù le |
[02:51.42] | tā méi bàn fǎ qù tuò qì zhè ài |
[02:55.40] | lìng yí gè yán sè chù pèng le tā de jiān |
[02:59.03] | tā mǎ shàng zhuǎn guò tóu qù zhuā zhù nà dōng xī hé tā zhī jiān de niǔ dài |
[03:03.46] | dàn chǎn shēng de jǐn jǐn zhǐ shì yǎn lèi |
[03:06.44] | tū rán, nà cí ǎi de xíng zhuàng xiāo shī le |
[03:11.75] | bìng zài tā lìng yī biān de rén xíng shēn biān chóng zǔ le, hé tā shǒu wǎn shǒu dì zǒu zhe |
[03:15.10] | tā chà diǎn shuāi dǎo |
[03:20.55] | yǒu dōng xī pèng le tā de jiǎo hòu gēn |
[03:22.72] | tā shǐ jìn niǔ guò tóu, kàn dào le yí gè hái zi zài hòu miàn gēn zhe tā |
[03:27.15] | shì yí gè xiǎo nǚ hái... yí gè méi yǒu yán sè de xiǎo nǚ hái |
[03:32.07] | xiǎo nǚ hái tiào zhe, màn bù zhe, duì shì shàng de yī qiè mò bù guān xīn |
[03:36.58] | dàn yī zhí gēn zhe tā |
[03:38.86] | tā duì zhè hái zi gǎn dào qí guài yě duì tóng zhēn gǎn dào qí guài |
[03:43.33] | hái zi men zǒng shì nà me gāo xìng, nà me qīng yíng dān xīn de zhǐ yǒu yǎn qián de shì |
[03:49.63] | shí jiān zǒng yǒu yì tiān huì wéi suǒ yù wéi zhè gè shì shí zài tā men kàn lái háo wú dào lǐ |
[03:54.65] | yīn wèi méi rén gào sù hái zi men zhēn xiàng |
[03:57.64] | tā jué de tā kàn dào zài nà hái zi shēn hòu hěn yuǎn de dì fāng |
[04:02.39] | chū xiàn le lìng yí gè hóng sè |
[04:05.71] | yī zhǒng bù yí yàng de hóng |
[04:07.37] | dàn tā yòu bù què dìng tā bù dé bù jì xù qián xíng |
[04:11.46] | ràng zì jǐ chén jìn dào kōng qì lǐ, yè lǐ |
[04:14.38] | tā yě méi yǒu shí jiān lái dān xīn xīn de yán sè huò zhě nà gè hái zi |
[04:18.05] | yīn wèi tā shēn biān nà míng liàng de hóng kāi shǐ yǒng rù bù tóng de yán sè |
[04:19.56] | zài tā shēn biān de mǒu chù yī bù yī bù zǒu zhe |
[04:27.08] | tā men duì tā lái shuō shì nà me qīn jìn bǐ qí tā de gèng jiā qīn jìn |
[04:30.97] | tā men yǐ bù tóng de shú xī chéng dù kàn zhe tā |
[04:34.99] | yóu qí shì qí zhōng yí gè |
[04:36.66] | tā yǐ yī zhǒng yán sù yòu huái yí de yàng zi kàn zhe tā |
[04:40.01] | tā de chù pèng shì qì jīn wéi zhǐ zuì qīng róu de, què yòu bú shì tā zuì shú xī de |
[04:45.92] | tā màn màn dì, qīng qīng dì chuǎn le kǒu qì |
[04:49.53] | rán hòu zhuǎn guò qù kàn zhe tā, dàn tā de shì xiàn bèi zài dì píng xiàn shàng |
[04:54.76] | rú dòng zhe de xīn de yán sè dǎ duàn le |
[04:58.72] | nà shi gè hēi àn de yán sè, sàn fà zhe wēi xié, tūn shì tā xiàn zài jié jìn quán lì bǎo liú xià lái de hóng |
[04:58.82] | tā shēn shǒu qù chù pèng tā, dàn tā xiāo shì le, màn màn de, hēi àn jiē jìn le |
[05:05.05] | tā yǐ qián kàn dào guò zhè yī qiè |
[05:16.28] | shùn jiān tā jiù xiāo shī le, lìng wài liǎng gè míng liàng de hóng sè chū xiàn zài le tā yuán lái de wèi zhì |
[05:21.21] | yí gè shì tā guān xīn de, yí gè shì ràng tā ān xīn de |
[05:25.33] | hēi àn de yán sè kào jìn le |
[05:29.10] | tā nǔ lì dì xiǎng yào táo lí, dàn méi yòng |
[05:32.99] | tā tūn shì le zhè liǎng gè hóng sè, jiù xiàng tā tūn shì shàng yī ge yí yàng |
