歌曲 | Carissa |
歌手 | Sun Kil Moon |
专辑 | Benji |
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[00:17.04] | Oh Carissa, when I first saw you, |
[00:20.78] | you were a lovely child |
[00:23.72] | And the last time I saw you, |
[00:26.06] | you were fifteen and pregnant and running wild |
[00:30.84] | I remember wondering, |
[00:33.34] | could there be a light at the end of your tunnel? |
[00:38.21] | But I left Ohio then |
[00:41.70] | and pretty much forgotten all about you |
[00:45.84] | I guess you were |
[00:47.03] | there some years ago at a family funeral |
[00:52.06] | But you were one of so many relatives |
[00:56.06] | I didn't know which one was you |
[01:00.99] | Yesterday morning I woke up to so many, |
[01:04.88] | 330 area code calls |
[01:08.57] | I called my mom back and she was in tears |
[01:12.36] | and asked had I spoke to my father |
[01:15.44] | Carissa burned to death last night |
[01:19.07] | in a freak accident fire |
[01:22.76] | In her yard in Bruster her daughter |
[01:25.60] | came home from a party and found her |
[01:30.13] | Same way as my uncle who was her grandfather |
[01:37.61] | An aerosol can blew up in the trash, goddamn, |
[01:41.69] | what were the odds? |
[01:44.69] | She was just getting ready to |
[01:47.39] | go to her midnight shift as an RN is Rosworth |
[01:50.87] | And she vanished up in flames like that |
[01:55.52] | but there had to be more to her life's worth |
[01:59.86] | Everyone's grieving out of their minds, |
[02:03.44] | making arrangements and taking drugs |
[02:06.68] | But I'm flying out there tomorrow |
[02:09.22] | because I need to give and get some hugs |
[02:14.01] | Cause I got questions |
[02:17.78] | that I'd like to get answered |
[02:21.08] | I may never get them, |
[02:23.57] | but Carissa gotta know how did it happen |
[02:29.45] | Carissa was thirty-five, |
[02:32.58] | you don't just raise two kids |
[02:35.02] | and take out your trash and die |
[02:40.36] | She was my second cousin, |
[02:43.55] | I didn't know her well at all but it don't mean that |
[02:47.22] | I wasn't meant to find some poetry |
[02:53.81] | to make some sense of this, |
[02:56.35] | to find a deeper meaning |
[03:01.48] | In a senseless tragedy, |
[03:05.61] | oh Carissa I'll sing your name across every sea |
[03:42.28] | Were you doing someone else's chores for them? |
[03:49.35] | Were you just killing time, |
[03:51.88] | finding things to do all by your lonesome? |
[03:56.57] | Was it even you |
[03:58.36] | who mistakenly put flammables in the trash |
[04:03.94] | Was it your kids just being kids, |
[04:06.77] | and so, oh, the guilt they will carry around forever |
[04:11.76] | Well I'm going out there to get a look at the landscapes, |
[04:18.63] | To get a look at those I'm connected by blood and see |
[04:23.66] | how it all may have shaped me |
