Changes Consume Me

歌曲 Changes Consume Me
歌手 Hotel Books
专辑 Everything We Could Have Done Differently

歌词

[00:05.87] It's a terrible statement but I never let it leave my side.
[00:09.55] That sickening realization that I'm done with this fight.
[00:13.77] Moments kneeling on the bedroom floor
[00:15.79] sickened by the entity I had absorbed no more.
[00:20.35] I would not let the self-scrutinizing endeavor
[00:23.37] endure a precipice a monologue questioning my every motive.
[00:28.28] My disaster stricken heart feeling broken,
[00:31.78] my emotions quoted spilling out of a broken vase
[00:36.33] taking the place of what was once your emotion.
[00:41.38] Diluted with tears, an open book scribbled with fears
[00:44.32] engraved pools of ink I'm vocally shook;
[00:49.83] and I'm tired of telling myself that it's gonna change.
[00:55.75] Taken by the spectacular lie that existence can end.
[01:01.36] Faulse-hoods predicted my sinners dictated my every decision.
[01:06.99]
[01:07.69] An exit of sorts seemed logical,
[01:10.23] cause I thought I could silence this breath.
[01:13.73] But contrary to my mindset,
[01:17.45] I circumvented my threats to silence
[01:20.57] the demons singing songs in my head;
[01:24.97] whispering in my ear, that ending it all is a safe bet.
[01:30.94]
[01:32.40] Comforting me as I try to manipulate my end.
[01:37.20] Those moments when I decided I couldn't handle this anymore!
[01:41.95] Pins and needles infected every sensation I had left!
[01:48.23] Feeling like this love I had once found had been torn open
[01:52.48] and left broken in the cold
[01:57.94] -that the seams holding it together ripped open
[02:01.74] and my flesh tore open with that is I pray that my breathing would stop.
[02:09.83] And as I held those staining memories, I held on so tightly;
[02:13.98] remembering what life used to mean.
[02:17.07] Selfishly ready to embrace the fact that I am weak!
[02:28.51]
[02:28.66] But then I called to you, and I hoped someone would find me;
[02:37.06] and I found you, and I had hoped someone would call me!
[02:45.30] Cause I'm listening to these echoes of my own voice
[02:48.83] leaving damage in the cold,
[02:50.76] as I feel I have finally grown to the point where I can snap.
[02:58.24] A point of knowing I could never go back...
[03:03.06] And it's in the moments I felt most alone.
[03:07.51] That I told myself no one was there for me;
[03:13.17] and little did I know,
[03:16.01] love with sitting right beside me, I just wasn't listening.
[03:23.03] At this point in my life I don't know many things,
[03:27.13] but I can promise you this - You are loved completely.

歌词大意

[00:05.87] zài wǒ shēn biān de shì yí gè kě pà de biǎo xiàn
[00:09.55] wǒ yǐ wán chéng dòu zhēng kě xiàn shí lìng wǒ zuò ǒu
[00:13.77] nà yī kè wǒ guì dǎo zài wò shì de dì bǎn shàng
[00:15.79] wǒ bèi wǒ bǎo jīng mó nàn de ròu tǐ suǒ yàn wù
[00:20.35] wǒ yǐ jié jìn quán lì què wú fǎ zì wǒ shěn shì
[00:23.37] xuán yá qiào bì de dú bái zhì yí zhe wǒ de měi yí gè dòng jī.
[00:28.28] wǒ xīn suì de xiàng yī chǎng zāi nàn
[00:31.78] cóng pò suì de huā píng zhōng yì chū de qíng gǎn
[00:36.33] qǔ dài le céng jīng de qíng gǎn
[00:41.38] lèi liú mǎn miàn, xiàng yī běn xiě mǎn kǒng jù de shū běn
[00:44.32] wǒ chàn dǒu zhe, miàn duì mǎn shì diāo kè de mò shuǐ chí
[00:49.83] wǒ yǐ yàn juàn, gào sù zì jǐ yī qiè bú huì gǎi biàn
[00:55.75] qǔ ér dài zhī de shì zhuàng guān de huǎng yán, yī zhǒng kě zhōng jié de huāng táng cún zài.
[01:01.36] cuò wù yù yán yù shì zhe wǒ de zuì rén, jué dìng le wǒ de měi yí gè jué dìng.
[01:07.69] shì jiè shang yǒu gè zhǒng gè yàng de chū kǒu, zhè dōu sì hū shì hé hū luó ji de,
[01:10.23] yīn wèi wǒ xiǎng wǒ kě yǐ píng jìng de hū xī.
[01:13.73] dàn nà yǔ wǒ de xīn tài xiāng fǎn,
[01:17.45] wǒ bì kāi wēi xié, bǎo chí chén mò.
[01:20.57] è mó zài wǒ nǎo hǎi lǐ chàng zhe gē
[01:24.97] zài wǒ ěr biān dī yǔ, jié shù yī qiè jiù shì ān quán de dǔ zhù.
[01:32.40] shí ér gěi wǒ ān wèi, yīn wèi wǒ shì tú cāo zòng wǒ de jié jú.
[01:37.20] dāng wǒ yì shí dào wǒ yǐ wú lì huí tiān de nèi xiē shí kè
[01:41.95] zhēn zhā shǐ wǒ fā má, xuàn rǎn le wǒ liú xià de měi yī zhǒng gǎn shòu!
[01:48.23] xiàng shì wǒ yǐ wéi de ài bèi bù fù cún zài
[01:52.48] zài hán lěng zhōng liú xià de shì zhī lí pò suì
[01:57.94] yù hé hòu de shāng kǒu yě bèi wú qíng sī liè
[02:01.74] wǒ yǐ sī xīn liè fèi, wǒ qí dǎo tíng zhǐ hū xī.
[02:09.83] wǒ què jǐn jǐn bào zhe, wǒ jì yì zhōng de jì yì,
[02:13.98] kě néng tā yì wèi zhe, shēng huó yì wèi zhe shén me.
[02:17.07] wǒ ruǎn ruò de shì shí, bèi zì sī dì jiē shòu le!
[02:28.66] dàn shì rán hòu wǒ gěi nǐ dǎ diàn huà, wǒ xī wàng wǒ néng bèi mǒu rén fā xiàn
[02:37.06] suǒ yǐ wǒ zhǎo dào le nǐ, wǒ tóng yàng xī wàng yǒu rén huì gěi wǒ dǎ diàn huà
[02:45.30] yīn wèi wǒ zài qīng tīng wǒ zì jǐ de huí shēng
[02:48.83] yī piàn lěng jì zhōng, wǒ zhèng zì wǒ liáo shāng
[02:50.76] dāng wǒ gǎn jué dào yī zhǒng wǒ zhōng yú chéng zhǎng dào wǒ kě yǐ fàng qì de dì bù.
[02:58.24] yì shí dào yí gè wǒ yǒng yuǎn wú fǎ huí tóu de shí kè
[03:03.06] zài wǒ zuì gū dú de zhè yī shí kè
[03:07.51] gào sù zì jǐ méi yǒu rén děng wǒ
[03:13.17] dàn wǒ, jī hū bù zhī dào,
[03:16.01] yī zhí bèi hū lüè de ài, jiù zài wǒ de shēn biān
[03:23.03] zài wǒ shēng mìng zhòng de zhè gè jiē duàn, wǒ zhī dào de bù duō
[03:27.13] dàn wǒ xiàn zài kě yǐ xiàng nǐ bǎo zhèng nǐ bèi wán quán ài zhe.