[05:37.95] | tā xiàn zài kàn qīng le, nà bú shì hēi àn, ér shì shēn chén |
[05:42.40] | shēn hóng xiǎn shì chū le mǒu gè tā suǒ shú zhī de dōng xī |
[05:46.21] | zhè shǐ tā nà chōng mǎn rén shēng wū diǎn de shēn tǐ zhàn lì |
[05:49.92] | tā bēn pǎo zhe, yě zài bù duàn zhàn lì |
[05:53.65] | tā yě jì xù pǎo zhe |
[05:55.14] | zhí dào tā bù zhī bù jué dì fā xiàn tā duì zhè zhǒng zhàn lì gǎn hěn shú xī |
[05:59.50] | tā yě jiù bù zài yì le |
[06:01.91] | shì shí shàng, shēn hóng hé míng liàng de hóng hùn hé le tài duō |
[06:06.44] | yǐ jīng shuō bu chū shuí hǎo shuí huài le |
[06:12.20] | dàn tā men gèng jiā zhēn shí le |
[06:13.88] | rán hòu, zhèng dāng tā kuài yào mò mò jiē shòu zhè xīn de hùn hé hóng sè shí |
[06:18.24] | tā tū rán fēn miǎn chū le yí gè xíng tǐ |
[06:20.65] | ér tā hèn zhè dōng xī |
[06:22.41] | tā hèn tā de qū xiàn, hèn tā de sī huá, hèn tā de měi lì |
[06:26.96] | zhè dōng xī cóng nèi xiē yán sè zhōng fēn liè chū lái, xiǎn shì chū le tā de hēi sè |
[06:31.19] | rán hòu, tā jīng kǒng dì fā xiàn, zhè tuán hēi zhuǎn huí qù |
[06:35.52] | cóng shēn hóng hé liàng hóng zhōng chě chū le tā xīn ài de nà gè yuán běn de hóng de xíng zhuàng |
[06:40.70] | tā bēn pǎo shí, tā yòng zhī qián nà zhǒng |
[06:43.42] | chōng mǎn nán yǐ yì zhì de ài de yǎn shén kàn zhe tā |
[06:47.77] | tóng shí, tā hé nà měi lì de hēi sè yì qǐ zài yuǎn fāng xiāo shì le |
[06:50.18] | tā pǎo dé gèng yòng lì le zhè shí, tā de jiǎo gēn yòu pèng dào le nà gè hái zi |
[06:57.75] | tā yòu yī cì zhuǎn guò qù kàn, zhè cì kàn dào de shì yí gè nián qīng gū niáng, jǐn shèn dì zài tā hòu miàn zǒu zhe |
[07:01.70] | tā rèn de nà gè miàn róng yán sè yǐ jīng qǔ dài le zhī qián xiǎo nǚ hái de chún zhēn |
[07:09.88] | tā bù zhī dào xiǎo nǚ hái hé nián qīng gū niáng něi gè gèng lìng rén mǎn yì |
[07:13.15] | dàn xiàn zài tā zhī dào tā men liǎng gè bù kě néng hé píng gòng chǔ |
[07:17.61] | shēn hóng hé liàng hóng de hùn hé zài tā shēn biān pán xuán bìng ān fǔ tā |
[07:23.28] | tā méi yǒu fèn liè chéng yuán lái de liǎng gè yán sè, yě zài yě bú huì fēn kāi le |
[07:28.58] | tā hěn gǎn jī |
[07:30.52] | zhè shí yòu chū xiàn le lìng wài de yán sè |
[07:34.13] | tā qiāo qiāo dì chū xiàn zài tā bèi hòu |
[07:37.12] | tā huí tóu qù kàn shì nà gè hái zi biàn chū de yán sè ma? |
[07:41.48] | dàn nà bù zài shì nà gè hái zi huò shì nà gè nián qīng gū niáng |
[07:44.52] | nà shi gè nián qīng de nǚ rén yí gè yǎn zhōng yǒu zhàn zhēng de nǚ rén |
[07:49.46] | nà shi hái tóng bān de xī wàng hé bù kě bì miǎn de kě bēi ruì zhì zhī jiān de zhàn zhēng |
[07:54.00] | tā rèn chū le zhè zhāng liǎn |
[07:56.87] | rán hòu tā pǎo dé gèng kuài le |
[07:58.85] | dàn tā wú fǎ táo lí zhè gè xīn de yán sè |
[08:03.01] | tā bāo wéi le tā |
[08:05.27] | yòu yòng huáng sè de yān wù cóng bù tóng fāng xiàng cì chuān le shēn hóng liàng hóng |
[08:09.88] | nà shi gè mó hu de yán sè, mó hu dé dōu kuài yào tòu míng liǎo |
[08:15.17] | tā jiù nà yàng hùn jìn le yè wǎn |