[04:26.35] | Well I'm going out there though I'm not really needed |
[04:33.28] | I'm just so broken up about it, |
[04:36.56] | how is it that this sad history repeated? |
[04:41.05] | I'll return to Ohio, to the place I was born |
[04:48.08] | Gonna see where I hung with my cousins |
[04:51.41] | and played with them in the snow |
[04:54.75] | Fist in their palms, |
[04:56.30] | gonna see how they've grown |
[04:59.04] | Visit some greats and say hey I've missed you |
[05:02.83] | Gonna find out as much as I can |
[05:06.06] | about my little second cousin Carissa |
[05:11.20] | Gonna go to Ohio, where I was born |
[05:17.68] | Got a 10:45 AM flight, I'm leaving tomorrow morning |
[05:24.69] | Gonna see my aunts and my uncles, |
[05:28.73] | my parents and sisters |
[05:32.07] | Mostly I'm going to pay my respects |
[05:35.55] | to my little second cousin Carissa |
[05:40.99] | Going to Ohio where I feel I belong |
[05:46.56] | Ask those who know the most about Carissa |
[05:50.40] | for it was her life and death that I'm helplessly drawn. |
[05:55.68] | Carissa was thirty-five, raised kids |
[05:59.40] | since she was fifteen years old and suddenly died |
[06:05.78] | Next to an old river, fire pit, |
[06:09.33] | oh there's gotta be more than that to it |
[06:17.09] | She was only my second cousin but |
[06:21.17] | it don't mean that I'm not here for her or that |
[06:24.52] | I wasn't meant to give her life poetry, |
[06:31.73] | make sure her name is known across every city |
[00:17.04] | kǎ lì shā dāng dì yī cì jiàn nǐ |
[00:20.78] | nǐ hái shì yí gè kě ài de hái zi |
[00:23.72] | wǒ zuì hòu yī cì jiàn nǐ |
[00:26.06] | nǐ shí wǔ suì huái yùn le kāi shǐ pàn nì |
[00:30.84] | wǒ jì de wǒ céng hào qí |
[00:33.34] | néng fǒu zài nǐ suì dào de jìn tóu ān shàng yī zhǎn dēng |
[00:38.21] | dàn shì wǒ lí kāi le |
[00:41.70] | rán hòu wàng jì le nǐ |
[00:45.84] | wǒ cāi |
[00:47.03] | nǐ hěn duō nián qián zài yí gè jiā de zàng lǐ shàng |
[00:52.06] | nǐ shì zhòng duō qīn qī zhī yī |
[00:56.06] | wǒ bù zhī dào nǎ yī ge shì nǐ |
[01:00.99] | zuó tiān zǎo chén wǒ hěn zǎo xǐng lái |
[01:04.88] | 330 qū dài mǎ diào yòng |
[01:08.57] | wǒ jiào wǒ mā mā huí lái tā liú chū lèi shuǐ |
[01:12.36] | wèn wǒ yǒu hé wǒ fù qīn shuō huà ma |
[01:15.44] | kǎ lì shā zuó wǎn bèi shāo sǐ le |
[01:19.07] | zài yī chǎng yì wài de wán xiào huǒ zāi lǐ |
[01:22.76] | zài bù lǔ sī tè tā jiā yuàn zi lǐ |
[01:25.60] | tā de nǚ ér cóng jù huì huí jiā shí fā xiàn le tā |
[01:30.13] | tā de zǔ fù wǒ shū shū yě shì zhè yàng |
[01:37.61] | huà xué yòng jì zài lā jī tǒng bào zhà tiān na |
[01:41.69] | péi cháng shén me ne |
[01:44.69] | tā gāng dǎ suàn |
[01:47.39] | qù shàng yè bān |
[01:50.87] | tā xiàng nà yàng xiāo shī zài huǒ yàn lǐ |
[01:55.52] | tā de rén shēng běn gāi gèng yǒu jià zhí |
