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I would rather live in pain than live in vain |
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and in this way I don't know if anything will change, |
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but at least I know who I am in this game that we play. |
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Even though sometimes I don't know |
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if it's even worth trying to get things to stay, |
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but I've spent so long trying to let go |
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that I just want a change of pace, |
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'cause I used to chase after home, |
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but now I'm afraid of that place |
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'cause every time I stay I become static and I become afraid. |
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Because sometimes I feel like I'm standing alone, |
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but sometimes I feel like only the low road will lead me home, |
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but I will do whatever it takes to stay away from being another drone |
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because the further away I chase my demons away |
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I feel like it's the chase that brings them so close. |
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And today is today and that's all that will be remembered |
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when life comes back and breathes into my bones in this cycles of living |
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where I feel like all I love is all I lack |
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and all I have is not my own, so I just continue to let go. |
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And this mirror reminds of the worth I kept hidden in alleyways on cold days |
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and nights of trying to feel alive, |
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trying to pretend that nothing happens when no one turns on the light |
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and I know that's not true, but I will believe it |
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when I close my eyes because it's easier than trying to make things right. |
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And I feel that the dark is inside of me shaking my knees |
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trying to release this weight that needs to be set free, |
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so release me, break my back and let me bleed |
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I don't want to lose myself but It would be okay if I lost part of me, |
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because we all just want to be set free. |
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Set me free and watch me bleed (I don't want to lose myself |
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but it would be okay if I lost part of me) watch me bleed, |
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I've been holding in this breathe for far too long |
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and it isn't freedom until it is released (so please release me) |
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so set me free and watch me bleed cause I don't want to lose myself, |
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so set me free and watch me bleed cause I don't want to lose myself. |
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I know what I want; we all fight for what we want, |
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even though it's not always what we need. |
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And we're all in this together; we all share the some blood |
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it's just that some of us are afraid to bleed. |
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So the dark leaps out from us and into our streets, |
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we get so isolated from it becomes a part of all that we can see. |
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And even when we fall asleep we can feel these nightmares infecting our dreams, |
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but when life comes into the darkness, |
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the darkness can't understand what it seems and I would like to think |
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that the more I grow with you it's the more the darkness can't understand me. |
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I'd like to think that as I grow the darkness can't even see me. |
