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I'm in my crib feeling blast |
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Early afternoon session and my homies just left |
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All of a sudden started feeling mad stressed |
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Like an elephant was standing on my mother ******* chest |
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Now I start to panic and the game took in false |
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Agitated by accelerated rates of my pulse |
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I called up my lady like I think I'm dying, hon |
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She said, get off the phone with me and call 911 |
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I tried, cause *************t was really faded in a hurry at this point |
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The numbers on my phone was all blurry and *************t |
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But by the grace of god I managed to dial |
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And told them please send somebody to my crib right now! |
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I knew that that's the only way that I would stand a chance |
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I'm a rider, but now I'll be riding in an ambulance! |
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They found me face down on a pavement |
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Probably thinking about my tombstone engravement |
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Vague memories were begging for resistance |
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They said they couldn't help me |
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But we're just a short distance from a hospital |
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Mass general, class medical facility, incredible professional abilities |
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Next thing that I remember was my mom's voice |
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Ain't she in VA and holding my hands |
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My aunt Joyce, what's going on? |
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How long have I been strapped to this table? |
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I wanna speak, but the ventilator makes me not able |
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I'm hoping that is just a nigh*******are |
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But every time I open my eyes I'm right there |
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Tools and machines everywhere, I guess they're helping me survive |
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Well, at least I'm alive! |
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Been down, been down, now, now I'm back |
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Been down, been down, now, now I'm back |
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Been down, been down, now, now I'm back |
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Never felt more alive |
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A so called heart attack |
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Got you brother acting, ICU |
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You almost murdered me |
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It's time for a emergency, surgery |
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In and out of consciousness, doping me up |
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Not knowing they're about to call, open me up |
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They couldn't hesitate, they had to saw through my chest plate |
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It's sort of wild how they fix my aortic valve |
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Artificial parts and wires will take months to heal |
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Now it's for real when I say that I'm the man of steel |
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Friday the 13th, the day that I won't be hating soon |
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Cause friends and family was pondering in the waiting room |
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Words spread quicker than a stronger aroma |
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Roumer was that your boy was in a comma, yeah! |
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*************t was serious, of course I was oblivious |
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Damn near frozen, but not decomposing |
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Best friend in my ear saying I'm the chosen one |
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The resurrection, far from the dead direction |
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Cousin hugging my arm for what felt like days |
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For all the love I was amazed |
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Then the docs finally let me know that I would survive |
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I can't believe I'm alive |
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Been down, been down, now, now I'm back |
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Been down, been down, now, now I'm back |
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Been down, been down, now, now I'm back |
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Never felt more alive |
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Trust me all, the *************t does not tickle |
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Tubes buried in my belly steady eatin' popsicles |
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IVs and catheter felt like I was massacred |
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Thanking God I'm not the one they had to buy the casket for |
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But even now while I'm dropping this rhyme |
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I'm recognizing if it's not your time, it's not your time! |
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I went from an unimaginable death |
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To smile at my homies while I took my first steps |
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My head cleared when I stopped taking vicodin |
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Now all I think about it is getting on this mic again |
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And to each and everyone who said a prayer for me |
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Shed a tear for me, maybe put one in the air for me |
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All I Can say is thanks for giving me strength |
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Because I truly believe you increased my life's length |
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All I had to do is show some dedication |
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Now all I gotta do is take a little medication |
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You won't help me avoid disaster |
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In the come back, better stronger and faster |
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Now it's my mission to prove that I'm deserving |
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Cause thanks to God ya'll and brilliant surgeons |
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I'm alive! |
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Been down, been down, now, now |
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Been down, been down, now, now |
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Been down, been down, now, now |
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Never felt more alive, never felt more alive |
