Car Crash

歌曲 Car Crash
歌手 Hotel Books
专辑 I'm Almost Happy Here, But I Never Feel At Home

歌词

[ti:Car Crash]
[ar:Hotel Books]
[al:]
[00:01.63] It was problematic at best to perceive existence with a myopic lens I embedded into myself
[00:07.45] My lack of gestures limited the effectiveness of my delivery and all she begged for was deliverance
[00:13.08] Just soft, eloquent passages that provided closure. Not answers, just closure
[00:19.17] And I somehow fashioned together an array of broken glass that looked enough like a vase that it would pass
[00:23.86] And she would find a way to keep her roses watered and alive again, when deep down I was broken
[00:28.80] Prized among the lacklustre thieves immune to pain but pain by immunity
[00:34.16] She beckoned me and she lessened me because no other love would accommodate my blind fold so easily
[00:40.79] And I was afraid of change, but I was afraid of not changing
[00:46.66] I was afraid of change, but I was afraid of not changing
[00:51.74] Then a quick flood of blood infecting my brain, dashboard you, dashboard blank slate
[00:58.91] My narrow lens no longer mattered, no longer weighed in and neither did your fear, or your insecurities, or your smile
[01:06.63] Because in three seconds fate circumvented a concrete divider, followed by seven seconds of nervous prayer, nervous cursing, nervous something
[01:15.64] As poisonous as the snake it came from the oppression presented on my God forsaken lies limited it even more
[01:21.86] Followed by seven seconds of promising myself if I survived I would stop bargaining I would stop pushing off effort in exchange for more time, I would stop neglecting civil spiritual and personal duties or promises, which ever it may be, neither seemed likely at that point
[01:36.35] Followed by two seconds, the longest two seconds I've ever experienced of lying to myself, lying to my God and lying to you
[01:44.31] The words "I love you" seemed so broken and so inaccurate and the words "I promise" seem so trite and so distant.
[01:50.58] But so foolish a passenger caught up in this accident, nothing mattered beyond the fact that I was damaged and I was hurting physically
[01:58.00] Yet somehow I found the strength to thank my God I was a survivor and that's when I heard the fate of the driver
[02:04.86] Three seconds later, closure, not answers. Just closure.
[02:09.19] Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended, I love you
[02:13.32] Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended, I love you
[02:16.86] And every day I wish we could trade places; because you were the first person that loved me in any real way, and now I stand six feet above where you lay
[02:31.84] And if I get one thing right in this life I pray that it'll be sharing love with everybody, the same love that you shared with me.
[02:57.32] You call me down here and I hear your voice and the sound of my heart breaking and I pray to god you're still awake
[03:29.74] And I taught myself how to forget that sometimes life will try to convince you there's a such thing as regret
[03:42.71] But I found it to be a lie, the same lie I found when I looked in your eyes after it was said and done
[03:56.09] Scream hallelujah until you come alive, the devil came for our lungs but he left with our love
[04:14.76] Scream hallelujah until you come alive, I inhaled this world for so long that I tore out my lungs

