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All the time I have laid in your light |
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When your love kept me safe through the night |
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All the time I was sure you were mine |
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And before time demands our goodbye |
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Can you sing me a last lullaby? |
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It's been a while since I last dreamt |
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Barely remember what it's like to dream |
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Finding it hard to get to sleep, too stressed |
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And there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me |
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Pretend shit doesn't get to me |
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And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting |
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A man's problems are his own |
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And it's my burden |
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Tossing and turning, trying to get to sleep |
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But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working |
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I ponder on things I shouldn't ponder on |
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Off the rails, my train of thought's wandering |
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Sick of pretending to be so happy |
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All the while my anxiety's away at me |
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My skin crawling, I look up to the sky |
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And it falls, the walls close in and it's |
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As if all the good in my life disappears |
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In an instant, that thing is just so distant |
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So seeing the ones who I love, the ones who love me |
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But I don't wanna tell em how I feel in case they judge me |
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It's just me, wish I could let somebody in |
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But I ain't ever been too trusting |
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All the time I have laid in your light |
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When your love kept me safe through the night |
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All the time I was sure you were mine |
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And before time demands our goodbye |
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Can you sing me a last lullaby? |
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I've barely had any sleep when I get up |
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Sick of all these nightmares and these night terrors |
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Like it's only when I'm in heaven that I sleep better |
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Might sleep better when I get up, I'm weak |
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It just makes my day harder, I wonder if |
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It would've been any different if I had a father that I knew |
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Could it have helped shape the way that I grew? |
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But the point of things I never have went from |
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Being a reason for the things that I do |
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To just being an excuse that I'd use |
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I've gotta take responsibility for the things I do |
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Find something other than negativity for my fuel |
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But I feed off it, even when I don't seem bothered |
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I hide everything that's going on inside |
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Guess it's been a while since I've been honest, I need help |
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But I deny it and even lie to myself like I'm fine |
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All the time I have laid in your light |
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When your love kept me safe through the night |
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All the time I was sure you were mine |
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And before time demands our goodbye |
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Can you sing me a last lullaby? |
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I just wish someone would tell me it would be OK |
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But pessimism leads me to believe that it won't |
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To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness |
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Is hard and depression is a slippery slope |
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I don't wanna do what my dad did with a rope, though |
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So I carry on even though it's hard to |
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The only thing that's definite is death and things always change |
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As long as you give em a chance to |
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All the time I have laid in your light |
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When your love kept me safe through the night |
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All the time I was sure you were mine |
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And before time demands our goodbye |
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Can you sing me a last lullaby? |
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(Can you sing me a last lullaby?) |
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All the time I have laid in your light |
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When your love kept me safe through the night |
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All the time I was sure you were mine |
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And before time demands our goodbye |
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Where you sing me a last lullaby? |