[08:19.17] | hùn jìn le tā hū xī zhuó de kōng qì, tā yě wú kě bì miǎn dì xī rù le nà huáng sè dài lái de pí bèi |
[08:24.36] | dàn tā bù zài yì |
[08:27.52] | yì diǎn diǎn de pí bèi gǎn kě néng gèng hǎo |
[08:30.24] | zhè ràng tā gǎn jué tā de bēn pǎo shì zài wèi le wán chéng shén me |
[08:34.05] | huò xǔ shì chéng jiù |
[08:35.82] | hóng sè duì nà yì diǎn biǎo shì dōu méi yǒu |
[08:39.06] | tā duì zì jǐ de rén shēng gǎn dào qí guài, yě yīn ér dì yī cì xiàng shàng kàn le yī yǎn |
[08:45.17] | shàng miàn shén me yán sè dōu méi yǒu zhǐ yǒu yè kōng |
[08:48.81] | nà yè kōng de guǎng kuò yě xiàng xià kàn zhe tā, jiù hǎo xiàng rèn shi tā yí yàng |
[08:54.18] | tā màn le xià lái yì diǎn, bǎ tā pí bèi de gú tou zhōng nèi xiē wú zú qīng zhòng de qíng kuàng wěn dìng xià lái |
[09:00.24] | huáng sè pí bèi dì rú dòng dào le tā zhù shì zhe de shàng fāng |
[09:04.96] | tā yě zhī dào gēn zài tā hòu miàn dí hái zi xiàn zài shì gè nǚ rén le |
[09:08.39] | tā méi yǒu huí tóu, ér shì xiàng qián pǎo |
[09:11.93] | tā tài míng bái nà zhuī zhe tā de nǚ rén yǎn lǐ de dōng xī le |
[09:15.75] | nà yǎn lǐ yǒu lèi, yǒu jué xīn, hái shǎn shuò zhe céng jīng de xiào shēng nà zuì wēi xiǎo de huí yīn |
[09:22.61] | dàn gèng duō de, shì nà huáng sè de pí bèi |
[09:26.68] | tā de shuāng tuǐ pí ruǎn le, tā de fèi bèi pái kōng le |
[09:31.80] | tā xī rù de qì tǐ duì tā háo wú yì chù |
[09:35.35] | zhè shí shēn hóng liàng hóng zài tā shēn xià yí dòng zhe, bāng zhù tā qián jìn |
[09:39.35] | huáng sè jiǎn màn le tā de sù dù, zhè shí tā cái kàn le yì diǎn zhōu wéi de qíng kuàng |
[09:44.65] | tā fā xiàn le shù liǎng páng zhǎng mǎn le jù dà, lǜ sè, bǐ tā gāo de shù |
[09:51.02] | shēn chén de yán sè bǎ tā dài jìn le shù yè wéi chéng de yī tiáo wú fǎ táo lí de xiǎo lù |
[09:57.17] | nà gè xiǎo hái niè shǒu niè jiǎo dì cuàn dào le tā de qián miàn |
[10:01.65] | nà hái zǐ míng liàng de shuāng yǎn shàng fāng zhǎng chū le gōu hè bān de zhòu wén |
[10:08.30] | suì yuè de cāng sāng hé nián lǎo de ruì zhì |
[10:11.84] | xiǎn xiàn zài nà céng jīng měi lì de quán gǔ shàng |
[10:16.23] | yī kāi shǐ, zhè nián lǎo nǚ rén de níng shì qiáng liè dé ràng tā liǎn hóng |
[10:20.10] | dàn tā suí jí què yòng tóng yàng de mù guāng kàn xiàng le zì jǐ |
[10:25.97] | lǎo rén qiān qǐ le tā de shǒu, lā zhe tā shùn zhe xiǎo lù zǒu xià qù |
[10:31.09] | tā xiǎng jì xù bēn pǎo, dàn méi bàn fǎ |
[10:36.01] | lǎo rén tuō zhe tā qīng qīng dì, jìng jìng dì qián jìn |
[10:39.88] | shēn hóng liàng hóng dā zài zhe tā |
[10:42.71] | pí bèi de huáng sè bāo wéi zhe tā |
[10:44.80] | lǜ shù qīng róu dì pāi dǎ zhe, yòng huī chén xíng chéng le yī jù tā mú yàng de qū qiào |
[10:51.32] | tā tíng zhǐ le bēn pǎo |
[11:06.44] | nà shi gè bēi liáng de yè wǎn |
[11:07.98] | tā men dōu hěn jī dòng, yīn wèi jīn tiān kě yǐ qù xiǎo xiàng wán le |
[11:12.67] | tā men zài gāo dà jiàn zhù nà pò làn de zhuān qiáng shàng tán qíu |