歌词大意

[00:01.63] zuì hǎo yòng wǒ zì jǐ qiàn rù de jìn shì jìng lái gǎn zhī cún zài shì bù què dìng de
[00:07.45] wǒ de wú fǎ yán yǔ, xiàn zhì le wǒ biǎo dá de yǒu xiào xìng, tā qǐ qiú de bù guò shì jiě tuō
[00:13.08] què bèi zhōng zhǐ yú wēn róu dòng rén de zhāng jié. méi yǒu dá àn, zhǐ shì xún qiú jiě tuō.
[00:19.17] bù zhī hé gù wǒ bǎ yī dà duī pò suì de bō lí zǔ hé qǐ lái, tā kàn shang qu jiù xiàng gè huā píng
[00:23.86] tā huì zhǎo dào yī zhǒng fāng fǎ ràng tā de méi guī fù huó, dàn shì shí shàng wǒ yǐ jīng zhī lí pò suì le
[00:28.80] sǐ qì chén chén de dào zéi suī wú shì tòng kǔ què yīn miǎn yì tòng kǔ ér tòng kǔ
[00:34.16] tā shì yì wǒ fàng sōng xià lái, yīn wèi bié wú qí tā de rén néng gòu bāo róng wǒ de qīng shuài máng mù hé pín fán de shī bài
[00:40.79] wǒ hài pà gǎi biàn, gèng hài pà yī chéng bù biàn
[00:46.66] wǒ kǒng jù biàn huà, gèng kǒng jù háo wú biàn huà
[00:51.74] jiē zhe yǒng chū de xuè yè qīn rǎn le wǒ de dà nǎo, tūn shì le nǐ, tián mǎn le guò qù de kòng bái
[00:58.91] wǒ xiá ài de kàn fǎ bù zài zhòng yào, wǒ bù zài qù quán héng tā, méi yǒu nǐ de kǒng jù, yě méi yǒu nǐ de bù ān hé nǐ de wēi xiào
[01:06.63] zài sān miǎo nèi zāi nàn rào guò yí gè yǒu xíng de gé hé, qí cì shì qī miǎo jiāo zào de qí dǎo, bù ān de zǔ zhòu, hé mǒu xiē jǐn zhāng de shì
[01:15.64] lái zì wǒ bèi yí qì de yā pò xiàng dú shé yí yàng yǒu dú, bèi yù jiā xiàn zhì
[01:21.86] suí hòu de qī miǎo zhōng wǒ chéng nuò, rú guǒ wǒ xìng cún xià lái, wǒ huì tíng zhǐ tǎo jià huán jià, wǒ jiāng bù zài fù chū nǔ lì, lái huàn qǔ gèng duō de shí jiān, wǒ huì bù zài hū shì zōng jiào hé gè rén zhí zé huò chéng nuò, wú lùn wǒ huì bú huì huó xià lái, xiàn zài kàn qǐ lái yě bú shì shí hòu
[01:36.35] jiē xià lái de liǎng miǎo zhōng shì wǒ suǒ jīng lì de zuì zhǎng de liǎng miǎo zhōng, wǒ duì zì jǐ sā huǎng, duì shàng dì sā huǎng, bìng duì nǐ sā huǎng
[01:44.31] yī jù" wǒ ài nǐ" fǎng fú yǐ jīng shì qù, bù zhǔn què de yī jù" wǒ bǎo zhèng" sì hū rú cǐ yáo yuǎn, rú cǐ dàn mò.
[01:50.58] dàn yú chǔn de chéng kè gǎn shàng liǎo shì gù, méi yǒu shén me bǐ shì shí gèng zhòng yào de dōng xī, wǒ bèi cuī huǐ, wǒ de ròu tǐ chéng shòu zhe tòng kǔ
[01:58.00] rán ér bù zhī hé gù, dāng wǒ tīng dào sī jī de mìng yùn shí wǒ réng rán gǎn xiè shàng dì, wǒ shì yí gè xìng cún zhě
[02:04.86] sān miǎo guò hòu, jié shù, méi yǒu dá àn. zhǐ yǒu zhōng jié.
[02:09.19] rú tóng líng hún shēng qǐ yì bān mí shī zài cán hái zhōng, wǒ ài nǐ
[02:13.32] zuò wéi yí gè líng hún de yáng shēng zài cán hái zhōng mí shī, wǒ ài nǐ
[02:16.86] měi yì tiān wǒ dōu xī wàng wǒ men jiāo huàn wèi zhì, yīn wèi nǐ shì dì yí gè zhēn zhèng ài wǒ de rén, xiàn zài wǒ zhàn zài lí nǐ tǎng zhe de dì fāng liù yīng chǐ de dì biǎo shàng
[02:31.84] rú guǒ wǒ zhè bèi zi yǒu yī jiàn shì shì zhèng què de, nà jiù shì xiàng qí tā rén yí yàng yōng yǒu ài, nǐ gěi wǒ de hé qí tā rén yí yàng de ài.
[02:57.32] nǐ zài zhè lǐ hū huàn wǒ, wǒ tīng dào nǐ de shēng yīn hé wǒ xīn suì de shēng yīn, wǒ xiàng shàng dì qí dǎo nǐ réng rán huó zhe
[03:29.74] wǒ jiào huì zì jǐ rú hé qù hū shì shēng huó yǒu shí huì shì tú shuō fú nǐ yǒu xǔ duō zhè yàng yí hàn de shì qíng
[03:42.71] dàn wǒ fā xiàn zhè shì yí gè huǎng yán, tóng yàng de huǎng yán, dāng tā fā shēng hòu wǒ zhù shì zhe nǐ de yǎn jīng shí
[03:56.09] wǒ jiān jiào zhe hā lì lù yà zhí dào nǐ huó guò lái, mó guǐ lái qǔ zǒu le wǒ men de fèi, dàn tā liú xià le wǒ men de ài
[04:14.76] jiān jiào zhe hā lì lù yà zhí dào nǐ huó guò lái, wǒ shè shì zhè me jiǔ, yǐ zhì yú wǒ sī suì le wǒ de fèi