[01:59.86] | měi ge rén dōu gǎn dào xīn tòng |
[02:03.44] | zuò yī xiē ān pái chī yī xiē yào |
[02:06.68] | wǒ míng tiān jiù huì lí kāi zhè |
[02:09.22] | yīn wèi wǒ xū yào yī xiē ān wèi |
[02:14.01] | yīn wèi wǒ yǒu le yí wèn |
[02:17.78] | wǒ xiǎng yào de dào dá àn |
[02:21.08] | tā yě xǔ yǒng yuǎn wú jiě |
[02:23.57] | kǎ lì shā yào zhī dào tā zěn me fā shēng de |
[02:29.45] | kǎ lì shā sān shí wǔ suì |
[02:32.58] | nǐ bù zhǐ yǎng yù le liǎng gè hái zi |
[02:35.02] | qīng lǐ lā jī shí sǐ qù |
[02:40.36] | tā shì wǒ de èr táng jiě |
[02:43.55] | wǒ gēn běn bù zhī dào tā shì fǒu guò de hǎo bù hǎo |
[02:47.22] | zhè bù yì wèi xún zhǎo shén me qióng rén |
[02:53.81] | qù lǐ jiě tā men |
[02:56.35] | qù xún zhǎo shēn céng hán yì |
[03:01.48] | zài yī chǎng háo wú yì yì de bēi jù lǐ |
[03:05.61] | kǎ lì shā wǒ huì zài měi yī piàn hǎi yáng lǐ yín chàng nǐ de míng zì |
[03:42.28] | nǐ shì fǒu wèi bié rén zuò zhe sǎn gōng |
[03:49.35] | nǐ shì fǒu zài xiāo mó shí jiān |
[03:51.88] | wèi nǐ de wú liáo zhǎo shì qíng zuò |
[03:56.57] | shì fǒu shèn zhì shì nǐ |
[03:58.36] | cuò wù dì bǎ yì rán wù diū zài le lā jī lǐ |
[04:03.94] | shì nǐ de hái zi zuò de ma |
[04:06.77] | zhè fèn nèi jiù huì bàn suí tā men zhōng shēng |
[04:11.76] | wǒ jiāng lí kāi zhè lǐ qù kàn kàn fēng jǐng |
[04:18.63] | kàn yī kàn nèi xiē yǔ wǒ xuè mài xiāng lián de |
[04:23.66] | rú hé sù zào le wǒ |
[04:26.35] | wǒ lí kāi zhè lǐ jí shǐ wǒ bìng fēi zhēn de xū yào |
[04:33.28] | wǒ zhǐ shì xiǎng jié shù yī qiè |
[04:36.56] | zhè fèn bēi shāng de lì shǐ huì zěn yàng chóng fù |
[04:41.05] | wǒ huì huí dào wǒ de chū shēng dì |
[04:48.08] | qù kàn kàn nà gè wǒ yǔ táng xiōng dì men wán shuǎ de dì fāng |
[04:51.41] | yǔ tā men zài xuě zhōng dǎ nào |
[04:54.75] | pèng quán |
[04:56.30] | qù kàn kàn tā men rú hé chéng zhǎng |
[04:59.04] | qù kàn kàn yī xiē wěi rén shuō hēi wǒ xiǎng nǐ |
[05:02.83] | qù jǐn wǒ suǒ néng de xún zhǎo |
[05:06.06] | yǒu guān yú kǎ lì shā de shì |
[05:11.20] | wǒ huì huí dào wǒ de chū shēng dì |
[05:17.68] | dā shàng 10: 45 de fēi jī wǒ huì zài míng zǎo lí kāi |
[05:24.69] | qù kàn kàn wǒ de shū shū ā yí |
[05:28.73] | wǒ de fù mǔ jiě mèi |
[05:32.07] | zuì zhòng yào de shì |
[05:35.55] | wǒ huì duì kǎ lì shā zhì yǐ wú xiàn jìng yì |
[05:40.99] | qù wǒ suǒ shǔ yú de dì fāng |
[05:46.56] | wèn yī wèn nèi xiē zuì liǎo jiě kǎ lì shā de rén |
[05:50.40] | yǒu guān yú tā de shēng sǐ wǒ wú zhù dì huà zhe |
[05:55.68] | kǎ lì shā sān shí wǔ suì fǔ yǎng zhe hái zi |
[05:59.40] | zì cóng tā shí wǔ suì kāi shǐ rán hòu tū rán sǐ qù |
[06:05.78] | xià yī zhàn qù yī tiáo gǔ lǎo de hé |
[06:09.33] | sì hū bù zhǐ rú cǐ |
[06:17.09] | tā zhǐ shì wǒ de èr táng jiě |
[06:21.17] | zhè bù yì wèi zhe wǒ bú shì wèi tā zài cǐ |
[06:24.52] | wǒ bú shì gěi tā shēng huó yǐ pín kùn |
[06:31.73] | què bǎo tā de míng zì bèi měi yī zuò chéng shì zhī dào |