[11:16.74] | tā shèn zhì gù yì ràng tā yíng le jǐ cì |
[11:19.68] | dàn zhè yī huí hé, tā kuài yíng le |
[11:22.90] | tā chěng néng dì |
[11:26.14] | bǎ qiú pāi xiàng le jiàn zhù biān yuán méi yǒu lòu chū zhuān de dì fāng |
[11:30.32] | qiú tán huí le xiǎo xiàng, dàn xiàng le yī liàng shǐ lái dí kǎ chē |
[11:34.54] | qiú dàn qǐ le yī xiē jiù bào zhǐ |
[11:38.70] | jiàn zhù lǐ nà hūn àn de huáng sè dēng guāng sǐ qì chén chén dì zhào jìn le xiǎo xiàng |
[11:43.50] | tā men kàn jiàn le bào zhǐ xià de dōng xī |
[11:45.47] | tā de mèi mei jiān jiào zhe chuān guò pò jiù de lǚ pí mén |
[11:48.35] | pǎo huí le mā mā de gōng yù |
[11:51.78] | dàn tā dòng bù liǎo |
[11:53.57] | zhǐ néng kàn zhe tā |
[12:00.97] | tā men bǎ chē shǐ jìn xiǎo xiàng |
[12:02.91] | duō me bēi liáng de yì tiān |
[12:04.70] | zhè gè yè wǎn zhēn lěng, tā zhī dào |
[12:08.41] | zhè yù shì zhe zhè yì tiān huì guò de hěn màn |
[12:10.26] | tā kàn zhe liǎng gè hái zi xiàng wū zàng de qiáng shàng pāi zhe qiú |
[12:15.91] | píng zhe jiàn zhù lǐ tòu chū de méng lóng huáng guāng, tā kàn dào qiú cóng tā men nà ér dàn kāi |
[12:19.27] | jī qǐ le jǐ zhāng bào zhǐ |
[12:24.41] | ér zài bào zhǐ zhī xià, tā kàn dào le lìng yī jù |
[12:28.02] | tā men tíng xià kǎ chē zǒu xiàng le nà jù shī tǐ |
[12:31.36] | nà bú shì tā bú shì tā de shī tǐ nà zhǐ shì yí gè kōng ké |
[12:37.11] | tā xiǎng zhī dào tā shì shuí |
[12:40.53] | tā men bǎ tā bān le qǐ lái, tā néng cāi dào zì jǐ shǒu tào pèng dào de dōng xī yǒu duō bīng lěng |
[12:47.63] | dàn tā zhēng kāi de shuāng yǎn kàn qǐ lái rú cǐ píng jìng bù zhī zěn me de zhè ràng tā gǎn dào ān xīn |
[12:52.51] | bǎ tā zhuāng jìn hóng sè zhuāng shī dài shí, tā yī zhí kàn zhe tā de yǎn jīng, tā shì qù le |
[12:58.28] | zhè shí tā fā xiàn le zhè gè nán hái |
[13:04.50] | nán hái méi yǒu dòng, ér shì yòng yī shuāng dà dà de, hào qí de yǎn jīng kàn zhe tā men |
[13:09.59] | zài tā men bǎ tā fàng huí kǎ chē shí, tā duì zhe nán hái diǎn le diǎn tóu |
[13:14.52] | xiǎng tòu guò miàn jù xiào yī xiào |
[13:14.61] | nán hái miàn wú biǎo qíng |
[13:22.13] | " wǒ men zhǐ shì bǎ tā dài qù yí gè tā néng xiū xī de dì fāng." tā yòng le zhè yàng de cuò cí |
[13:26.62] | " wǒ zhī dào lǜ kǎ chē shì zuò shí mǒ de." nán hái gǔ qǐ yǒng qì shuō |
[13:31.17] | " dàn shì nǐ yǐ qián cóng lái méi kàn guò zhè gè ma?" |
[13:34.79] | nán hái yáo le yáo tóu |
[13:36.91] | bǎ yǎn lèi biē le huí qù, yīn wèi bié rén gào sù tā zhǎng dà liǎo bù gāi kū le |
[13:40.46] | nán rén tíng xià lái, zhāi xià miàn jù |
[13:45.76] | tā kàn xiàng nán hái nà chàn dǒu de shuāng yǎn |
[13:48.62] | " shēng mìng hěn duǎn de, bié làng fèi le" |
[13:53.30] | tā kàn zhe nán hái |
[13:56.60] | nán hái kàn zhe tā |
[13:59.95] | bù zhī dào gāi zài shuō shí mǒ, tā màn màn dì zhuàn shēn lí qù |
[14:04.31] | bǎ nán hái dú zì liú zài xiǎo xiàng |
[14:06.93] | lǎo qù, bù guǎn tā shì fǒu yuàn yì |
[14:10.47] | tā men bǎ tā hé qí tā nèi xiē fàng zài le yì qǐ |